She Was Beautiful...Like Destruction...And No One Ever Tasted As Deadly

🪷🌺April 2024 Mood_Mind🪷🌺

Sulphur

Lil Yung Pharaoh

🎆 🎇 July 2024 🎇🎆

🎧🎵KellRellz August 2024🎵🎧

🎶 Aug '24 New Found 🎶

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

Listen on Spotify!

When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

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BONES & GREAF - AndreTheGiant

- ｇｕｅｓｓ ｉ'ｌｌ ｅｎｄｕｒｅ -
prod. kais
i love you guys<3 

lyrics:
where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, no
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

i love you, i love you, i do
i'd hug you but my touch just goes right through
i told you, i told you i'm
gone, gone, gone.

where do i go from here
hm..
i miss my friends
im sick and insecure
hm..
guess i'll endure
guess things will never be how they were, nah
and i'm not sure about anything anymore

endure

see thru ft dreamland (p. kaiyoshi thislandis)

letter to an old friend (p. cullen longboystyle)

Reason For Change Prod. Soriano

lived in me EP

the long cry. 

enjoy. 

thank you for listening.

personal best.

lyrics:

Time out
U in my hideout
Hands out
Baby what u want now
Break down
I dont even play now
U found out
I could see the game now

A grab a backwood and pull it apart
The cookie could never go play with my heart
How u gon dead before it could start
I switch over to flower abandoned my cart
The smell of it filling my sinus
Lay in the chevy and listen to Primus
Im tryna find out the scripture to bind us
Im tryna put this behind us
Maybe im not who u thought i was prior 

I type this out and my phone catching fire 
Im tapping the phone like I saw on the wire
I heard this weed from high profile suppliers 
I hit this spliff and im sent to the shire
Im passing out like I too low on iron
funny cause i swear I never get tired
I put some wax in my roll to get higher
Long as im round my plug got him a buyer
Really its cold in this shit
But U gotta work with it oh ya
Course bae im tryna hit
But bae u gotta work it a bit oh ya
Nobody perfect as you
And girl im tryna be perfect for you 
Oh ya
Id lasso the moon for you 
U just gotta ask me to 
Oh ya
Ill be right here whenever u need me girl I promise
Felt like lightyears since I felt these feelings if im being honest
Ill be right here
Everything seem so clear
I had to shift my gear
Now im immune to fear

A grab a backwood and pull it apart
The cookie could never go play with my heart
How u gon dead before it could start
I switch over to flower abandoned my cart
The smell of it filling my sinus
Lay in the chevy and listen to Primus
Im tryna find out the scripture to bind us
Im tryna put this behind us
Maybe im not who u thought i was prior

rocket ship party (sorrowbringer)

Prod. addy exo
go support my homie breck!
https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

Lyrics -

(Swamp)

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no 

I only give it a couple of weeks 
Until all that we said comes to wither the trees 
Slowly but surely to touch it’ll freeze 
Creature come to ruin all we see 
It fucking sucks it was a masterpiece 
Always dread this part and you say same with me 
Ok it’s almost here quicker than we think 
There’s no looking back 
All that we hads being left in the past 
I feel the tremors itscoming in fast 
Are you prepared for the crash
Surly you couldn’t be ready cause baby you’re barely intact 
Lump in your throat and unable to stand 
And at any moment you’ll shatter like glass 
Ok it’s here don’t be scared grab my hand 

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no 

(Brecken)

oh no i knew i got too comfortable with their trust
so i keep a distance from
(Im far enough)
white lies riddled in my tongue
tongue tied from everything ive done
WHAT HAVE I done
I dont wanna die when im alone
(BUT HAVE I?)
but everything try they hate i dont
i dont wanna lose the one hope loves me
i know you wanna cry when it gets cold
just please let it go and grab the bowl
it dont matter to me if you face it all

(Swamp) 

Do you feel it getting cold everyday 
Crab ya coat get high and let’s escape 
Do you even wanna be here anyway 
If you say no that’s fine cause same 
Ion even wanna talk we out let’s go 
Before the wave comes crashing through this home 
Feel the storm coming soon but 7 fold 
You don’t wanna get caught and left alone no no

moments before disaster

remember w/ drew the architect

https://soundcloud.com/613ninja


and it hurts still when you cut slowly
and my heart still beating when it's broken
getting harder now to breathe when i'm choking
i don't wanna feel the heat nah i'm frozen

and i'm fucked up reason why i'm lonely
i'm a lost cause ain't no point in knowing me
i'm a ghost now ain't nobody saw me
and i'm gone now i don't know where i'm going

