what it means to be a girl / this is how i learn to say no

what it means to be a girl

Tantrums

Complex

in loving memory

cheap motel

loser

front row psycho

My Girls

My Girls (feat. Aimie Atkinson, Alexia McIntosh, Grace Mouat, Millie O’Connell, Natalie Paris, Maiya Quansah-Breed & Jarnéia Richard-Noel)

Thunder & Temptation

Fracture Parade

Wonder why

CRAZY MIND
Words & Music By Rhob Elliott
©2021, Awful Racket Music (ASCAP)
All Rights Reserved

[Verse 1]
Woke up with thunder
Rolling through my brain
Static thoughts so deafening
Things I can’t contain
Spinning wheels and twisted dreams
Nothing here is ever what it seems

[Pre-Chorus]
Can’t silence the noise
Can’t trust my own voice
Every shadow feels like truth
While I keep chasing the proof

[Chorus]
Crazy mind
Where the dark and light collide
It’s a war I fight inside
Every day
Every night
No escape
No rewind
Caught in the storm I can't define
You can run
But I reside
Inside this crazy mind

[Verse 2]
Mirrors crack when I look in
Trying to find where I begin
Voices whisper doubt and fire
Fueling fear and fake desire

[Pre-Chorus]
Tried pills
Tried prayer
But I’m still trapped in there
If I scream 
Will someone hear?
Or just add to this fear

[Chorus]
Crazy mind
Where the dark and light collide
It’s a war I fight inside
Every day
Every night
No escape
No rewind
Caught in the storm I can't define
You can run
But I reside
Inside this crazy mind

[Bridge]
Don't tell me “calm down,” 
Don’t say “it’s all fine”
This chaos is carved in every line
It’s not a phase
It’s how I breathe
These damn demons don’t ever leave

[Breakdown - whispered/spoken]
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Hear the time bend
Sanity’s a thread that I pretend
Hold me back 
Or set me free
This is who I’ll always be

[Chorus]
Crazy mind
Where the truth and lies entwine
It’s a fire that never dies
Raging deep behind my eyes
No escape
No rewind
Still I live
Still I survive
Love me 
Or leave me behind
Inside this crazy mind

[Outro]
Love me 
Or leave me behind
Inside this crazy mind


CRAZY MIND

For Bailey Spinn, rock music has been a gateway to liberation and self-expression. Influenced by artists such as Paramore, Evanescence, and All Time Low, Bailey’s music is no stranger to the raw energy of electric guitars and heavy drums.

Her latest single, “in loving memory”, is a testament to her journey as an artist. An honest narrative of growth and transformation, “in loving memory” pays homage to her past self while simultaneously embracing the grittier, darker sides of her identity.

Through self-reflection, Bailey invites listeners to explore the depth of their own experiences and step into a world where anxieties, self-doubts, and loneliness find solace in the electrifying embrace of rock music.