DON'T TOUCH THAT'S MY SHIT!!!

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i won when the world was against me they tried it
made it on top wit some Ms now dey cryin
me vs myself all i could do was fight it
me vs myself all i could do was fight it

back then was a bitch i would tell u i wouldnt mind it when i let these hoes step on me
but my mind stronger they cant mess wit me
dont overstep boundaries gettin greedy

every year lonelier than the last
but i live for the day the present is past the past
i aint fuck wit posers they rely on they mask
they hate me for me try to put me on blast

i wont put a song out if i think its ass
proud of my work frame it behind sum glass
when i drop that shit take off no nasa
a tumbleweed blew past yo sc that shits a disasta

pass me controller lil bitch its my turn
dance wit the flames ima let the world burn
walk to da bank take the money i earnd
my fits speak for themselves give a fuck wht ya heard
(x2)

please step aside lil bap comin thru
i been working my ass off since '22
baby youd wish u was dead if u walked in my shoes
but ill keep walkin, jus to find something new 
(x2)

i said may was the worst month of my life i meant it
but i been strong for abuelita in heaven
if i set a goal betta kno ima get it
if i set a goal betta kno ima get it

got nothing but love for the ones who deserve it
i better myself wit time im a new version of me
the shine is a product of struggle im hurtin
my legacy lives for eternity

damn, its been a minute since the last heart to heart
but i promised you id keep it honest frm the start
bitches move fake asfuck aint play they part
they just tryna leech u not even bout the art

get yo ass gone
you a whole fucking nazi tryna crawl back to my life ill shoot you at the break of dawn
bitch, yea, at the break of dawn

pass me controller lil bitch its my turn
dance wit the flames ima let the world burn
walk to da bank take the money i earnd
my fits speak for themselves give a fuck wht ya heard
(x2)

please step aside lil bap comin thru
i been working my ass off since '22
baby youd wish u was dead if u walked in my shoes
but ill keep walkin, jus to find something new 
(x2)

pussy too scared couldnt face time
and he went missing like its dateline
fuckin two hoes at da same time
ima pay yo respects if u pay mine
check came thru finna fine dine
onna good day lookin pretty ima fine dime
u cant u use my beats didnt buy rights
self prod i float on dis shit like im hi five
(x2)

been known i got what it takes
nobody on my rank
when u on top there aint no breaks
my turn to glo no time to blank
ima sniper, my perfect aim
gene kelly, i sing in da rain
if u fuck up, got nun to blame but yoself boy   yo self boy 
(x2)

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PRODUCED BY BAPPY
COVER ART BY BAPPY & Y4N4

MY TURN [PROD. BAPPY]

bappy:
tryna make it, tired of waiting
scared to face it all, i rise and then i fall
i know that i need help n help is just one call away
but i'm ashamed, nobody like me deserves to be saved

a fast death or a long life of nothing, go head n choose
its hard when 20 years down the line i got nun to lose
distracting myself could never free me from the truth
i swear my mind been bleeding out my mind forever bruised

wish i could cry, wish you was there for me
a hard goodbye, to what life used to be
the world jus keeps on spinning like a cd
fuck different choices, ya, no matter what the cycle repeats (x2)

via:
I know that love's hard to find
please wipe your tears with my mind
Hide that fear all inside
I had to trust when you lied
Thought I'd feel better once I fucking got up and tried
But I can't lie so many times I hope I just die

Gettin over it the hardest part of growing up
But when I'm in that room I still just feel like throwing up
And everytime you yell you tell me that it's all for love
I wan't no part of it I don't even wanna open up

Had no time to be young I'm always stressed out
And you know I freeze up when they bring checks out
They like "yo via you the best now"
And I'm so scared just to fucking let down

I ain't have a dad for my whole damn life
When he hit me up he like "hope you found a wife"
"Yeah I fuckin love you son just know you give me life-
but if it were the other way around, I wouldn't like"

bappy:
heaven or hell, your choice
life or death, your choice
pleasure, pain, your choice
life will lose its poise

i fell into the hole
where it ends, nobody knows
but i'll get back up one more time

via:
Gettin over it the hardest part of growing up
But when I'm in that room I still just feel like throwing up
And everytime you yell you tell me that it's all for love
I wan't no part of it I don't even wanna open up

Had no time to be young I'm always stressed out
And you know I freeze up when they bring checks out
They like "yo via you the best now"
And I'm so scared just to fucking let down

I ain't have a dad for my whole damn life
When he hit me up he like "hope you found a wife"
"Yeah I fuckin love you son just know you give me life-
but if it were the other way around, I wouldn't like"

bappy:
till it gets better it gets worse
but when does that change? cuz i feel the same
burning out cant even put words into a verse
asking "is this the end? or is it just a phase"

why do i still live like that when its bad for me
been closed off from the world now we in too deep
yea im wide awake, but ill try to sleep it off
no comfort in my eternal paradox

MY ETERNAL PARADOX II (with via) [PROD. BAPPY]

We gon' sit by the campfire, we gon' sit by the campfire
I'ma create hellfire, I'ma create hellfire, yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah, go, go, go

I done mapped out this shit, yeah, too far
Pussy tryna talk that shit, got too hot
They like, "Noah, why the fuck your shit too hard?"
I just tell 'em, gotta keep going, no stop, no stop
People wolfing on the net 'bout some tradition
How 'bout the fuck you get out my fucking mentions
Know these rappers in the scene got they henchmen
They gon' gas 'em up when they got that weak pen
What happened to the scene, people rapping 'bout some shit 
That they shouldn't, that they shouldn't
People bigoted and this shit getting plays now
Getting played now, what the fuck now

