tysm prod @012207 @jichuuu <3

instagram.com/2jichu
instagram.com/baz.fst
instagram.com/sumtherr

2023forus

dk u at all
jus say it to my face
u don luv me at all
I slowly start to break
ok ill take the pain away
take the fall but treat me like sum stranger yea
im danger somebody save me
lost in my head cant move stuck in a daydream
they lend me hand but its what i need
ill stay strong till the end i jus want u to see
its u that i belive in
honestly idc bout nobody else
i wanted this but now it feels like hell
i get lonely so lost no one to guide me
my flaws are what they know me for
its sad i cant go back to what we had before

Dear Diary (baz jichu) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

idk if im doing better
put my heart in a blender
and i never kno if im good enough
to be remembered 
to be remembered
i think i just suck
never good enough
for everyone
(x2)

idk 
who am I?
is it my head or a sign?
should i quit or rewind?
ill never make it thats why
and it wont matter if i die
dont let me lone or i'll cry
what do i gotta do to be liked
and ill prob never gna make it

idk if im doing better
put my heart in a blender
and i never kno if im good enough
to be remembered 
to be remembered
i think i just suck
never good enough
for everyone
(x2)

never good enough (me)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4EEJXZKrhPcc8iB1St5E9G?si=4fc279154f7e46f4

prod @neohnq
ft @ilymay <3

lyrics:

@bakasheap:
i wish i couldve healed
memories too real
this time ill forget
but it all feels surreal

feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

@ilymay:
tell myself everyday ima be fine
nothings been the same since that one night
i cant see thru all the tears that i cry 
dont wna say goodbye 
your who i rely 
im crying i dont wna think ab u at all 
im trying but u know its taking its toll 
so tell me why’d u hav to do me like that 
all the time that we spent i cannot get it back nooo

@bakasheap:
feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

forget u +may (neohn)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@222bino
@crusifye

(me)
too many times that my heart breaks
too many times i was bleeding 
haven’t talked in bit i js hope u dont hate me 
fractured memories now my minds going hazy
hope nothing changes but still think ab u daily

on my own catch me when i fall 
a new leaf tryna turn them all 
and i think that i broke my own heart 
that’s the fault of my attachment 

yea girl u make my head spin 
tell me like what happened
leave it in the past tense 
know i tried my best for u
it’s over now its thru
ima live my own life but it’s hard without u
but i can’t give up 
and i can’t lose touch 
with myself 
i might need some help
and when one thing ends 
another begins 
at least that’s what i tell myself 
tell myself

(vin0)
too many times i was bleedin
no quiero verte triste
se del daño q te hice
baby pls forgive me
acepto el error
espero tu perdon
se q el adios sera duro
m duele el pecho
my heart is broke
i cnt take it no more

heart to heart +vin0 (crusi)

@shinuchii
@ilyt4z
@alfiesnapped
@user-295219331
@ripwarheart

[shinuchi]

how long I been heartbroken
haven't felt emotions
puff pass keep it rollin
smoke til my lungs falling

smoke til my lungs falling off
but I swear that it's never enough

shawty I just don't get it
is this shit even fair?
can't get you out of my head, and I swear
you got my mind in a mess, and I miss
waking up next you in your bed

I didn't know I got my heart stolen
how did I fall for it
I keep givin up, I keep folding
why do I keep trying?

u biting your tongue, u keep lyin
I'm losing it I'm spirallin

popping an x like a vitamin
weed up my lungs like its oxygen
you break me down
I'm stuck in my room and abusing my meds
your "girlfriends" up on my dms
tryna smoke on my pack tryna suck on my dick

money come in first
give a fuck bout a trick 
fuck around get the stick
extended mag all finna hit
I got that aimlock I don't miss
smoking that cat piss, sipping triss
mixing blue pills with my boba tea
shawty in love, shawty want all of me
fucked her brains out, psychology
she wanna drop me but she callin me

[T4Z]

T4Z noises

til my lungs fall off ft T4Z [alfie snapped x emeeelya x warheart]

@owtiss
@whyhaze
@neohnq

you think this shit's a game, i think i've had enough
i can't get you out my brain, that's because i miss your love
i say that i'm okay, but i'm so fucking numb 
i know you won't ever change, thats why im so fucking done
she call i won't pick up, shit just isn't working
these drugs they gon fuck me up, but at least they wont hurt me
will i ever be enough, that shit don't concern me 
god i hate being in love

i'm so sick of learning 
something i already know 
you're desperate and it shows 
drugs put me in comatose
no we are not the same
try being all alone
i'm not the one to blame
don't try and hit my phone

im better off alone
you made me feel like we need each other
so you better atone
shoulda gone for another
dont act like u dont know
left me out in the cold
hurt me more than u know

ill try 
im not fine ;|
and ur eyes 
are like mine (x2)

these games you play
i cant figure them out
for you 
your problems i can handle them now
put the matter to my own hands
leave it in the past, bittersweet romance
i dnt wna go back home
not on my own
its too much 2 handle
and im so far gone
im so damn lost and u dont help at all
ig im moving on
better not give me a call

numb w/ owtiss + whyhaze (neohn)