[District]
i know you don’t understand, I
don’t see you reaching your hand out, no
don’t try to call me again
ayy
fuck all these feels, it’s just chemicals
now where have you been?
wondering when,
will she ever get the fuck out my head?
still don’t understand, how could u....
shit, I saw the hurt from the cuts on her skin

[Ja¥en]
i can’t feel anything inside my body
numbing everything, need escape from pain.
dead, now I’m a ghost
wonder if you even saw me
my heart falling apart
i’m the one to blame 

[Ja¥en x District]

i’m a ghost u can’t see me, yeah I’m gone now
floating off into space, where the stars are
in the Phantom windows tinted, music so loud
i don’t know where I’m going, but it’s so far
x2

Hurt w/ Ja¥en x District (prod. Sleye)

Fuck Me & Feed Me - Rendezvous At Two

Keltecc x EmoFruits - OldGirl (prod.lilsp00k)

If You Need That

Buy on iTunes

if you need that (prod. by KREW$ + charlie hotel)

Lyrics:
i been, i been, i been countin
i been, i been, i been rollin dope
i been, i been, i been, faded
i been burnin in these sheets i got a flu so cold

i been countin on my woes
i been down cuz im so low
gettin money i still grow
gettin faded all alone
say my heart dont got no home
like a nomad it gon roam
weigh me down just like a stone
watch me drown so i dont go

been stay awake each and every night
i cant sleep get you off my mind
hate the way that i made you cry
up all night wonder if ill die

i been dead so i cant catch sleep
been mislead so i cant catch Z's
cold late nights on ones just like these, i been workin hard tryna find some peace

get too bored when i count them sheep
been restless in between my sheets
want you here in my bed with me
been too cold just to do the least

in my room i be in the cold
dont give fuck bout what i been told
hope i die before i get old
givin up but i cant let go

hope you know that everything gon be alright, ya
hope you listen to my words now every night, ya
know youre sad like me but it gon be just fine, ya
i know youll make it if i dont get out alive, ya

my vision blurry and feel like im gonna drop, ya
im in a hurry but my heart is bouta stop, ya
if i dont wake up i dont think that its a problem
just take me home where i belong im not your problem

it gon aint happen we'll be fine, ya
i feel your heart connect with mine, ya
i finally finish what i write, ya
this is life, you gon be just fine, you gon be alright, ya

youll be alright ya
youll be just fine ya
youll feel the light ya
youll be alright ya

moon

—————— VERSE 1 —————— 
i saw you from across the room 
a plume of smoke surrounding you 
and then you close the distance close to me 
and our eyes they lock carefully 

—————— PRE CHORUS —————— 
the words are coming slow to me 
baby girl it’s supposed to be 
easier than this to go home with you 
cuz we’ve done it all before i’ve gone home with you 
girl dont make it hard to go home with you 
we can go as far as you want it to 
despite our heavy past i still want you 

—————— CHORUS —————— 
oh girl i’m fallin for you again 
oh girl i’m fallin for you again 
oh girl i’m fallin for you again 
i shouldn’t fall for you again 

—————— VERSE 2 —————— 
and this is so familiar 
we’ve been here before 
baby i just want you 
to feel what you felt before 
now 
falling through the door now 
blouse all on the floor now 
girl i need you more now 
i can’t 

—————— RAP —————— 
hold back i know we’re taking an overdose 
on each other your body shaking just hold me close 
before i go i just wanna tell you you gotta know 
where my heart’s at but it’s stuck up in my throat 
so 
i’ma choke on all my words 
watch you pose in calvins like a blessing and a curse 
curves washing over me dressing me with nerves 
kiss me till it hurts i just wanna be immersed 

—————— PRE CHORUS 2 —————— 
the words are coming slow to me 
baby girl it’s supposed to be 
easier than this to control myself 
girl you make it hard to control myself 
shouldnt be so hard to control myself 
i’m running from the words that i know i felt 
should be easier than this to control myself

you looked so beautiful

a bunch of unfinished / unreleased tracks from my 3 month "hiatus"

see thru ft dreamland (p. kaiyoshi thislandis)

bakeract