Help Me Feel Something Close to Alive...

Øctober 12th 2Ø23

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FACEMLET LARGO FL FEB 24TH SET LIST

🪷🌺April 2024 Mood_Mind🪷🌺

Sulphur

🎆 🎇 July 2024 🎇🎆

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https://youtu.be/-TsmLCdrIF0?si=am4IurctttHR7qU7

dying in dior *video out now link below

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

Listen on Spotify!

When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

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BONES & GREAF - AndreTheGiant

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
feat. casperrr & shizukesa.
art. my friends cat LOL

lyrics:

(please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound, of my voice calling out, so that i can be found)

and i can feel my heart sink in the rain now
so cold thinkin that i might breakdown
feelin lost, feelin lonley, and nobody’s around
and in this storm the waters rising and i think i might drown
please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found

please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found
but no matter how many times i might scream
it doesn’t mean ur any closer to finding me
so now ur looking for a ghost
just give up you’ll never be close

(please just tell me now, u r looking for a ghost)

(caspy)

nana~
can you help me now
pick me up from the ground
i hate loving in doubt
cuz that's when shit goes south

used to look for some1 like u
now i don't have a clue 
of what the fuck i should
to try and forget u

(shizu)

thoughts fadin like the blood on my palm
she saying shit the same well bitch im already gone
guess all the friends change
cuz they dk what im on
suicidal lil prick im jus a dick of a cunt
just a pussy n**** i quit talkin
steady smoking until hittin coughin
ion need help 2 know im the problem
bullet to the dome woulda solved em
only fuck around inside of FL but by next album im offing me
and honestly, been so sick of the calling me
like fuck out of my head

my heart sinks in the rain w/ casperrr & shizukesa. (secre swallowtail x hey rick)

siren w/ dylan lotus

shoutout to @kennyorlando for helping me finish this <3


[safeatlast:]
so cold
waiting for sum1 to hold
me as i try to get warm
get me away from the snow
at least thats how i used to feel

take me back to winters in toronto
take me back to drowning every minute in the bottle
take me to when i could be proud of myself oh
take me back to feeling sumthin other than the sorrow

AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

[Kenny Orlando:]
i wish it was easier than following my heart
cause its given me nothing but nightmares and problems
one minute im drowning 
the next second im all in
im sinking 
im falling 
right down to
the bottom
take me back to the time 
where we were doing fine 
both of us 
where the love was 
can you take me back to the city
where everything felt so pretty 
AND I HATE THAT EVERYTHING’S BROKEN
WISH I COULD TAKE BACK 
AND MAKE IT ALL PERFECT 
THE DAYS PASS
ITS KILLING ME 
FILLING ME 
WITH THIS COLD AND DARK HOLLOWNESS

[safeatlast:]
AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

fall apart

fall apart w/ Kenny Orlando (king theta)

miserable:) (prod. himari)

this feel like breaking your heart over someone that don't give a fuck how you feel
this feel like making some money and spending it on your family off the rip
this feel like gettin' too drunk 
and fuckin' everything up again
this feel like carin' for someone that couldn't give you any care 

i feel like someone that don't really know who they are but they know enough to keep it real 
this feel like takin' two shots of whiskey at 2pm just so you can numb how you feel
i done prayed for this a little bit nah a whole lot
jesus is my man
i give a fuck how you feel
i give a fuck how you

this feel like breaking your heart over someone that don't give a fuck how you feel
this feel like makin' some money and spendin' it on your family off the rip
this feel like gettin' too drunk 
and then i'm gonn' fuck all this shit up again
this feel like carin' for someone that couldn't give you any care 

i can't feel pain for nobody ah ah 
my emotions worth some money or somethin' 
i made a song about long distance relationships 
and i made 2,000 bucks the fuck are you on

this feel like breakin' your heart
over someone who don't care how you feel
this feel like a modern war 
this feel like a modern war 
this feel like you don't make sense
but you pretend to yeah 
this feel like i should bring acoustic guitar back
and country back boy yeah

this feel like breakin' your heart over someone that don't give a fuck how you feel
this feel like makin' some money and spendin' it on your family off the rip 
this feel like gettin' too drunk
and i been fuckin' this shit up again
it feel like carin' for someone that don't give you any care

this feels like...

