a slightly obscured fall from faith

( a year old song >.<)

prod @chewy @dreamno7e
everything else me :p

Your face was lodged in bark
sifting dark brown, a new font I opened up
Don’t know where to start,
(Don’t) keep your eyes closed when the sky is cut
Can’t hear my bones shuffle when I’m near you
1 minute turns me to jelly & I’m fucked

I never thought I could see you, or be you, I could be you
I never thought I could see you, I never thought I could be you

It’s (is that) not far off
I’ll break my own bones
To win ‘gainst time
I fucking know
It’s a losing game I’m playing
Cut out for suffering, pro bono

Shein only I’ll cut u off
Don’t lend trust to them
Mama told me don’t love
I can’t give up that
I’m in deep but I know what it’s for 
I’m everything she can’t stand for

Your face was lodged in bark
sifting dark brown, a new font I opened up
Don’t know where to start,
(Don’t) keep your eyes closed when the sky is cut

when the sky's cut @heroine @dreamnote

bappy:
i boss up
damn u really left the team? oh u fucked up
we was tryn get bands together, now u outta luck
dont cry when u miss out bitch once u become a bum
boy u stay a bum

straight a's, honor roll
never stopped, onna roll
icebox, damnhecold
i been eating good, feel like dold

i got motion, rym bold
u too busy hating, damn u sold
we goin up, i feel it in my soul
we goin up, i feel it in my soul

ksc '25, history
u aint nun u a mystery
we get bands like mr. beast
y do i keep rappin bout mr. beast?

i got my groove, i aint miss a beat
i called up noah hit him 4 da feat
we worldwide, dey all see me
in yo rotation, on repeat

im in control, so fuck fate
die 4 the cause, go head, run a fade
luv the cash, we went on a date
thumb thru that check, like eryday

flex on yall, in ery way
kno my name in ery state
they gon see the vision like they did wit bladee
i been on a mission, WIN DA GAME

M's on me, we gon break the bank
not a friend that i couldnt thank
crash yo shit, pull up in a tank
dont do no ego shit, boy u not drake (x2)

fivefingersnoah:
Plays ain't really shit, if nobody knows your name
Get your foot outside the ring, you gotta lock in on game
Know your place, get out the frame
Nobody in the underground got fame
Getting bucks, you can call me Dame
I blaze your ass, put your ass to shame

These songs ain't your lifestyle
When you gon' drop the act and admit the grift
You was hanging out with clockwork after the leak
I know I smell a bitch
I know where your heart at, this shit ain't contempt with it
I would rap beef with you, but the problem is you don't rap like this

I break the bank, take out a loan
Pussies need to get gone
Please don't call my mufucking phone, it's buzzing cause you bitching
Your craft wasn't written
Nobody care about your life story, cause nobody knows who you is, bitch
Go, go

Dare another pussy rapper to come and test me
Y'all motherfuckers in the scene do not impress me
I'm a better rapper, better producer, all I see is money
I got cash flow, number one, KSC we finna blow, like damn

Plays ain't really shit, if nobody knows your name
Get your foot outside the ring, you gotta lock in on game
Know your place, get out the frame
Nobody in the underground got fame
Getting bucks, you can call me Dame
I blaze your ass, put your ass to shame

BREAK THE BANK (with FiveFingersNoah) [PROD. BAPPY & RUBYRED]

chapters226:
Bitch, I'm posted with young 1end, we count fifties, hundreds
Pull out sticks, I'm Damon Che, *****, let's get to drummin'
Pull out clips, we get to dumpin', dunking on your cousin
Drop that bullshit that you thought was buzzing, but them plays is nothin'

Yeah, I run this shit, I run this shit, I'm steady swervin' and I split
Another hit, another hit, that ***** hatin', should commit
Bitch, if I was Taylor, I would tell them *****s, "Make it swift"
Brodie home he watchin' Speed while 226 sign his bitch tits

fivefingersnoah:
Tie the rope around my neck, cause I don't wanna deal with the bridge
Talking all that shit, you get no plays, you get wiped like a smidge
KSC, you salute to us, like bitch we like the military, yeah
Pop out, one, two, bitch yeah it gon' get scary
Keep the energy, cause bitch y'know I don't play
Call my momma when I get that mil' one day
How you say we copy you when you stay stalkin'?
All that's coming from your circle is some bitch sobbing

bappy:
i swear my head like a boxing ring, its me vs sum demons
dont u try to act like we the same if u aint ever seen em
strangers try 2 work wit me, like ima need a couple reasons
cuz erybody come n go, they changin like the seasons

fukkit tho, ima stack my money up regardless
doin donuts in the parking lot, im gettin nauseous
i never really fucked wit highschool, wasnt bout the gossip
if u wasnt a day 1, throw u in the garbage

chapters226:
In the trash can, *****s trying to bash on my bands
With my brothers, bro, we look just like Hanson
540 baby, trying to be like Ely Crampton
I'm fire gut frantic if shit get too romantic

Tryna clear the air, I roll a die and pop a Chantix
Accent Mid-Atlantic, she fine up on the screen
Ship the pack out to the mansion, KSC Airbnb
With my *****s going dumb, you got to see this
Somethin' is always worth a fee

fivefingersnoah:
I'ma stack it 'til I'm done
She wanna fuck on the gang, like yeah oh
"I want a piece of cake," like no
No sharing with you bitch, cause you not my bro
Run across the line, cause I ain't like you bitches
Typing hella shit, you get hit with switches
Up, all the fucking bros, yeah we a militia
KSC Incorporate, we in that system

bappy:
evil ppl tryna preach, like u aint seein heaven
223 straight to his heart, The Man Was Dead By Seven
live every day, like its my last, i dont take nun for granted
why all these bitches steal my flow like we sum fuckin bandits

noah, me, n 226 been runnin shit yall better kno
diamonds shine bright like the sun eryday, kno that ima glow
i graduated from rhymezone, cuz i found my flow
yea u better keep me in the freezer cuz i keep it cold, bitch

