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I hope you enjoy a sneak peek at my next project. I love you all... Thank you 🤷‍♂️🙇‍♂️💙

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wavy 10 // feel like (big ichi)

CJ WALKER REMIX  (ft. roamin) (prod. Sypooda)

keep going💎 whatever that looks like to you! 2022 had me in the clouds. Still struggling with grief and loss.. only to come down to be present🌹 know I gotta talk my talk ✨ remember, healing isn’t linear! 

sometimes self reflection/reconciliation is best. take care of yourself.

All edited, mixed and shot by ME, @hazeytheartist on Instagram.

cover track to Mike’s - More Gifts .🌹 I love y’all! Tend to your garden #TTYG

Present [Freestyle Cover]

Head (ion like u) - Freestyle

Just Another Trunk

Javvy - city of frank

Wanted to drop a song for my Bday. Kinda just an update to me and myself. 

Lyrics:

I’m 22 now
I mean I don’t feel any different but there’s things that changed
like being 21 hit harder than the age 1 6 
I’m really been through shit 
People make mistakes 
But never rep on them 

I can’t lie man you know I made a lot of them too 
I had to take a step to see what I was gon do 
Inner healing still going if you think it’s over
Sometimes I really have misluck and find a three leaf clover 
Young teen, I was crying in my living sofa 
About a girl I was seeing 
Bout some friends who being 
Hella selfish and greedy 
Man I just try to be cordial 
But I kept just on seein, the rage inside and my demons 
man I had to pack em up inside
But it stayed around like onena guys
He ssid “get ya get back, make em fears niggas” 
But I got too much love, I don’t fear niggas 
He said “fuck the peace, you know the world gon tears niggas”
Maybe you right but I just don’t to revere niggas 
And I really hate the fact that that feeling increased
I love the people in my life, yeah I know we’ll succeed 

I make em slide em again until I melt her face off 
I got demons, ain’t no nigga oppressing on me 
Fuck July, I change your mind if you messing with me 
Make sense you feel alive, I hope you good now 
Niggas think I’m really nothing so I hope they rot 
Before I knew me, I ain’t have no main hero’s 
I was way too open like a book but I got damaged 
I know it’s you & I but only it’s so much that I can merit
Late nights you that I need I’m lovesick 
But that’s all my old shit 

You Get it 
In the past like a 
In the past like an old whip
Tryna take it slow but I don’t know where I’m heading 
Know a couple people who be planning out weddings 
Know a couple peoples who got dreams that they ready 
And I’m still questioning myself if I want some spaghetti 
I hope I’m not alone and that I’m emerged in confetti 
Pass the blunt to da boy who just leveled up heavy 
I need big body baby who can ride like Chevy

Do It  For Love

a time capsule organized with intention december 2022- june 2023. voice notes and phone recordings. amidst liminal space i been asking who i am.

Album art by burnin' macaw (Cesar Donaire)

Written by shemar (unless otherwise noted)

Tracks 1, 7 prod Sasco
Tracks 2, 6, 10 prod shemar
Track 3 prod kiluhmanjaro
Track 4 prod numbmoi
Tracks 5, 8 prod bloomcycle
Track 9 prod shemar x kiluhmanjaro
Track 11 prod Messiah Musik

Mixed and Mastered by C Money Burns @ Cosmic Black

Lyrics available @ https://shemar1.bandcamp.com/album/obtuse-ways-to-say-that-i-love-you

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