Featuring @seejayxo + @gramofsnowwhite

LYRICS:

[chorus: seejayxo]
she's cold like October
I feel like I know her
but she barely knows me
im losing her slowly

[verse 1: gram]

[verse 1 extended: seejayxo]
we still getting high for the same reasons
now you been in my life for a couple seasons
I been tryna make a change while im still breathing
like the leaves in the fall you just stay leaving
is it me or is it drugs? which one do you love
lied to my face fuck it I dont give a fuck
dont wanna try now, you just wanna hide now

[chorus: seejayxo]

[verse 2: gram]

[chorus: seejayxo + gram]

OCTOBER (PROD. IN BLOOM)

prescriptions freestyle (music video below)

cant feel my face!

https://youtu.be/2D36UyKYyis?si=g7xoE44UZuWEdArs
<3

cut deep (p. bloodworth) video out now!!

Lyrics: 

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

I hate you deep down
Because your hidden in my thoughts like a secret
And I cant be proud
Because I know deep down you’ll reveal it
I cant help myself
When you ask me to dance
You're offer your hand
I'm of in a trance
The words that you speak
Feel like acid on my teeth
They’re bleeding from the root
Guess there's no life in the leaf

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

A deep struggle
A light smile
Keeps the family happy for a while
I know you know
That I need you
My heart needs filling up its so see through
You might me right
That I'm helpless
Without you
I feel selfish
Is it me
Or am I coerced by looks
Cause you look so pretty tonight

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

SPOTIFY

Copper (Taylor Morgan, Jolst)

the long cry. 

enjoy. 

thank you for listening.

personal best.

death and designer w/ gg rahkavelli

Diogenes (Prod. Virus and Antidote)

Instagram - @terasbeats or @realteras
No non profit use, $40 for lease
Message me on Instagram to lease

NothingLeftButMyHeartOfStone (Prod. Teras)

https://soundcloud.com/613ninja


and it hurts still when you cut slowly
and my heart still beating when it's broken
getting harder now to breathe when i'm choking
i don't wanna feel the heat nah i'm frozen

and i'm fucked up reason why i'm lonely
i'm a lost cause ain't no point in knowing me
i'm a ghost now ain't nobody saw me
and i'm gone now i don't know where i'm going

[District]
i know you don’t understand, I
don’t see you reaching your hand out, no
don’t try to call me again
ayy
fuck all these feels, it’s just chemicals
now where have you been?
wondering when,
will she ever get the fuck out my head?
still don’t understand, how could u....
shit, I saw the hurt from the cuts on her skin

[Ja¥en]
i can’t feel anything inside my body
numbing everything, need escape from pain.
dead, now I’m a ghost
wonder if you even saw me
my heart falling apart
i’m the one to blame 

[Ja¥en x District]

i’m a ghost u can’t see me, yeah I’m gone now
floating off into space, where the stars are
in the Phantom windows tinted, music so loud
i don’t know where I’m going, but it’s so far
x2

Hurt w/ Ja¥en x District (prod. Sleye)

game of fate (prod. nick mira)

Keltecc x EmoFruits - OldGirl (prod.lilsp00k)

If You Need That

Buy on iTunes

if you need that (prod. by KREW$ + charlie hotel)

Lyrics:
i been, i been, i been countin
i been, i been, i been rollin dope
i been, i been, i been, faded
i been burnin in these sheets i got a flu so cold

i been countin on my woes
i been down cuz im so low
gettin money i still grow
gettin faded all alone
say my heart dont got no home
like a nomad it gon roam
weigh me down just like a stone
watch me drown so i dont go

been stay awake each and every night
i cant sleep get you off my mind
hate the way that i made you cry
up all night wonder if ill die

i been dead so i cant catch sleep
been mislead so i cant catch Z's
cold late nights on ones just like these, i been workin hard tryna find some peace

get too bored when i count them sheep
been restless in between my sheets
want you here in my bed with me
been too cold just to do the least

in my room i be in the cold
dont give fuck bout what i been told
hope i die before i get old
givin up but i cant let go

hope you know that everything gon be alright, ya
hope you listen to my words now every night, ya
know youre sad like me but it gon be just fine, ya
i know youll make it if i dont get out alive, ya

my vision blurry and feel like im gonna drop, ya
im in a hurry but my heart is bouta stop, ya
if i dont wake up i dont think that its a problem
just take me home where i belong im not your problem

it gon aint happen we'll be fine, ya
i feel your heart connect with mine, ya
i finally finish what i write, ya
this is life, you gon be just fine, you gon be alright, ya

youll be alright ya
youll be just fine ya
youll feel the light ya
youll be alright ya

moon

a bunch of unfinished / unreleased tracks from my 3 month "hiatus"

miserable:) (prod. himari)

bakeract