diary

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(lyrics)
cant believe she not trusting me
i got glocks i got glocks u not touching me
its no wonder that she not in love wit me 
glock 19 if he fuck wit me
2 twin glocks keep me company
beam onna gun do not run from me
i got money right now she wan fuck wit meeee
i got money right now she wan fuck wit me

please just trust me ft saga (vrtex)

rage&nicky - hear me (smexkey & violet)

https://soundcloud.com/iloveyelowandmom
https://soundcloud.com/itwasntherfault

nicky & rage - lost of words prod. ???

self prod

and I can't find my worth
going through my days, when you don't text me
girl it hurts
I can't tell you how I feel because I never find the words
remember the day I took you out? 
there was the sun, we heard the birds

girl I'm really struggling and I just wanna talk
remember when it was cold at night and we went for a walk?
and I just wanna work this out at night I pray to God (Jesus saves)
I just wanna be the best but I know that I'm not

I'm right beside you in the cold rain
we were standing in the storm and it was pouring
its late at night and I just wanna see my girlfriend
you told me you might say somethings that you don't mean

so who am I to choose? everyday I'm missing you
I see it better now, baby do you see it too?
think back to sophomore year, in class when I sat next to you
and now you're here with me but I still don't know what to do

and when we talk bout things I jus-
I don't know what to say
and you're my girl now, I liked you since the 10th grade <33
I'm on the road now, I'll text you when I'm at your place
and everyday, I just wonder if you're wanting me

and girl I fell for you
things are so much different
from the nights that I spent in my room
I said baby, where do you wanna go?
I'll try for you, I'll take it slow

i wish i was better at communicating things 2 u :((((

can't find my words prod keepsake

prod @violetxx9

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aMhb6NYjWNei3K3RvQJNH?si=9bb8c0bad610432d

lyrics :

needa get myself together i’m a mess now
yeah i’m feeling better now
only when you’re around 
you’re poking through my heart
wanna see me bleed out ? 
you’re the one i need now
i just wanna scream loud

poke through my skin
until i can’t feel it at all
rip me to shreds
leave me dead on the asphalt 
everything that i feel is it my fault ?
i don’t want nothing else but to feel well

leave me here to die
hope you know i tried
tried to make you mine
mine, mine (try to make you mine)
i won’t say goodbye 
not just yet no
cuz before i go
i need to see you one more time

i know you said you’ll stay here
just wanna hear you say it one more time
you’re imperfections are perfect in my eyes
you & me , it feels like the stars aligned

backxster - how i should (adrien)

#stillhurting