R.D.S. (with chapters226 & FiveFingersNoah) [PROD. AIZEKS]

bappy:
tryna make it, tired of waiting
scared to face it all, i rise and then i fall
i know that i need help n help is just one call away
but i'm ashamed, nobody like me deserves to be saved

a fast death or a long life of nothing, go head n choose
its hard when 20 years down the line i got nun to lose
distracting myself could never free me from the truth
i swear my mind been bleeding out my mind forever bruised

wish i could cry, wish you was there for me
a hard goodbye, to what life used to be
the world jus keeps on spinning like a cd
fuck different choices, ya, no matter what the cycle repeats (x2)

via:
I know that love's hard to find
please wipe your tears with my mind
Hide that fear all inside
I had to trust when you lied
Thought I'd feel better once I fucking got up and tried
But I can't lie so many times I hope I just die

Gettin over it the hardest part of growing up
But when I'm in that room I still just feel like throwing up
And everytime you yell you tell me that it's all for love
I wan't no part of it I don't even wanna open up

Had no time to be young I'm always stressed out
And you know I freeze up when they bring checks out
They like "yo via you the best now"
And I'm so scared just to fucking let down

I ain't have a dad for my whole damn life
When he hit me up he like "hope you found a wife"
"Yeah I fuckin love you son just know you give me life-
but if it were the other way around, I wouldn't like"

bappy:
heaven or hell, your choice
life or death, your choice
pleasure, pain, your choice
life will lose its poise

i fell into the hole
where it ends, nobody knows
but i'll get back up one more time

via:
Gettin over it the hardest part of growing up
But when I'm in that room I still just feel like throwing up
And everytime you yell you tell me that it's all for love
I wan't no part of it I don't even wanna open up

Had no time to be young I'm always stressed out
And you know I freeze up when they bring checks out
They like "yo via you the best now"
And I'm so scared just to fucking let down

I ain't have a dad for my whole damn life
When he hit me up he like "hope you found a wife"
"Yeah I fuckin love you son just know you give me life-
but if it were the other way around, I wouldn't like"

bappy:
till it gets better it gets worse
but when does that change? cuz i feel the same
burning out cant even put words into a verse
asking "is this the end? or is it just a phase"

why do i still live like that when its bad for me
been closed off from the world now we in too deep
yea im wide awake, but ill try to sleep it off
no comfort in my eternal paradox

MY ETERNAL PARADOX II (with via) [PROD. BAPPY]

bappy:
sun dies, blood moon
pop out at night, they dead soon
wit newsex, inna new coupe
dis luxury, engine got em spooked

it aint halloween, celebrate now
no costume, rob ery house
12 on my ass imma run em down 
yea, ima run em down

give em hell, calamity
if u on my side, get bands wit me
do me wrong, u my enemy
choppa sings my melody
toughen up, dont do remedies
yo music ass, should b a  felony
i talk smooth, boy, kenny g
make dese bitches fold, like an fmg (x2)

im w twin we gon chop it up
hide the dead body, boy, chop it up
we gon put em right inna sarcophagus
leave em in the desert, rotting in the dust

best believe yung money take em out wit ease
mp5, swiss cheesed 
issa shame he didnt fw me
ima fry his ass, like its jollibees

mask on like its time for da purge
knife on me like im ready for murder
watch yo back, i been ducking these serpents
get my lick back, ill do em dirty

ill say it again, yea ill do em dirty
stop wit this aura shit, u pushin 30
he such a dork, he movin like berdly
one thing i learnd is show em no mercy

1end:
She wanna go real far, I told her, "Hold on"
I ain't been inside this bitch in like, uh, so long

I'm tryna get in that pussy, bitch
Right now it's time to get in that cat, uh
I'm tryna hit that ho right now
Tryna hit that ho from the back

It's too much money on me, I'm having a cash attack
Do a show back-to-back
If I'm getting money and you getting money
Then why is you hating, like, bitch, you a rat?

They gotta go put my name on top of a statue
Okay, like, bitch, that's a fact
Nut on top of her face
On top of the boobs, like, bitch, on top of the tat

It's me and Lil' Chloe, we go back-to-back
Like, bitch, we selling the packs, no FIFA
Brodie be bringin' the heat like a heater
I know that she going, I don't need to see her

I'm on the top floor, you on the bleachers
Like, bitch, yeah, I been fucking hoes since The Bleachers
I don't want this ho, go and delete her
My bitches so bad yeah you need to go see 'em

You can't even see me
My bitches be up on the TV, like Vogue 
Give me a three piece
I know that my bitch need me, like woah
You can't bleed what I bleed
I'm bleeding, the cash goes down to the floor
Bitch, yeah, that's just the flow
I been fucking hoes right, kick out the door

Like, bitch, I these pop tags, damn
Yeah, I just got a new Bugatti
I just got her a new body
Will I fuck her? Maybe, probably

I got a hundred dollar bills coming out my ass
Coming out my pocket
Baby, do you see the vehicle?
Yeah, I promise you you can't stop it

Baby, I'm making me too much profit
Baby, I'm making me too much progress
Baby, I put my dick inside her mouth
Get her jaw, go ahead and lock it (Baby, I)

I just went and took a hundred thousand cash
Bitch, outta my deposit (Baby, I)
I don't wanna fuck this bitch
So I told her oh, yeah, she better go stop it
Uh, damn

CALAMITY (with 1end) [PROD. SAEPH  & Y4N4]

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Production work dated from May 2025 - November 2025.
Cover Art by Me.


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