Flight of the Nightcrawler

whats that noise?

Mac Miller - Stones Feat. Steve Lacy (UNRELEASED) ☽

god im sad as shit

cannot stop

beat by @pyctur

lyrics

MY THOUGHTS OF ENDING IT ALL
IS REPEATING ALL MY LIFE
IM GRIPPIN ON THE STYROFOAM
MOTHERFUCKA DONT COME CLOSE
ITS BEEN YEARS
I DONT WANNA TALK NO MORE
HOE
I DONT WANNA TALK

SLURRIN WORDS
BROKEN CORDS
LIGHTIN UP THE ROOM OF LORDS
POUR SOME MORE
FOR THE CORE
BITCH IM BREAKIN DOWN THE SCORE
FUCKIN UP AND DRINKIN MORE
EXPANDING OUT MY LIFE WITH LORE
WALKIN ON THE OPEN DOOR
NO FEAR INSIDE MY BRAIN IM LOCKIN IN AND TAKIN EVERYTHING I NEED
TELL ME BOY SHOULD I REPEAT 
WHAT I SAID 
DONT COME CLOSE ME
JUST INCASE YOU DIDNT HEAR FOR THE FIRST TIME IM NOT PLAYIN NO MORE

i want to leave everything behind me

beat by @pyctur

lyrics
know its fucked when u hopin back on it yeah
brand new cup 
mix it up
turnin up yeah 
hoe wanna fuck
pass it up
i aint with it yeah

mix it up x4

i aint fuck with no ones thoughts 
bad hoe high heels on
hell nah this the down fall
niagra falls when she fuck on me
aint gonna repeat this deed
last time im fallin deep
in this hole im crashin in
bad thots just ruining me

yeah ay yeah
hop back in it 
ay ay ay
whatchu sayin 
ay ay ay
i cant hear it
ay ay ay
keep on screamin ay
whatchu sayin ay
i cant hear it ay
keep on screamin
you cant phase
too intoxicated ay
whats the meaning 
of your anger 
you just jealouse ay ay ay
you just jealous

mix it up

beat by @pyctur

lyrics
baby you so pretty i would let you ruin my life
your not like them others girls oh man i hope that im right
just the way she look me in my eyes can tell it feels right
i dont want to waste this time baby you clearly my type

i would go thru ups and downs
just to see you crack a smile
i dont want to see you frown
take it baby you deserve this diamond crown
wedding ring 
i dont want to let you down
i dont want to let you down
i dont want to let you down

baby you so pretty i would let you ruin my life
your not like them others girls oh man i hope that im right
just the way she look me in my eyes can tell it feels right
i dont want to waste this time baby you clearly my type

oh i hope this not a dream and you would leave me soon
cuz ivbeen lonely for a decade maybe even two
and i dont want to mess this up by being understandable
im tryna change for the better i will be better soon

diamond crown (love letter)

mirror walls (prod. pyctur)

[lyrics]

My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday

 I've been through this route what's my life about popping pills and living life full of doubt praying on the edge my bed hoping I could get responses battle my illness alone crying a river I'm honest 


Oh no, 

I don't know which way to go

I don't even have my home 

In the dark is where I roam 

I've been stuck and all alone 


Popping these pills and I'm asking God why, do I have urges to just wanna die receiving no answers cause God is a lie look in my eyes see pain that's inside I done lost a couple friends for the way Nigga been acting no faking no pretending I just really wanna fucking end this Oh no, 
Grabbing a gun and I point at my dome I'm telling myself be easy let go don't pull on the trigga there's much to hold on but these pills they kick in and I just can't move on lost in my ways and I try to forget all of this sadness and all this regret I look at my mom and I tell her like this yo son is a fuck up yo son can't do shit 

My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday

Stand in a closet I'm tying a noose you living a lie I'm stuck in the truth faking a smile but depression the root I try to be happy but I can't it s fluke love for my friends but they don't know I'm through. I don't see no sun cause I stay in my room I look in the mirror the vision gets clearer anxiety got me trapped in this shit to 


My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday

 I've been through this route what's my life about popping pills and living life full of doubt praying on the edge my bed hoping I could get responses battle my illness alone crying a river I'm honest 


Oh no, 

I don't know which way to go

I don't even have my home 

In the dark is where I roam 

I've been stuck and all alone

i want to leave everything behind me

spookyman*