When it's love, you'll know it
At least that's what they told me
I'm so lonely when you're leaving
But you're not the one I want
I'm driving home, the traffic's heavy
I can feel it in my chest
Can we just rest here for a moment
Before we turn back into strangers

And we drive in silence cuz we got nothing left to say
Just let the time pass away
I hate LA I'm fucking sick and I miss the rain
I'll fade away, I need to find a new shade of grey

I don't wanna be glamorous or caught up in avarice
I just want you beside me when I come home
I wanna write the kind of love song
That makes you wish that we were closer
And when it's over, I'd be brave enough to tell you

But I know you would tell me anything I wanted to hear
You'll be gone for a while, I'll rot away in here
In the morning you'll be singing, dry away those tears
I'm begging you to stay and cutting off my ears

On a wire outside my window
There sit 100 swallows
And I know that if 1 flew
That 99 would follow
This world is hollow, our time is borrowed
So why not fall in love
It'll only hurt for a minute
Soon after, we'll be gone

@shikixo
@afterlife66

disconnected thoughts on love while stuck in los angeles traffic (afterlife)

Lyrics:

at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run


-
at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run

stowaway (<3guts)

preciate the love & support hope u fw this the way i do.

spotify

human nature

based this off of a creative writing project i been doin for school lol
+ @jolst
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t wait another damn day
chains on my neck
and a heart in my vest
know i couldn’t, was a second too late
thought i was inept
wasn’t ever catching breath
whats a god to a man two faced
if it isn’t all thats left
could you find me before death
i’ve been down and i’ve been too baked
the problem isn’t next
is it pride to resurrect?

i’ve been thinking bout the both of us
is it hard to admit that its right for the both of us?
can a chance be a wish, if its right
for the bulk of us
i wish we weren’t breathing
take me down to hell
i’ve seen a demon
get me back to earth
i feel anemic
down and on my knees
while you were speaking

barking orders up my neck
just send me another check
once was written, laid to rest
i’ll be damned if i’m up next
but only on the cold nights, when the time’s slow
if im alright, its a bit old
i could draw up, all the plans i’ve got
but a funeral is more likely than not

i couldn’t wait another damn day
chains on my neck
and a heart in my vest
know i couldn’t, was a second too late
thought i was inept
wasn’t ever catching breath
whats a god to a man two faced
if it isn’t all thats left
could you find me before death
i’ve been down and i’ve been too baked
the problem isn’t next
is it pride to resurrect?
i’ve been thinking bout the-

project mercury [jolst]

theywantmetofall


couple messages, im trippin over voice lines
everybody wanna say shit that aint right
girl i meant it; said i had enough of all of this
swear i've had enough and i dont wanna live...

and now i fell in love i said i never really wanted
everybody say im fuckin up
put the chain around my throat i swear im shutting up
oblivious to why the fuck im holding on

you hold my past against me without a reason to
im only human can you peak into my point of view 
i think of all the shit she said each time im holding you
i said wasnt gonna end it now im going to

girl i meant it; said i had enough of all of this

swear i've had enough and i dont wanna live...

voicelines [prod. kvbii]

backyard beetle - withdrawal w/ lxst boy

Let you down, pt. 2 - demo (zaini)

unreleased

Daddy! [Prod. Flamee]

WEB:
lately you don't hit my phone (aye)
you say i'm doing the most
i reply to your stories im sending you messages
baby you're just going ghost
you dont reply to my dms i go on ig and i see you be liking my posts
shit dont make sense hit me up in my dms
baby we could be friends at least
i don't know why you wont message me
lowkey i miss when you said you would marry me
lately it feels like you're trying to bury me
why do you hate me that shit's kinda scaring me
loud pack it rip me apart
im blowing clouds from the back of the car
spit lyrics in mics till they know who we are
bitch i'm reading the chats from when i got back
you spamming my phone
i can never relax
we left the function cause you couldn't act
i say one wrong thing and you overreact

Sensei:
Yeah my eyes glisten red, drugs in my soul
I got cracks on top my phone, I just needa go home
And all I see are checks and beer cans on my table 
Fuck im unstable, as I try to bellow on through 

Don’t fuck around 
I’m ripping bowl after bowl out my window listening to outside sounds 
Baby 
Felt the sting when I hit you yea my hand was sore
I was passed out on the couch but you had wanted more

Not us anymore,
You feed on top my flesh and rip me apart you carnivore
I’ve already felt this pain more than once before
I shove my can down my throat as I walk out the door

Web & Sensei - ive already felt this pain more than once before (prod yonah)

Highschool Chronicals

Zone [Prod Marvey]

never give up


also known as sixthirtyeight


musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 

backyard beetle - withdrawal w/ lxst boy

backyard beetle

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