Sometimes I don't know what you been through
Causing hellfire everywhere I go
People don't believe me everywhere I go, but I'm swagged out, head-to-toe
I don't really know where I'm going, people tryna say that I'm slowing
Deep down that I know that I'm not, pussy tryna talk that shit, never had no drop
Never had a hit, never my fucking issue, crying to me, yeah, get a tissue
Pussies be twenty-five talking behind my back, I don't really know you, but you fucking whack

I done mapped out this shit, yeah, too far
Pussy tryna talk that shit, got too hot
They like, "Noah, why the fuck your shit too hard?"
I just tell 'em, gotta keep going, no stop, no stop
People wolfing on the net 'bout some tradition
How 'bout the fuck you get out my fucking mentions
Know these rappers in the scene got they henchmen
They gon' gas 'em up when they got that weak pen
What happened to the scene, people rapping 'bout some shit 
That they shouldn't, that they shouldn't
People bigoted and this shit getting plays now
Getting played now, what the fuck now

People got they hands out, asking me for some shit
I don't really know you, got no ego, that's just about it
Your homeboy got allegations, you bounced around it
Know you only 16, it's time to break outta habit
Got good people around you, just gotta find it
I know it really hurts when your boy on bad timing
Get some weight, get some plays, just like a lineman
Are y'all really listening, cause I'm 'bout to say some real shit
Y'all think this shit an action movie, it's just not
Y'all be telling people connect the fucking dots
Whole time y'all the sheep that y'all been talking 'bout
You in a echo chamber, baby get the fuck out

Just like I said
We gon' sit by the campfire
Sit by the campfire
Sit by the campfire
Sit by the campfire

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@queervampiric @nxaho

yea like tell me what u want
yea like tell me what u want
(if it bleeds then it’s real) 
yea im drowning, its this feeling in my lungs
on my arm, i can tell u what its not 

i tore u down but it's alright
i tore u down but it's alright
midnight, off a tab im tryna feel right
i just wanna see u dead in the moonlight

what u want (queervampiric nxaho)

cover by me

0:00 solo 
0:55 + @user-623741547 @k-poppo 
2:03 + @milkkyyyyyyy 
3:03 solo 
3:59 + @ticoxxx 
5:26 + @akajazy 
6:46 + @001r1s 
8:12 + @001r1s 
9:18 solo 
10:40 + @001r1s 
11:41 + @tzsz 
12:44 solo 
13:41 + @snowy_kiwii 
14:48 + @bbmaebi 
15:36 + @stone47 
16:24 + @stone47 
17:16 + @ttekkit 
18:05 + @ki7a

many thanks to all my wonderful friends i love you all

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@xexus_kerosene - Rap, writer
akaJazy - Producer, field recordings, cover art, photography

XexúsKerosene - Nature (akaJazy)

logo by @naturescross on insta 
sample from t.i. live your life

for the luv of meh

#TRACKVOLUTION2K25

COVER BY FRIEDLETTUCE AND ASH

@sc00t15 - 0:00
@sc00t15 + @aamufr - 1:31
@stone47 + @aamufr - 2:53
@sleepnowforever + @aamufr - 5:28
@stone47 + @aamufr - 7:15
@noelle-643237605 + @aamufr - 8:40
@porcelaein + @aamufr - 11:04
@aamufr + @porcelaein - 12:25
@aamufr + @porcelaein + @stone47 - 13:24
freddy + @aamufr - 14:24
@sevenset77 + @aamufr - 15:57
@sc00t15 - 17:51
@longlivemir + @sleepnowforever + @aamufr - 19:16
@ttwotwosixx + @aamufr - 21:17
@user-623741547 + @aamufr + @porcelaein - 23:43

Track & Field

art by kohdext
sampling: etherane, weatherday, mona evie

work togethers:
4:08 @granularize
5:56 @bbyazul4k
7:50 @heroz2299
10:32 @zekeisme
11:27 @gr0lth
17:48 @gmodravemix

my swan song, my slave card expired .. my grace's gone, we salved a liar
a home once warm .. an oath he swore when i was born

passerine @gmodravemix @heroz2299 @bbyazul4k @gr0lth @granularize @zekeisme

im not a rapper.. im an artist

https://www.instagram.com/faintofheart9

thank you to my friends for being on here <3
@gmodravemix @digipak @tillamookbay @chewy @s3r3n3gr4c3 @heroz2299 @granularize @seraphicwings @imnotrydxr @dreamno7e @kingfelix

𝄞 thank you for 300 followers kit soon maybe idk

𝄢 tracklist
0:00 - 0:57 solo
             0:57 - 1:22 w/ og
                         1:22 - 1:50 w/ digipak
1:50 - 2:41 w/ michimani og heroine
             2:41 - 3:50 w/ og heroine
                          3:50 - 4:21 w/ og
                                       4:21 - 4:58 solo
                                             4:58 - 5:49 w/ og grace
 5:49 - 6:36 w/ grace
6:36 - 7:20 w/ michimani
   7:20 - 8:29 w/ heroz
 8:29 - 9:57 w/ michimani
9:57 - 11:32 w/ michimani og
          11:32 -12:14 solo
   12:14 - 14:22 w/ irene
 14:22 - 15:01 w/ phana
     15:01 - 15:37 w/ rydxr grace og
 15:37 - 17:04 w/ og
     17:04 - 17:46 w/ dreamnote
 17:46 - 18:48 w/ felix
    18:48 - 19:54 solo

MY ETERNAL PARADOX II (with via) [PROD. BAPPY]

bappy

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