LYRICS:
[Verse 1:]
I remember being young and so brave
I knew what I needed
I was spending all my nights and days laid back day dreaming
Look at me I’m a big girl now, said I'm gon' do something
Told the world I would paint this town
Now bitches I run this

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause I put it down like that, put down like that
And I’m making all these racks all these racks
And I’m moving round like that round like that
When I do it I don’t look back, don’t look back

[Hook:]
I’m a grown woman
I can do whatever I want
I’m a grown woman
I can do whatever I want
I can be bad if I want
I can do wrong if I want
I can live fast if I want
I can go slow all night long
I’m a grown woman
I can do whatever I want

[Verse 2:]
They love the way I walk
‘Cause I walk with a vengeance
And they listen to me when I talk ’cause I ain’t pretending
It took a while, now I understand just where I’m goin'
I know the world and I know who I am, It's 'bout time I show it

[Pre-Chorus]

[Hook]:
I’m a grown woman
I can do whatever I want
I’m a grown woman
I can do whatever I want
I can be bad if I want
I can say what I want
I can live fast if I want
I can go slow all night long
I’m a grown woman
I can do whatever I want

[Bridge:]
I'm a grown woman, so I know how to ride it
I'm a grown woman, and I'm so erotic
I'm a grown woman, put down I'm so excited
I'm a grown woman, look at my body
Ain't no fun, if a girl can't have none
You really wanna know how I got it like that
Cause I got a cute face and my booty so fat
Go girl, She got that bomb, that bomb
That girl, will get whatever she want's.
That girl, she got that tight, that tight
Them boys, will do whatever what she likes

[Outro x8: Beyonce]
I’m a grown woman
I can do whatever I want

Beyoncé - Grown Woman

Beyonce - Move your body

BET Awards 2013 - Reggae Dancehall Medley

Beyoncé - I Care Live At Revel (Atlantic City) DVD

I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright
Now everything you told me really don't apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend
Like I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing, no
The very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you, I know it ain't the same
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend
Like I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I may never understand, why
I'm doing the best that I can and I
I tried and I tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I'll never forget feeling like I was no good
Like I couldn't do it for you like your bitch could
And it's all because you lied

Loved you more than ever, more than my own life
The best part of me I gave you and it was sacrificed
And it's all because you lied, you lied, you lied, you lied

I know she was attractive but I was here first
Been ridin' with you for six years
Why did I deserve to be treated this way by you, you
I know your probably thinking what's up with Bee
But I'm crying, yes, I'm crying, can't stop crying

You could have told me you weren't happy
I know you didn't wanna hurt me
But look what you've done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she's had half of me
She ain't even half of me
Look what you've done to me now
And it's all because you lied
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AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

Rotten To The Core

Remake of Schoolin' Life from Revel.

Instrumental Credits: @raoulcarlos

Beyoncé - Schoolin' Life (Live at Revel Version) [Raoul | QBR's Edit]

Here is my remake contest of the medley of rihanna in the VMA 2016 tribute to dancehall incluuding 
- Rude Boy
- What's my name
- Work
For download send me msg at https://www.facebook.com/Dj.blackjack.officiel/
Holla !

Rihanna Medley DanceHall VMA 2k16 (Blackjack Remake)2

Confira a versão em estúdio da segunda performance da Rihanna, realizada no VMA 2016, para o Vanguard Award!

Faça o download da música completa pelo link: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B6pkJXbZVZugYVhDdENFWGpOdVE

Confira também as outras redes sociais!
Mixcloud: www.mixcloud.com/tonypepper_oficial;
Instagram: tony_pepper;
Snapchat: antoniop_jr

Créditos: Isaac Murher


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