diary

咚咚咚

backxster

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i do it all for my brothers
do it all for my mother
i do it for proof before the heavens start callling
i do it for you, shawty you're just like no other
i want to see you again, if not this life then another (x2)

Tell me, are you ready?
Fall in love and suffer
My hearts way too heavy
Can you feel the burden?

Read you like I’m Levy
Why am I never learning?
Heal you like I’m Wendy
everytime you’re hurting

Tell me that you need me
Tell me with your eyes
It’s real because we’re bleeding
Real because we’re alive
Staring at the ceiling
こころこわすない
まじで this feeling
Takes me to the sky

今は泣かないで
未だ鮮明で
取り残されたわたしは
なにもできないただ今は
自信を持てるようにおんがくをつくってる
歌ってる

願うの毎朝
明日は来ないなら
もうあんなことしなきゃ良かったなんて
願って憂いな運命なら
本当の強さは何処にあるんだ

僕らはまだいっしょに
離れないで居たいのに
左側がいたいの
何処にもいかないで

離れないで
まだここにいて
手を預けて
感じてみて
目の前には
はじめようか、もう一回

existence ft utumiyqcom (star607)

tysm for 15k

1. attachment
2. 318永遠eien (yandere edit)
3. i luv my girl (breakcore edit)
4. complicated
5. internet memory

wonderful everyday

saga-#warrenworthington

https://music.apple.com/us/album/forever-fornever-single/1710552509
1 / 4 ep teaser

@glimmerxp

Spotify

forever fornever ☆ @glimmerxp

@user-460425115

(lyrics)
cant believe she not trusting me
i got glocks i got glocks u not touching me
its no wonder that she not in love wit me 
glock 19 if he fuck wit me
2 twin glocks keep me company
beam onna gun do not run from me
i got money right now she wan fuck wit meeee
i got money right now she wan fuck wit me

please just trust me ft saga (vrtex)

rage&nicky - hear me (smexkey & violet)

✦𓂅⊹ 𝓫𝓪𝓭  ᗴ𝔫𝓭 ✦𓂅⊹𝓾𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓲 🤍

https://soundcloud.com/iloveyelowandmom
https://soundcloud.com/itwasntherfault

nicky & rage - lost of words prod. ???

self prod

and I can't find my worth
going through my days, when you don't text me
girl it hurts
I can't tell you how I feel because I never find the words
remember the day I took you out? 
there was the sun, we heard the birds

girl I'm really struggling and I just wanna talk
remember when it was cold at night and we went for a walk?
and I just wanna work this out at night I pray to God (Jesus saves)
I just wanna be the best but I know that I'm not

I'm right beside you in the cold rain
we were standing in the storm and it was pouring
its late at night and I just wanna see my girlfriend
you told me you might say somethings that you don't mean

so who am I to choose? everyday I'm missing you
I see it better now, baby do you see it too?
think back to sophomore year, in class when I sat next to you
and now you're here with me but I still don't know what to do

and when we talk bout things I jus-
I don't know what to say
and you're my girl now, I liked you since the 10th grade <33
I'm on the road now, I'll text you when I'm at your place
and everyday, I just wonder if you're wanting me

and girl I fell for you
things are so much different
from the nights that I spent in my room
I said baby, where do you wanna go?
I'll try for you, I'll take it slow

i wish i was better at communicating things 2 u :((((

can't find my words prod keepsake

prod @violetxx9

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aMhb6NYjWNei3K3RvQJNH?si=9bb8c0bad610432d

lyrics :

needa get myself together i’m a mess now
yeah i’m feeling better now
only when you’re around 
you’re poking through my heart
wanna see me bleed out ? 
you’re the one i need now
i just wanna scream loud

poke through my skin
until i can’t feel it at all
rip me to shreds
leave me dead on the asphalt 
everything that i feel is it my fault ?
i don’t want nothing else but to feel well

leave me here to die
hope you know i tried
tried to make you mine
mine, mine (try to make you mine)
i won’t say goodbye 
not just yet no
cuz before i go
i need to see you one more time

i know you said you’ll stay here
just wanna hear you say it one more time
you’re imperfections are perfect in my eyes
you & me , it feels like the stars aligned

