im such a crybäby, i need a hug... {mynorth & dimpleb}

backxster - worth it (revert)

originally written&recorded november 2024 for the scarves album
lyrics:

(I said you know I'd die for you)
I was so in love with you
but then you cast me to the side
and i did not know what to do
i said to her
"lets break the rules"
and if not then okay cool
kept me wrapped around her finger
and i bought her all the jewels
i was coming back to you.

you said you were in love with me
thinking back to the week
that we spent out by the sea
when the salt was in your hair
and i saw you standing there
i close my eyes and I see you
why couldn't you just tell the truth
why did she do that to me?

she said she was in love with me
and i wonder if she was
if you love it let it go
send me flying like a dove
she was the only one i trust
now winter came im so alone
and let at night when I get drunk
look at our pictures on my phone.

when you were turning 17
and when i flew up to your state
when we went camping in the mountains
it was raining everyday
baby why'd you have to change?
i told her it would be okay
wrote so many of these songs that I do not know what to say.

now I'm with scarves and they my bros
but that don't change i'm so alone
did you know that you would leave when you were calling on my phone?
i was staying in your home
you were so quick to let it go
I was so scared and that you know
I think back now
I should've known.

i was so in love with you prod keepsake

Nicky - why did you leave me here? (nassim)

What can I say 
Your stuck in my brain 
I’m wasting time 
Oh my 
Left me to cry
But I’m alright 
That’s what I’m missing 
Your all that I’m missing 
Our old pictures haunt me 
Because you don’t want me
I’d pick up if your calling 
Just to talk bout nonsense 
I’m so lost now 
And I I don’t know how 
To pick up these pieces

What I’m missing (asperr)

backxster - leaving w/ reo (revert dimpleb)

mirage (cranes 1sadboii)

still thinking of u w/ jkjmetasco (adrien neohn)

in my room doing drugs
i cnt feel nun
doing this sht all the time
j 2 feel some
this is not right
i cnt even feel love
im in every place @ once
swear its so much

break down
oxycodone
j replace me
im th old one
lost all my faith
i cnt look up
ho get out my face
swear im so done

yeah u rly hid ur motive
it was to tear me apart
nn leave me broken
well im sad 2 say
thts its working
nn now u had ur way
was it worth it?

all these drugs in my system
i cnt talk straight
there is no worse feeling
than heartbreak
nn wht u do to me
makes my heart ache
nn i cnt trust u dnt tell me sry

nn it was so unrealistic
pretty girl cover me in her lipstick
soft lips imma kiss them
girl ur touch i rly miss it
nn i need u

break down (revert dimpleb)

Pay2win

She’s gone, but with you, I want to love again
You might be essential to me
An example isn't necessary, no thank you
俺転んでもwe gone be akay

暗闇に埋もれていった
消えかけの光をbring out
I need you more with every breath I take
I feel like I need you just to feel alive
I got do what you want baby 
I’ll pick you up in a Mercedes
I slide on sound Neymar
Hard to score, facing a 5 back

Why she on mind when I smoke 
Who'll fall for you.I got the key
I feel jealous
Baby yeh come with.rolling me 
This can't go on like this
だけど忘れられない
Yeh  gotta move out
俺はいったwaste my time 
それは今も変わらない
これからもずっとそう
俺の人生fuck my life 
ならlet's find a way  
同じ時を君と2人で
もう一度love again

backxster - leaving w/ reo (revert dimpleb)

#stillhurting