@ripwarheart, @prodkirian
kaguya: meow 
https://open.spotify.com/track/4jegMKdJuw6arhH6iElvW7?si=d25b3a6903e74499


todays another day
that i'll try to get you out of my head
you stuck there for too long
but i cannot let you go
todays another day
that i'll try to get you out of my head
you stuck there for too long
but i cannot let you go

let you go i cannot do this
all my life always excluded
just want to be with you till the end
even tho you hurt me so bad
i want you so bad
i could even give you the stars
and you was shining bright 
everytime you come around
and you always shining bright 
you was shining bright 
and you was shining bright 
everytime you come around

todays another day
that i'll try to get you out of my head
you stuck there for too long
but i cannot let you go
todays another day
that i'll try to get you out of my head
you stuck there for too long
but i cannot let you go

can't let you go (tores, warheart, kirian)

the first single off my ep "love war"
more solos soon i promise
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @d1a6lo & @1-vtmns <3
[hook]
you never check if i’m alright
swimming in my own blood late at night
open the door if you're prepared what you'll find
cut my neck open with the sharpest knife
splattered blood all over the wall
shattered glass on the floor full of alcohol
i'm just someone you can't get back
thats what happens when the emotions attack
[pre~verse]
my memorys fading its fading away
can't remember the times when we would run and play
don't reminisce the past and wish you stayed
these are the consequences you have to pay
[verse]
i know i'm the one that you mainly hate
i know i'm the one that you didn't dream of today
物乞いをするのが嫌い
もっと上手くできたはず
even if you don't love me i'll always want you
and since you killed me i'll also haunt you
this is the love war i couldn't win
you look like the devil with that fucking grin
they only ask me what i'm gonna do next
i don't know i ran back to my little hole when i got her text (oh yeah..)
何をすればいいのか分かりません
i don't think the love war would of started if i knew
[hook]
you never check if i’m alright
swimming in my own blood late at night
open the door if you're prepared what you'll find
cut my neck open with the sharpest knife
splattered blood all over the wall
shattered glass on the floor full of alcohol
i'm just someone you can't get back
thats what happens when the emotions attack

my own blood

my own blood (dia6lo x vtmns)

the second single from my ep "love war"
mastered by me & mixed by us
featuring my twins @222bino & @v4nity <3
produced by @voiceluvv + @nova1k + @rexiroh + @cloudbxy1
[hook]
waiting at the door for your heart
please just let me in
i'm sorry for last time it won't happen again
i know my words won't make the amends
but i'm trynna let you know we should be more than friends
i'm not trynna let you go
your hair dye hitting the floor
your pills falling out the drawer
don't know why you won't let me save you
you're turning this into a love war
if i act out it's gonna turn into gore
you are the reason my heart is still tore
how you with him and you give him way more
you would crumble up my feelings 
and send me straight to the mourge
you'll find me dead from drowning in the gorge
[vin0]
kiero q seamos algo mas
no kiero a nadie mas
mi corazo t pertenece a ti nomas 
mirame q estoy para ti
i dnt want any other girl
so bby lemme pls stay wit u
bby i dnt want to lose ur love
cus uk that i need u
i cant live witout u 
kedate no m dejes
sabes t voi amar
[v4nity]
girl i know that you dont really care about me
but you should know that i would still die for you gladly
up late at night thinkin bout girl you and i
i know things they aint been right
but you know that im not movin on
you know we're goin to war again
fightin bout love again
needing you til the end
im not giving up again
know that you're my best friend
know that you're mine 
and im not givin up until i win the war
[hook]
waiting at the door for your heart
please just let me in
i'm sorry for last time it won't happen again
i know my words won't make the amends
but i'm trynna let you know we should be more than friends
i'm not trynna let you go
your hair dye hitting the floor
your pills falling out the drawer
don't know why you won't let me save you
you're turning this into a love war
if i act out it's gonna turn into gore
you are the reason my heart is still tore
how you with him and you give him way more
you would crumble up my feelings 
and send me straight to the mourge
you'll find me dead from drowning in the gorge

love war

love war + vin0, v4nity (voiceluv x nova1k x rexiroh x cloudbxy)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mya
@decago 
@rewind214

if u wanted to then u wouldve done
can we pretend like we're inlove
tell me dont u feel it too
ive been feelin all brand new
feels like u jus put a curse on me
think about u in my dreams
wish tht u were next to me
i js wanna fall asleep (with u)
never met some1 so sweet 
js tell me im the one u need 
never met some1 so sweet 
js tell me im the one u need
[6:40 AM]
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in my head for like way too long 
i js need to know if youll stay along
do u see me like i see u
girl u are my crush having dreams of me and u 
me and u tell is it true
girl i think i stuck to u js like glue 
and i would hate myself if i lied to u
but thats never something that i tried to do
heart beats when u hit my phone 
js tell me cuz i need to know
do u feel how i do 
its all about u
so js take my hand and we can get away

crush +mymy (decago x rewind)

pretzident of #pretzelclub ☆

@seoul-angels
@mewteam

hmu 4 features ^_^
discord -> bakasheap

forget u +may (neohn)

sheap

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