forgot how much I loved this, glad I came back

*cover art made by me

lyrics - written by backyard beetle
produced by - @fantom-instrumentals
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lyrics:
could you just stop right now
i don't even know where your at right now
people tryin to put me in the ground right now
people tryin to put me in a grave right now

i know they tryin to put the grave right now
yeah you know that i'm just tryin to save the day right now
yeah these people wanna be put inside their graves right now
i think i'm imma show em how
how

yeah im hoping for the best
prepare for the worst
beat off this curse yeah 
know i'm the worst yeah yeah
i do this everyday even though it hurts yeah
yeah i know that you know i didn't mean to burn ya

but don't come after my friends or imma teach you something
you aint gonna do me like that
you aint gonna do me like that

- backyard beetle 2021

backyard beetle - right now (prod. fantom)

duskdreams 
2

lyrics

//I fell beneath the earth
But i’m back this time for you//

Flashing lights, they must be sirens
A rushing tide, well it’s just perfect timing
I saw the signs, didn’t really mind it
Because I met ur eyes, this scene didn’t even need perfect lighting

Let’s stop the fighting, stop the lying
It’s me and u against the rest
Don't ever stop confiding, stop the hiding 
All I wants to hear your chest 
The pressures piling, the weathers wild
It’s more than being put to a test
Our chances declining
Just a little more trust and then we’re bound for success

Sweden
I just love that i can see me breathing
It shows that I’m still here, even when iIm screaming 
My souls the one disappears so It’s just sound 
I don't think I can lose you right now

No way, I been thinking about you all day
No shame, I just cant be living this way
No direction without you in my mind
I think I owe you my life

Baby i hit a wall
Smacked me on my head
And now it won’t release unless I do that shit again

So yeah it’s sticking with me
Invisible but I still bled
The scars won’t fully heal
Unless I make a fucking mess

Flashing lights, they must be sirens
A rushing tide, well it’s just perfect timing
I saw the signs, didn’t really mind it
Because I met ur eyes, this scene didn’t even need perfect lighting

Let’s stop the fighting, stop the lying
It’s me and u against the rest
Don't ever stop confiding, stop the hiding 
All I wants to hear your chest 
The pressures piling, the weathers wild
It’s more than being put to a test
Our chances declining
Just a little more trust and then we’re bound for success

Woah sleepless nights without you
In my arms, It's hard for you to
I know It's a struggle but we can make it through
Just want you to know that I love you

I can see the signs I know you're scared
But I'm right here there's no need to fear
Please don't stress about the things you can't control
Baby lets add these halves and live as whole

dd2 intro

DD2_Intro (Xander)

originally performed by sewerperson
produced by eric godlow

-lyrics-
if this is how it ends
well im glad you were part of it
this was all inside my head before
i even started it
you made it to the end and i appreciate the tolerance
really im my brain inside my head and that is it
these holograms around me somehow willing me to live
and i know i cant touch u i mean really really touch you
on atomic level shit but thats not how were meant to fit
if you look at people walking everybody moves the same
perfect mess of flesh and bone equipped with total mental reign
when you think about it really only difference is the brain
so thats why im looking thru you when im talking to ur face
please dont be scared
theres nothing for me to think about
its over now
im sober now
i power down

catching up cuz she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when you go out
cause when i fall asleep youre the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak now you busy to go out
threw my dreams out all i do is seep now

its over. you can go home (sewerperson cover)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

backyard beetle - for you w/ sixthirtyeight

==Lyrics==

sleeping alone for the first time
locked up my phone so I can't call you
wanna go home but I just pull through
ooh oh

sleeping alone for the first time
locked up my phone so I can't call you
wanna go home but I just pull through
ooh ooh oh oh

sleeping in late for the first time
don't know if I wanna wakeup again
my dreams are better than reality
ooh ooh oh oh

sleeping I know that it won't help
but when I close my eyes I'm alright

yeah what is wrong, what is your deal?
you want me to crash? you grabbing the wheal
was feeling attached till real you revealed
after this wreck yeah I'll never heal

yeah being alone in my feels
checking my phone to see if it's real
all of the things I keep concealed
are coming right up like it's a meal

yeah I never liked to appeal
don't wanna attract nobody they ill
I got regrets that I'll never spill
tryin to forget but I never will

sleeping I know that it won't help
but when I close my eyes I'm alright
I know I'm wasting my time I know

sleeping alone for the first time
locked up my phone so I can't call you
wanna go home but I just pull through
ooh ooh oh oh

sleeping in late for the first time
don't know if I wanna wakeup again
my dreams are better than reality
ooh ooh oh oh

please don't get me up
yeah I don't wanna wake
all these fake lucid dreams are my favorite place

sleeping alone (prod. boyfity)

Way Too Much

instrumental produced by Michael Harrison and Ayoley
featuring lxstboy the goat

lyrics:

andrewsfuneral:
I think id notice i dont feel a thing 
Pure seratonin you flood through my brain
Run through the forest forget all the pain
and forget feeling hopeless with you i feel great 

Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me 

How you say that you know me 
I dont even know me 
Blade in my back girl youre killing me slowly
I dont control me and i know you know 
So just please hold me closely we’re so far from home

Lxstboy:
im far from home
I dont wanna talk your eyes say it all
baby youre perect and thats what i saw
when i looked in your eyes
i felt warm inside
now i write songs about the girl who changed my life
give me a call when youre sad or youre scared
when you feel alone you know im right there
talk to me, girl just breathe
the nightmares are over, and youre here with me.

andrewsfuneral:
Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me

Perfect w/LxstBoy (michael harrison x ayoley)

GINGER

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - right now (prod. fantom)

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