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Matriarch is the third single and title track from my upcoming album,  out November 5th 2021.

Watch the music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm2WLfldC0A

Purchase on Bandcamp: liyv.bandcamp.com/track/matriarch

LYRICS:
I contort 
I vow from my heart
And I appeal for more
When I long to know

I hold on
I call upon
You and I know how to bend 
I long to know

Do no right
Fear no light
Never hide
I I I 
Do no right
Fear no light
Never hide
I I I 

You know I try
To ignore that line
You know I lie
To calm my mind
You know I fold
Contend in vain
You know I know
I need your name

One more time
You call me out at night
You call me out at night
And I obey

Keep me waiting while I hold my breath
Tell me something that I won't forget
I would say no
I would say no
I I I

You know I try
To ignore that line
You know I lie
To calm my mind
You know I fold
Contend in vain
You know I know
I need your name

Matriarch

Remix of ON-LYNE's 1999 chart-topping breakup single  "THE GREAT DESPAIR"  
from the Warframe 1999 OST

🎹 Original Composers:  Matthew Chalmers & Keith Power

🎵
Please stay
Don't put out the flame and run away
In this heartbreak
I'll be here fighting for you with or without you

Wide awake
With all the things I know that I should say
I thought I could take
More than I really can with or without you

Baby till you come back with something
I know I'll never let it go
I'm waiting but you come back with nothing

This obsession has turned into the great despair
I keep thinking I see you and there's nobody there
They say love is time but all in love isn't fair
So pull me out of the great despair


Every day
I'm getting stronger but I still feel the pain
Time will show the way
And mend the heart you've broken with or without you


Baby till you come back with something (until you come back with something)
I know I'll never let it go (I know I'll never let it go)
You're indifferent but you come back with nothing (but you come back with nothing)

This obsession has turned into the great despair
I keep thinking I see you and there's nobody there
They say love is time but all in love isn't fair
So pull me out of the great despair

This obsession has turned into the great despair
I keep thinking I see you and there's nobody there
They say love is time but all in love isn't fair
So pull me out of the great despair

The Great Despair (2025 Cover)

Writing songs

[VERSE 1]

I was fine on my own, I was doing the most
No late-night calls, no “where you at?” on the phone
Had my girls, had my plans, had my heart on a shelf
Didn’t need nobody else…
(’til you walked in)

You don’t play it too cool, you don’t leave me on read
You say what you mean and you mean what you said
Now I’m catching myself smiling for no reason
Like damn… what is this feeling?

[PRE-CHORUS]

I don’t usually fall
I don’t usually let go
But you got me acting brand new
Got me losing control
And it’s scary, but baby
I’m not running this time
‘Cause you feel like a risk
That I’ve been waiting to try

[CHORUS]

I don’t wanna fight it
I don’t wanna hide it
I don’t wanna front like I don’t feel it too
I’m falling, I’m falling
And I like it, I like it
The way you pull me close when I’m trying to move
I’m falling, I’m falling
Yeah I’m falling right through
I don’t wanna be saved
But I’d fall into you

[POST-CHORUS]

(Oh-oh) fall into you
(Oh-oh) fall into you
No parachute, no excuse
I’d fall into you
(Oh-oh) fall into you
(Oh-oh) fall into you
No parachute, no excuse
I’d fall into you

[VERSE 2]

Used to love the silence, now I hate when you’re gone
Now I play your voice notes when I’m driving home
You got me talking to the moon like it’s listening too
Like “please let this be true”

Now I’m planning my nights round the way that you smile
And my friends like “girl, you’ve been soft for a while”
And I hate that they’re right, but I swear I don’t care
‘Cause you’re different, it’s rare

[PRE-CHORUS]

I don’t usually fall
I don’t usually let go
But you got me acting brand new
Got me losing control
And it’s scary, but baby
I’m not running this time
‘Cause you feel like a risk
That I’ve been waiting to try

[CHORUS]

I don’t wanna fight it
I don’t wanna hide it
I don’t wanna front like I don’t feel it too
I’m falling, I’m falling
And I like it, I like it
The way you pull me close when I’m trying to move
I’m falling, I’m falling
Yeah I’m falling right through
I don’t wanna be saved
But I’d fall into you

[BRIDGE] 

I used to think love was a lie
Just a spark and then goodbye
But you’re steady, you’re safe
And you don’t make me change
You don’t hold my past against me
You don’t treat me like I’m broken
You just look at me like I’m golden
Like I’m worth it…
(Like I’m worth it)

And now I can’t pretend
I’m not deep in it again
So if this is love, then let it come
I’m ready, I’m ready

[FINAL CHORUS] 

I don’t wanna fight it (no)
I don’t wanna hide it (yeah)
I don’t wanna front like I don’t feel it too
I’m falling, I’m falling (falling, falling)
And I like it, I like it (I like it)
The way you pull me close when I’m trying to move
I’m falling, I’m falling (right through)
Yeah I’m falling right through
I don’t wanna be saved (don’t save me)
But I’d fall into you (fall, fall)

[OUTRO]

(Oh-oh) fall into you (I’d fall, I’d fall)
(Oh-oh) fall into you (yeah)
(Oh-oh) fall into you (I’d fall, I’d fall)
(Oh-oh) fall into you (yeah)
(Oh-oh) fall into you (I’d fall, I’d fall)
(Oh-oh) fall into you (yeah)
(Oh-oh) fall into you
(Oh-oh) fall into you
No parachute, no excuse
I’d fall into you
No parachute, no excuse
I’d fall into you

FALL INTO YOU

Adrenaline Sky captures the rush of chasing the moment where fear turns into freedom. It’s that split second at the edge—heart racing, lights blurring, gravity letting go—when everything feels limitless. The song lives in the tension between ascent and release, where energy, euphoria, and risk collide, and the night opens wide above you like an endless horizon.

Adrenaline Sky

My first ever album “Look at us now dad” is out now. Listen, get the vinyl, hate it or love it. I’m happy: banoffee.lnk.to/LAUND
Love Banoffee x

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