When it's love, you'll know it
At least that's what they told me
I'm so lonely when you're leaving
But you're not the one I want
I'm driving home, the traffic's heavy
I can feel it in my chest
Can we just rest here for a moment
Before we turn back into strangers

And we drive in silence cuz we got nothing left to say
Just let the time pass away
I hate LA I'm fucking sick and I miss the rain
I'll fade away, I need to find a new shade of grey

I don't wanna be glamorous or caught up in avarice
I just want you beside me when I come home
I wanna write the kind of love song
That makes you wish that we were closer
And when it's over, I'd be brave enough to tell you

But I know you would tell me anything I wanted to hear
You'll be gone for a while, I'll rot away in here
In the morning you'll be singing, dry away those tears
I'm begging you to stay and cutting off my ears

On a wire outside my window
There sit 100 swallows
And I know that if 1 flew
That 99 would follow
This world is hollow, our time is borrowed
So why not fall in love
It'll only hurt for a minute
Soon after, we'll be gone

@shikixo
@afterlife66

disconnected thoughts on love while stuck in los angeles traffic (afterlife)

every fibre in my body starts to die (splashgvng)

SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/track/2ZE6bGxf7XcwfCbAIIfFDG

Lyrics:
If I don’t come back ripped 
Im not coming back at all 
R.i.p on like all my song 
Cuz I been dead to bloody long
Im probably problematic when im coming up 
Cuz I’m bringing all with brothers man 
an all you boys is stuck
i need sumn inside my gutty like a fifth of fuck

I need somebody but this shit always get bloody man 
I need somebody but this shit always get bloody man 
She wanna love me but it turns out she a fucking fan
I can not win without these guns inside my fucking pants

i get tears in my eyes when i cant lay down
i dont got no key for this cell right now
I gotta problem but I know that now 
tryina let it out 

I got no idea how to deal with this
I got some pills to feel some shit
An Now I’m sad n alone no shit
I got no idea 
How to get up out this cell 
I need some body to pull up out of this sewer aswel

i dont need no help im perfectly fine hear on my own
but i brought my brothers up to keep me warm when im alone
im socially aware yet i just dont fucking care
i been dealing with this shit so long its staring to wear
half of my emotions i cant feel em so i wear em
tattoos on my skin till my shit is bear huh

don't matter if I'm different 
they said that I been missing it
but everytime I turn around I swear I'm hittin it

i swear i tried to hold my fears down
i deserve to be a clown 
i deserve whats coming round
an i cant get up out this town
im just looking for an out
but i dont wanna let them down
i just dont feel it now

i get tears in my eyes when i cant lay down
i dont got no key for this cell right now
I gotta problem but I know that now 
tryina let it out 
I got no idea how to deal with this
I got some pills just to feel some shit
An Now I’m sad n alone no shit
I got no idea 
How to get up out this cell 
I need some one to pull up out of the sewer aswel
i swear i tried to hold my fears down
i deserve to be a clown 
i deserve whats coming round
an i cant get up out this town
im just looking for an out
but i dont wanna let them down
i just dont feel it now

BLOODONMYHANDS (prod.ucerX)

SPOTIFY

Sorry for the shorter songs lately but I decided to post sumn so here we are, I tried to imitate x on this one so I hope you enjoy
Lyrics...
The warmth of your touch starts to dissipate, seeps in cracks of the floor
I’m feeling the hot and the cold they encounter each other and clash this is war
My chest slowly rises and falls but the breath in my lungs aint enough anymore
I keep hearing a voice in my head I can’t make it out but it sounds like… yours
My body is pulsating it feels like a bricks on my chest
Scared I can’t see and my hands sticky wet
If im dreaming how is it im not awake yet
Lights keep on flashing a pool of my sweat
At least that what I think I just need one more chance
Never believed in your wrath but god if you give me this chance I’ll be sure to repent 
I’ll be sure to repent

7 Minutes (prod. aram)

You wanna go camping on the weekend…

Show the prod (yung cobalt) some love he’s amazing <3

Apologise if the mix isn’t great count it as a demo I hope y’all enjoy

Aie🤎

Twin peaks picture album (yung cobalt)

backyard beetle - withdrawal w/ lxst boy

(beat) gaps in her teeth 130bpm

XELFIY.COM

rain hit my window (prod. michael harrison)

daily5tandard.wav

Extremely happy with this one, huge shoutout to Merci for absolutely killing his verses! I hope you enjoy!

Biteki AMV:  https://youtu.be/j9Pm8qj9ApM

Follow Merci: https://soundcloud.com/whosmerci

Follow My Twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Produced By ERLAX: https://erlax.beatstars.com/

Mastered By Jacky B: https://soundcloud.com/NotJackyB

Cover art by Tobey: https://www.instagram.com/tobey.music/

Lyrics: 

{MERCI}
You made me believe
That this could be the one
Then you turned me around
And shot me with your gun
You sat there and laughed as I fell in the grass
No way to react cuz I didn't expect it
Now I live with the scars on my back
I won't love again
No I won't accept this
I won't continue to be a victim no I won't
You made me a necklace out of woe
Took away my hopes
So when you push me off no it won't be pretty

{YOKAI DREAMS}
So why'd you make me feel like
I was bulletproof
When you know it isn't true
Let me prove it to you x2

{MERCI}
A million things up on my mind
I don't know why I ignored the signs
I don't know why i continue to try
Again, again
In the end
You were never a friend
All on my own
Realize I cant depend on you
Leave me be
I don't need someone that wont need me
The stealthy shooter everybody tried to warn me about
And I know cupid's happy you have his job figured out
You know the truth
You know I'm not bulletproof

{YOKAI DREAMS}
So why'd you make me feel like
I was bulletproof
When you know it isn't true
Let me prove it to you x2

Bulletproof w/ WhosMerci (Prod. ERLAX)

@xam
@ilovejomie

~
lyrics:
https://genius.com/Sadgods-wide-awake-lyrics

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Wide Awake (feat. XAM & Jomie)

never give up


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