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lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌me‌ ‌
produced‌ ‌by -‌ ‌tennis player
here‌ ‌is‌ ‌a‌ ‌link‌ ‌to‌ tennis player's‌ ‌YouTube‌ ‌channel-‌www.youtube.com/channel/UCNAtv_nKd0gVqlZNOzzamqw

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lyrics:

throat hurts 
throat burns 
all the time

my eyes must be deceiving me im seeing stranger things
shadows moving on the wall
it has to be a dream

what am i doing here
trying to catch my own fears
and kill it with my pistol in my pocket yeah

i tried to stop it
but my body 
wouldn't drop it

ive been to the dark path
i personify wrath
i see the demons clashing below

oh whoa
ice cold
i feel your skin
its frozen oh

and i cant
sense my surroundings
i dont have powers 
im not that astonishing

-backyard beetle 2021

backyard beetle - strange [freestyle] (prod. tennis player)

prod. branwen x fxckyeahako

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mastered by ghosty wosty <3

https://www.instagram.com/ghostbxyy/

lyrics

no hero
so zero
i know
actions speak louder than words
get down or we'll all get hurt
n maybe i'm not worthy of love
or maybe i'm just worse than her drugs
tying ropes around my neck
breaking chandeliers and writing rondelets
smashing porcelain and fucking up my wrists
take a .45 n aim it at my head

no hero
so zero
i know
i know u struggle w emotions
every day is a struggle to move forward
nothing left to do but stare at your iphone
nothing ever lasts, that's smth u n i know

hopeless thoughts all go around my head
n i've been struggling
to vocalize around my friends
one look in her eyes, i'm dead
i see the severance
i really thought it would never end
maybe everything u say is in my imagination
its so hard to keep up with my dedications
i just keep fucking up my health but
it makes me feel a bit better bout my self some

i'm moving forward w my eyes closed
yeah that's smth u n i know
our distractions r so typical
but it's what's keeping this from being difficult

tying ropes around my neck
breaking chandeliers and writing rondelets
smashing porcelain and fucking up my wrists
take a .45 n aim it at my head
i got chandeliers and porcelain falling from the sky
i got bashed in wrists and bloody fists n i shouldn't tell u why

chandeliersandporcelain

mxlatonin:
looking up i’m stuck in the stars
used to be okay but now i’m falling apart
i just rlly wanna hold u
but it’s scary just to know u
dragging hot knives all over my heart
was racing towards the finish now i’m stuck at the start 
hate everything about you
but all i do is for you
i’ll sink my teeth in my flesh 
flushed out eyes cus the feeling is dead
i really did try my best 
but i guess my life’s gonna end in red
so lay me down, take a trip to the stars
when ur not around i think of adding more scars
take a look around and try to find a healed heart 
lookin up n down, ur gonna have to look far
looking up i’m stuck in the stars
used to be okay but now i’m falling apart
i just rlly wanna hold u
but it’s scary just to know u
dragging hot knives all over my heart
was racing towards the finish now i’m stuck at the start 
hate everything about you
but all i do is for you 

xslimex:
i gave it all to u 
our memories faded blue 
almost like i’m see thru 
hiding and i’m seeking you 
our love is a break thru 
you thought i was bullet proof 
never thought i would miss you 
but baby i miss you

mxlatonin:
looking up i’m stuck in the stars
used to be okay but now i’m falling apart
i just rlly wanna hold u
but it’s scary just to know u
dragging hot knives all over my heart
was racing towards the finish now i’m stuck at the start 
hate everything about you
but all i do is for you

castles w/ XSLIMEX [owni]

Don’t notice them, things aren’t what they seem 
So much I’m judged, I just wanna please 
Almost everyone, but I know that’s a dream 
And yes I’m almost done, don’t wanna cause a scene 

Eyes pierce 
Through my soul
I think
I’m never alone
Dancing of the evil spirits
Only those hurt choose to hear it 
Freezing breathes of those who’re grieving 
Crowds of dead loathe and screaming 
Crazy hair from recent stares 
That turned into those ugly glares 
Cannot be me it’s not fair 
Just let me be, you shouldn’t care 

Friends, I’m not sure if I have those now 
Whispers hurting, yeah they’re getting loud
Maybe one day when my body’s found 
I’ll stop hearing that horrid sound 
Just let me go
I don’t want to be known 
I just want to go home
So I can just be whole 

