forgot how much I loved this, glad I came back

I will stay and fight and I’ll fight for my friends

I’m glad I have friends and family around and a lot of reassurance that I’m not a nobody and that I’m worth something

thank you

happy again

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌me‌ ‌
produced‌ ‌by -‌ ‌jody
here‌ ‌is‌ ‌a‌ ‌link‌ ‌to‌ jody's‌ ‌YouTube‌ ‌channel-‌ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCj_5_w33LE3KSfuw5RhYu7Q

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lyrics:
im wondering how we got to this point
im wandering back and forth like im a joint 
and i dont really wanna disappoint 
look at me i aint got no choice

why dont you pick up the pace 
and get out of my space
i know you can see my face 
but 
you dont know my name

im running through the world and imma never fold (ya)
accumulating knowledge i might never know (ya, ya)

i dont think you wanna know how we got to this point
ive been doing this forever i dont even have a choice
ive been trying to one up everybody in the room 
dont come any closer or that'll be your tomb

-backyard beetle 2021

backyard beetle - space (prod. jody)

nether mines w/ sluggr!

The problem's that i miss u when u go to sleep
It hurts me to know that you're far away from me
I'm grinding as i hope you get a peaceful rest
Life gets hectic but i couldn't care less

x2

I don't want fame i just wanna get paid
I hate this life my sky is always grey
I know you're at home when i'm dodgin the jakes
All them opps really want me dead

They brought their guns in front of our place
It led to violence cuz they couldn't follow the pace
My love is a drug but it can be laced
I'm living like everything is a race

I went thru a lot
I had to do a lot
Things i can't talk about
They all let me down

I forget all the bad things when i talk to u
Spending time with u is all i wanna do
I could say i don't miss u but u know the truth
I don't wanna get clingy but u know the thing is that ....

The problem's that i miss u when u go to sleep
It hurts me to know that you're far away from me
I'm grinding as i hope you get a peaceful rest
Life gets hectic but i couldn't care less

x2

Just woke up in the middle of the night
I'm out there and i really wanna die
I'm waiting for you to come back
So i'm just making even more songs

I hate myself and i hate this life
i'm seeing you in some of my dreams
i remember the old me was filled with fright 
But with thime i learned nothing's as it seems

I might fill up a cup, i might get really drunk
I might fuck my health but i don't give a fuck
I like to wast them all when i'm making efforts
What's the point my head still hurts ?

I'm talking to my family bout my scars
And bout the fact i hate it when i lack
The world's too slow it's like everything lags
Girl why the fuck do i still wanna die ?

imy (prod. splashgvng)

*cover art made by me

lyrics - written by backyard beetle
produced by - @fantom-instrumentals
Here is a link to fantom's youtube channel - www.youtube.com/user/xxFantomMuzikxx

follow me
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soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
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lyrics:
could you just stop right now
i don't even know where your at right now
people tryin to put me in the ground right now
people tryin to put me in a grave right now

i know they tryin to put the grave right now
yeah you know that i'm just tryin to save the day right now
yeah these people wanna be put inside their graves right now
i think i'm imma show em how
how

yeah im hoping for the best
prepare for the worst
beat off this curse yeah 
know i'm the worst yeah yeah
i do this everyday even though it hurts yeah
yeah i know that you know i didn't mean to burn ya

but don't come after my friends or imma teach you something
you aint gonna do me like that
you aint gonna do me like that

- backyard beetle 2021

backyard beetle - right now (prod. fantom)

out on all platforms <3

prod. xcynicalbeatz
https://www.instagram.com/xcynicalbeatz/
mix n master. Zonex
https://www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

hit the highway [prod. xcynicalbeatz]

zoomin!

prod. Zonex
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVJdNVkPZmHUEQSoJ6zcIUg

late night dreamin [prod. Zonex]

dont cry prd marble

Pulse Overdrive

lyrics - written by backyard beetle 
produced by - jean parker 
here is a link to jean parker's youtube channel -https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCap4DhW-WHQqI2YcbOK7u7g

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lyrics:
i feel the breeze go by
i see the plains fly high
and i just do not know why
everyone hides

i feel the breeze go by
i see the plains fly high
and i just do not know why
everyone hides

everyone hides 
ive been losing
losing my mind
you dont know me
you dont know my mind
ive been running 
im still not surprised

not surprised
you know that i can see it in your eyes
eyes
all you want to do is hide

threw my dreams in the gutter
now im stuck here counting all the summers
yeah
counting all the summers
yeah i know i missed them yeah it was a bummer

i feel the breeze go by
i see the plains fly high
and i just do not know why
everyone hides

i feel the breeze go by
i see the plains fly high
and i just do not know why
everyone hides

-backyard beetle, 2021

backyard beetle - hide (prod. jean parker + nash)

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 

backyard beetle - right now (prod. fantom)

backyard beetle

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