SPOTIFY

nothing else (violet)

produced by shyne2400

follow trend, i love guns
need you pray 4 me i feel numb
its some shit i think, i do bad all day
just keep fucking up
let time pass away but love derealization 
all this shit im facing, good dope yeah i face it
i hate conversation 
i hate myself sometimes
think i should die
should i blow my brains in the sunshine 
a beautiful way to lose my mind
incase i bitch out got cyanide 
don’t wanna cuss a bitch out say sayonara
we make brothers check say sike right now
got nothing else to lose in life right now
i lost my fucking mInd already last year
fuck that talking niggas bleeding
tis the season
i wasn’t tryna trade i need it
up on the v i dont care who up in it
your girl or yo kid i keep shooting
that arp shaking like that bitch anemic
it’s a year of forgiveness but not of forget
some of you niggas still gotta beat it
aint tryna talk it out fuck what you talking bout 
tired of clones niggas killing ya fetus
i seen history repeat
niggas sneak diss yo ass is a geechie
wonder how its gone be when you meet me
pray that you dont get smoked like them tree leaves
pray that you dont get smoked cannabis 
and the thc i fell in love
they tell you that you not a killer but in that position you do as you must
in that colosseum its just blood with brothers (x4)

bluhdie (prod. shyne)

@pyu

they dont know me like they think they do, its okay
ill go travel coast to coast
pardon me, been M.i.A
i cant even fucking cope
without pictures of your face
she said baby hey lets go
ay you know i love the chase

smoke dope when i write about you
what the fukk??
cmon baby, kiss me up & hop to
yeah

can you love me?
cant you trust me? u_u
dont you want me? x_x
thoughts so haunting --

gouging out, papers in my diary
love me bella, say it so much you get tired of me
its a story, man this shit dont need no titling
do you adore me?
chest so heavy i keep panicking

they dont know me like they think they do, its okay
ill go travel coast to coast
pardon me, been M.i.A
i cant even fucking cope
without pictures of your face
she said baby hey lets go
ay you know i love the chase.

toobad2sadd (meta)

backxster - out of here (rewind yashio)

the right path (prod shyne + 77mending)

toforgivebutneverforget (Mordys Suixide)

forget me (adrien&gen)

Your still in my head 
Messages on read 
I feel like I’m dead 
Can’t get out of bed
Can this fucking end
Your still in my head 
i go M.I.A 
Been doing shit all day 
Told you not to give up 
On me give up on me 
Forgive I’m sorry 


i aint meant what I said 
And I know that 
She tryn fw me 
Already know that 
Different colored money oh yea
You wan meet my friend
Hoe do it again 
I don’t like this feeling 
When will it end?


Your still in my head 
Messages on read 
I feel like I’m dead 
Can’t get out of bed
Can this fucking end
Your still in my head 
i go M.I.A 
Been doing shit all day 
Told you not to give up

giveuponme (revert)

I hide the truth yea I know,
That I be feeling alone
Wish I can make you my own
My friends help me feel like I’m home
What’s wrong with me I don’t know

Look inside the mirror
I don’t like my fucking face
Baby can’t you come right here
You can come through to my place
Got this voice inside my head
Telling me I’m not ok 
And I wish that you were here
But you won’t come back anyway

I know
with my friends I feel so sane
I thought it changed
I feel the same

feel the same (seanpotter adrien)

backxster - fix myself (rewind)

i beg u listen to my new music

https://www.instagram.com/tkyoangel

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dGzyNtHjwhhHgLlRn4igt?si=lo6dIFoeRo6IDiEVCELMtQ&dl_branch=1

backxster - out of here (rewind yashio)

#stillhurting