do you feel like you a stranger in your own home?
scattered noises from around cant ever let em know
everything you wanna be they hate n that shit truly shows
tried to give em signs, but they stand in place, still as stone

dont deserve to say im suicidal, cuz ive never tried
feelings get ahold of me too strong dear god just let my fly
bitter thoughts resurface, why cant i erase you from my life?
learn a lot from every year, but jealousy has never died

ungrateful bitch you got it all, and you still cry for more?
and you wonder why nobody love you, any options torn
fake it till you make it not even working, go return to form
back to the same place, back to the old lore

nothing ever changes feel the dust fill up my lungs
man i lost so much since the beginning, starting to feel numb
and they tried to tell me things will be okay but im not dumb
gotta jump out of my flesh this hatred got me on the run (x2)

i cried until my eyes was completely dry
fighting for my life, but i lost all my might
my family getting hurt, n god expects me to crack a smile
my hope been buried in the dirt, aint digging for a while

every wasted moment you can never get that back
running out of time, these hours turn to seconds fast
suspense will grab you by the neck, i couldnt even gasp
the ones you love the most left you behind, i bet you missin that

why cant i ever win (x4)

i wish i couldve talked to you before you left the world
i wish i let my heart die out before i spoke a word
i wish i aint fall in a downward spiral, look how that shit twirl
all the progress i could make will always end up getting burned

why cant i ever win (x4)

OUT FOR AN ESCAPE [PROD. BAPPY]

bappy