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Video 3

24th

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a small handful of weird songs I wrote during lockdown in vaughan recorded in between playing ping pong with sam and eating delicious slow breakfasts and adventurous dinners with jazz and tilly at till's farm on dja dja wurrung country in early june. 

4 track, acoustic guitar I bought for $50 in mandurah western australia, bass, gum leaves, slide, iphone in a tree, tambourine, sam's harmonica, radio I found in the shed, casio sk1

sunrise in vaughan

you got my heart in a to go cup do you realize all the
all the power that you got over me 
why can’t you see me
mmm
and there’s things I wouldn’t wouldn’t want you to know
but this is none negotiable I can’t hide it anymore from me
mmm
maybe a month or year from now i’ll find my way some how 
back to myself again
any day now
any day now
I know I will
I know I’ll find my way soon
any day now

to go cup demo2

after u leave me (voice memo)

paynes grey

recorded/mixed/mastered by Lily Ruckstuhl

Transference

demos from 2019 - 2022. thank u for listening <3 :)

cold

This song celebrates those moments of escape with the ones dear to you. 

To be released on my upcoming album via @spiritgoth June 21st. 
I wrote and recorded this song in my bedroom after coming back from a getaway with my lover, when life was simpler and everything felt right. The song came together super quickly as I felt my skin radiate its pink glow as the sun went down - smiling at the warmth my body gave off.

Written, Recorded & Produced: VULPIX/Jordan Barrow
Additional Drums: Erik Scerba
Mixed and Mastered by: Erik Scerba

Weekend Off

pitcher fifty6

this song is now available on streaming platforms !!! 
pling plong pling da daaaaa 
pling plong da daaaaaaaa

the mix is as shitty as always but I love shitty demos !


if u want to use my songs in your stuff please give me 
some credit don't be rude<3

ferry song

Additional synths on Jut by Alex Heubel
Additional guitar on Wheelhouse by Pete Campanelli
Mixed by Sam Rosson and Stephen Ibanez
Mastered by Ed Brooks

Holding Gold

baby don't cry
ill always be alright 
just making sure you're fine
lately
ive cried
I tried to keep everything inside
hate me
I'm going crazy
pills to sedate me 
I take them daily cus I'm going crazy
baby, coming down safely 
queiro pasar mi vida contigo
solo para estar contigo
solo para estar contigo

Contigo

Outside

I Swear

Blurry

sleep

dream

i still think about that night

Will you think about me too?

lyrics:
you can not make him stay 
nothing to do about the rain
just let the seasons change
soon there might just come a day
you wake to the sun in your face 
and you will not feel this way

what’s the use in holding on to the night as it turns to day
what’s the use in trynna make somebody change if they’d like to stay the same
you feel the weight on your shoulders
It’s so tiring fighting getting older
nothing left to do
may will turn to june

you can not make him stay 
nothing to do about the rain
just let the seasons change
soon there might just come a day
you wake to the sun in your face 
and you will not feel this way

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if u want to use my songs in your stuff pls don't be rude and give me some credit I really want to quit my day job it sucks <3

seasons change demo

pls don't be rude and give me some credit if u use my stuff in your creations I need to pay rent </3

Blurry

BAGAN