Lyrics:

at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run


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at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run

stowaway (<3guts)

backyard beetle - withdrawal w/ lxst boy

stupid & dumb (Prod Jesse Brown)

Shoutout to @blospar for the fire feature on this new style I went for. Definitely turned out amazing!

Legend feat. Blospar (prod. Rama Low)

Something else (Prod.TheSoundClown x Splashgvng)

XELFIY.COM

rain hit my window (prod. michael harrison)

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown
my fav from the ep tbh
LYRICS VVVV

Woke up late still shovel my driveway
Hit a pot hole n fucked my allignment
Steering wheel shaking when i'm speeding on the highway
Another days another day, im still grinding

Rusted rocker, water leaking thru the passenger side of my car
Im like a grandpa with a walker cause i dont go far
I dont go out, i rather stay at home and figure shit out
Im an inside reptile, cold to the blood
But i got my lady, noah ark when it floods
Big big water im not worried bout a drought
Im always with bottle of water everywhere im bout

Maybe in the morning u might catch without energy
But trust me in an hour, ill get ahold of monster energy
And be all caffeined up, staying up late playing video games, thats my club
Woke up late for my class dont give no fucks, ill still show up
Walk into the tim hortons at the bottom of the school
First floor lurker bought a muffin full of fuel

Oh oh time always ticks down
Oh oh, the world still goes around
I know, the lost aint always found
Oh oh and you lose what's so pronounced
And i might need something to guide me when my world gets small
I live life in repetition, but sometimes thats a flaw
Im subject to it all
Too far committed i cant withdraw from beck n call

Im a man of repetition, whose content with his position
As life is slowly switching, i got confidence im gifted

Lost my past but i dont want it back now
Remain in my brain but pushed to background
Walking into work, like a battlezone compound
Never miss a shift i could never let my staff down

I be working too hard for barely above minimum wage
Im tryna save n stack paper but barely tearing a page
Been there 5 years and surprised i stayed
A lotta stupid decisions, but in the end im a corporate slave
thats just my position in the company
How do i tell an angry customer that subtly

Oh oh time always ticks down
Oh oh, the world still goes around
I know, the lost aint always found
Oh oh and you lose what's so pronounced
And i might need something to guide me when my world gets small
I live life in repetition, but sometimes thats a flaw
Im subject to it all
Too far committed i cant withdraw from beck n call

the world still goes around [prod. the sound clown]

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
45 minute drive halifax to lunenburg
I had love before i even knew the word
Go there every holiday
Death may come but everybody has their day

Trust me, when times get rough
Life is life dont it give up
Family with lots of love
Drive thru lunenburg now we into blue rocks
Past my family cemetery, where my father grew up
red n white house, nothing ever change
Simple little town it’ll stay that way
But nanny rose always lived a simple life, i adore that
Simple memories, cherished times i store that
in my brain, crayons to colouring books
easter egg hunt thru every nook
dont forget her killer kraft dinner, no one made it better than her
Funeral comes, all my life is flashing by, ill cherish that time until it blurs

Pen to paper, yellow walls n a crossword
Go there every christmas when the clock turn
Time moves on, life proceeds
We all evolve and we foresee
The future as it happens, nothings permanent everlasting
Seen her in the hospital, a final farewell to sight
Cried leaving that place cried that night
I knew when i left it would be the last time i saw her
I love you, thank you for the memories

Trust me, when times get rough
Life is life dont it give up
Family with lots of love
Drive thru lunenburg now we into blue rocks
Past my family cemetery, where my father grew up
red n white house, nothing ever change
Simple little town it’ll stay that way
But nanny rose always lived a simple life, i adore that
Simple memories, cherished times i store that
in my brain, crayons to colouring books
easter egg hunt thru every nook
dont forget her killer kraft dinner, no one made it better than her
Funeral comes, all my life is flashing by, ill cherish that time until it blurs

blue rocks [prod. the sound clown]

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown
kind of an interlude i guess?

LYRICS
Running thru my courses, plot my course up on the map
Got no data on my phone so i ill remember where im at

Tryna navigate downtown roads
Swing my wheel left n right avoid potholes
macdonald bridge crossing a dollar 25 to the toll
And im finna roll the stop sign if the cops aint on patrol
RCMP, local mounted police
only thing on me illegal is my lyrical speech
Before i go to sleep, i retainer my teeth
Once a month i buy a joint up at the nslc

I got a radioactive brain, this a doomsday
sweep it under the rug where the broom stay
Might be put off into ruble but i wake up its a new day
And honestly ima worry bout myself fuck what the news say
Seniors discount up at value village its a tuesday
One day imma have the paparazzi on my ass and make a film in blueray
Now what did you say?

That i won't have the passion to stay consistent to that degree, that i see
That i'm currently embarking on, 
i'm in too deep now to quit, and i got no plans on stopping
Blospar til the end, til im famous or in a coffin

potholes [prod. the sound clown]

produced by pekarot
thank yall for the support n love recently eee.. n sorry for the random upload but I very much needed to post *this* song, right now- but yeaa >_< im the happiest i can be ily and album with @rejectcore soon sort of :p

i even tried to get the light right
the same color you made it at night
cus i remember that like i remember you and everything i know you werent
and i will always remember everything you, do...
and everything that makes you a little bit, you...
im sorry if i sound fucking stupid but i just fucking miss you...
i only can be there for me now
cause dear grace it hurts to be now
the suns down, and i dont think that its gone come out
this whole songs generic, i know
but what about christmas? 
and what about the bunny we built 
that i cant even have on my desk?
because it hurts my heart too much
because it hurts my heart too much
i wish i didnt fuck this up
i thought we worked easier

i even tried to get the light right
and it still sucks cause YOU didn't do it
the same color you made it at night
thats right now, thats right now......
cause i remember that.
i do, i do;
i remember you :(
all i wanted was to hold your hand
and make sure that we could rule the land
and plant our memories deep in the sand
for people in the future to understand
I HAD THE WORST PAIN IN MY LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME
WHEN I HEARD THOSE MEOWS IN MY CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME
AND LOOK AT WHAT WE ARE NOW
dear grace im sorry for the bad minutes
and i guess for all the smiles given, if any.
this whole song is pointless
but what about christmas? 
what about your legos we aint get to build?
what about the handbrake i aint get you girl?
what about your pretty music video?
what about your...
FAVORITE NECKLACE, OH NO
did i fuck it up enough to go?
i know i did but i love you with my heart and more.

favorite necklace/i remember you

mad dogs (eliatron x livedfears)

never give up


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