holy shitt this is literally so fireeee bro 😩😩🥺🥺

this is gas 🔥🔥 statight flame  I gotta hyu sometimes

produced by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
I feel fucked since the day you left me
Still reminisce inside
But I can't get over the feelings
Of anything
But what I felt like hit my life
And I'm so sorry that I'm taking this personal
Held on for so long
This grudge and I don't know why
Inside I still feel it belongs

Can I get 5 more minutes
The time goes
I don't get it
Why can't we hold
This moment before you go

I'm tired of this shit
Can we just turn it over
Back to before all this
Can't change the present or more
Set aside how I feel
Seems all impossible but
I'll try my best to pick up from takin it slower
Wait give me a sec
I just need to rewire my mind I
Can't change the way right this side
Feels like I'm not in control
Its the back of my thoughts grabbing hold
I know now its a sign
Forgiveness can change this course
Trynna find it in my soul
Cause I need it more

I know I feel like you just left me
My heart achin
My open chest empty
So please can i

Can I get 5 more minutes
The time goes
I don't get it
Why can't we hold
This moment before you go

leftquiet:
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www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
@leftquietverified
www.youtube.com/channel/UCma1cmscc7ejh7clSV9Shww
twitter.com/left_quiet

don't go..

https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

footsteps on the shore

SPOTIFY

yokai dreams - footsteps on the shore (ft. mr. nice ty) [iof]

Prod. Venus

Lyrics 

This song’s a message to my older self
Huh
I hope that one day you can find yourself
i hope it worked out with that girl you love
or did you fuck up like i thought i would
I hope the thoughts don’t keep you up at night
cos right now i cant fucking sleep at all
Hope that you overcome ur anxious mind
or it’ll be your fucking funeral

tides changing, and i been contemplating my thoughts, 
smooth sailing is not smooth if you bail when its hard
I hope you beat the demons that left you so broken and scarred
hope you surround yourself with people that wont
TEAR YOU APART

AND WHILE YOU’RE AT IT WONT YOU LET SOMEBODY INTO YOUR HEART

START TO APPRECIATE THE TIME YOU SPEND WITH HER IN YOURS ARMS

CAUSE RIGHT NOW IM DISSOCIATED I FORGOT HOW TO FEEL

WOUNDS REOPEN THAT I SWEAR HAD 
ALREADY FULLY HEALED

Its like everything that’s happened lately hasn’t been real
life’s been feelin kinda pointless uh 
oh
maybe higher powers set me up
But I dont know if its just me who’s lost oh
I give up i fucking guess they won

This song’s a message to my older self
I hope that one day you can find yourself
i hope it worked out with that girl you love
or did you fuck up like i thought i would
I hope the thoughts dont keep you up at night
Cos right now i cant fucking sleep at all
I hope you overcome ur anxious mind
Or it’ll be your fucking funeral

message to my older self

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ fantom
follow fantom beats on youtube - https://www.youtube.com/user/xxFantomMuzikxx

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4-VT3d7ke7q99LWiWikzw
spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/7Kmx3CsboLQGgQRrmQimz5

backyard beetle - someone like you w/ lxst boy (prod. fantom)

@gothprinc3 @tnvr555

i’ll stay far away i won’t make a sound
cause i don’t want to speak now
everybody makes fun of the words that come out
so you can stop staring
you don’t even know me
what i’m about

and i’ve had it with all of these strangers planting their lies deep under my skin
so take your pretty blade
and show them how i’m so paper thin
oh

toss and turn with the pain now
come on love blow my brains out
i don’t want to fight this
had enough, i’m lifeless
lost inside of my own crowd
paper thin with the blade out
never meant to be like this
can’t swallow all i’ll miss
oh oh

and i keep seeing all of these faces i wish i could forget
baby you know you’ll haunt me in my dreams till i am dead
and i try to fixate on the blood so i won’t feel the regret
oh love, i hope you know that it’s hell keeping you out my head

breathe

i
toss and turn with the pain now
come on love blow my brains out
i don’t want to fight this
had enough, i’m lifeless
lost inside of own crowd
paper thin with the blade out
never meant to be like this
can’t swallow all i’ll miss
oh oh

spotify

paper thin [princ3 x tnvr]

shoutout @sadboiforever for this beautiful production
if yall want this on spotify run it up for me pls ily

lyrics:

what a fuckin letdown
you turned out to be...
now im burnin all these photos
in an attempt to let it go
and these conversations 
saved inside my phone
i want to delete them
but i cant...
i just wanna leave this in the past

just want to leave this
in the past...
and ive been thinkin about you
see you in the bottom of this glass...

why do you have to
go and do this shit to me?
i been crying my eyes out
instead of sleeping...
so fuckin tired of needless beating...

now ill never be the same!
yeah you fucked me up
and now ill always be afraid...

afraid...ill always be afraid...

letdown...[+2001]

PROD KADO

You say I'm always projecting 
It's not fucking fair that I make you feel like her 
Sorry I was just protecting 
All my fragile feelings 
Why'd you have to go be just what I thought you were?
I've always had this hunger for somene less than stable
I'm somewhat less than stable
Never seem to learn
Anything I need to 
Every time I see you 
It hurts like hell 

Hey girl wait what's gotten into you?
You tell me I should leave, you don't really want me to 
But that's okay 
There's nothing left to prove 
'Cause I'll go anywhere as long as it's with you 

[Verse 2]
As long as you can calm down 
And tell me what you're feeling 
I don't what you're feeling I can't read minds 
You were talking karma 
And hitting me with trauma 
You'll show me yours if I show you mine
I've always had this anger 
For something that I can't place
Maybe it's the right place at the wrong time 
Every time you like his, 
Pictures like a knife twist
Inward 'til you hit my spine

She said if I had a dollar for every time 
I said I love you first, I'd have like five 
I thought you could change 
I know you've tried 
I wish I could change 
God knows I've tried

Hey girl wait what's gotten into you?
You tell me I should leave, you don't really want me to 
But that's okay
We're onto something new 
'Cause I'll go anywhere to get away from you 
(To get away from you)

Karma

drunk, driving, going 101 +lil XipZ (p. sadellite)

produced by Lxst Boy and splashgvng 
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
@splashgvng

-lyrics-
in the dark I'm afraid
that no one will save me
I cannot see you
the walls are closing
in on me
baby can u hear me?
i am still breathing 
the walls are closing

I'm on my own
yeah I might suffocate
I don't wanna die now
I just need a break
I will never settle down
I live with no reason
I volunteer
to continue breathing

(good luck trying to guess what I'm saying here lol)

yeah I'm insane
get stuck up in my brain
I thought it was over
but I will never change
I will stay the same
even though its not okay
I'm a lost boy
I will never find my way

in the dark I'm afraid
that no one will save me
I cannot see you
the walls are closing
in on me
baby can u hear me?
i am still breathing 
the walls are closing

I'm on my own
yeah I might suffocate
I don't wanna die now
I just need a break
I will never settle down
I live with no reason
I volunteer
to continue breathing

if my bedroom walls could tell our stories (lxst boy x splashgvng)

produced by trxxshed
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
nonprofit :)

november, Pt. 2 w/ Trxxshed

I made this song for a couple of vets I know, who struggle everyday with homelessness and addiction. It's all true... wake up world people need guidance..............Stay strong out there............keep your head up.........

ITS THE Lowerside Of Life

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - someone like you w/ lxst boy (prod. fantom)

backyard beetle

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