Don’t notice them, things aren’t what they seem 
So much I’m judged, I just wanna please 
Almost everyone, but I know that’s a dream 
And yes I’m almost done, don’t wanna cause a scene

ominous figures (michael harrison)

Lyrics:
Still a ghost in these parts
What was i suppose to say
Here i am, in the north
All alone inside the coastline
Harboring the harmonies
Sitting next to the lighthouse
Well hello, precious stars
How many memories to share

Ancient whispers inside the heart
Waiting moment in broken time
Loving you was so divine
If only that you were mine

Little lovely maiden moon
I would wish to see you soon
You were still my only one
Like a labyrinth in the lost
Crestfallen, i’m in love
What was i suppose to say
I don’t wanna see the dawn
That would mean i’m missing you

Ancient whispers inside the heart
Waiting moment in broken time
Loving you was so divine
If only that you were mine

I feel so lost, so lost in time
So lost in time

Ancient Whispers II [+ Wrecca]

(You're always..) 
When will you move on
(Holding on)
Please I'm sick of it..

I gave my heart and my soul
I let you take it all
The darkness it evolved
I thought you said that it'd go?
Please leave this isn't your home
(Please just go)

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

You broke me apart
Now I feel like a spare piece
Open my heart
See the memories of us
I just can't cope with the way this is going
I remember the days we would bloom love was flowing

Now I'm floating down, in a river on my own
Trapped inside these paper walls
Metaphorically alone
Just consider what you've done
And maybe change your mind before I go
'Cause I'm not coming back
Until this fairytale is over now

I've had enough with you inside my body
Reject your presense but you never resign 
Always lurking in the night

I've had enough telling others it's not me
Had enough crying abt how u got me
No you ain't got me, no more 

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

Gears are turning
I keep learning
Not to trust those around me
I'm just hurting
I'm such a burden
I'm lost at sea and I'm drowning

I'm beat up and bruised
Keep on being abused
I'm just fighting for my life
and I don't want to lose
Burry me, carry me
Tell me I'm okay
You kick me when I'm down but
I grew up this way

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I don't care
I will mend my soul, my body will be whole

You may have had me for years
But I'm done screaming through tears
You always whispered in my ear
I've bled so much, but I'm still here

spare ft. Vails x Lunalis (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

prod. yunny goldz
mix, master, by me + spookybands
shoutout @spookybands love that man a lot and wish him the best <3
(lyrics)
[chase]
she dont care about the words i say
as she would leave before the end of the day
bleeding strong
cant see
my arms feel weak
as i know im describing worse things
and this nausea tries to take me away
bodys failing yet ill continue to drink
if you really cared
why werent you there
i know youre fucking hating me
attached is what youll never be
as you left me there again
again, again and again

one more flight w/ spookybands (p. yunny goldz)

Faded in a LA. (PART 1)
Beat / Production - Cl6udy
Mixing - Mastering - Vails 
Thanks to everyone for hopping on! ❤️‍🩹🤟🏻 Hope you all enjoy! 

Hook from vails

Verse 1 - Yung chevy
Verse 2 - Scorpio
Verse 3 - Blxde 
Verse 4 - Zbee

Hook from Vails

Verse 5 - Kid Benzo
Verse 6 - Ghostbxy
Verse 7 - Blospar 
Verse 8 - Lxst Boy 

Hook from Vails 

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FadedinLA (feat. Yung Chevy, Scorpio, Blxde, Zbee, Kid Benzo, Ghostbxy, Blospar, Lxst Boy, cl6udy)

a song about two people in love wanting to grow closer

what does it take to get closer? feat. scorpio (prod. Kire)

Purpose

Lyrics : 

Seen this girl in front of me 
She’s the only one I see 
Oh she is so heavenly 
Oh she is so heavenly 

Oh she’s beautiful to me 
I just hope that she can see 
Oh she is so heavenly 
Oh I see her so clearly 
I feel like I’ve been set free 
When I see her so lovely 
With her is where I want to be 
Oh she is so heavenly 

In my dreams 
She never leaves 
Right with me 
I feel at peace 

(Heavenly)

Oh she’s beautiful to me 
I just hope that she can see 
Oh she is so heavenly 
Oh I see her so clearly 
I feel like I’ve been set free 
When I see her so lovely 
With her is where I want to be 
Oh she is so heavenly

Heavenly (Lil Sówka)

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / engineer 

backyard beetle - strange [freestyle] (prod. tennis player)

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