this is an instrumental intended for the artist Cameron Reid for his upcoming third album, Villain Mode, however it was unused!
i never recorded a reference demo for this, however i did have a few lyrics written down, which i'll put here:
"never felt so alone in a crowded room, never felt so claustrophobic in an empty bed, abstracted thoughts cloud my mind like shadows cast by a noose i bind, never felt so dumb when i was praised for having intellect, never felt so empty when i was sent full paragraphs, never got better, never found hope, and maybe that's why i'm still alone"

alone ^ _ ^ (intended for cameron reid!!!)

another instrumental intended for cameron which went unused :)
inspired by sober (unreleased) by ariana grande

bling!! (intended for cameron reid)

wasn't originally intended for cameron, however was pitched to him and he declined it, so posting it here :)

intelligent (dnb track)

another cameron reid scrap intended for any project he wanted, but idk if he'll use it, it's unlikely though.

my vibe

another instrumental scrapped for villain mode!

new york minute (intended for cameron reid)

another rejected villain mode instrumental!! all of these are prod me ^ _ ^

thank me later (rain)

used 2 be mine (another lower-pitched version of tbtly inst)

should i finish and rework or no
surprise drop on this acc
lowkey hate this so um im probs gon scrap but i want yalls opinions

welcome to the asylum (old song from january i never finished)

zombie slush unmixed export (never fully exported)

zombie slush (demo)

meant to be part of the original 5-minute collaborative version of zombie slush with someone by lovelyliz aka auggie but we had a bad fallout regarding the way the track was planned to be released so it never came to fruition.
guitar was done by auggie as well.
zombie slush cypher remake with 3 other people soon <3

homeward bound <3

175 BPM :3
unfinished, may either release as a type beat or a real song

exponential (wip)

original: break with me by shy martin
https://soundcloud.com/shymartinmusic/break-with-me

break with me

the song was originally titled "thoughts lol ^ _ ^" but i dropped the lol to simplify it!!
this is the first demo of the song, it's very rough and has no backing vocals except the "ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah" at the end, nor does it have the bungo stray dogs dub at the end, which is present in the final :)

thoughts ^ _ ^ (original demo)

feel free to use for covers or whatever!! (just please credit me)

thoughts ^ _ ^ (instrumental with backing vocals)

mashup of down bad by taylor swift and down bad by cameron reid
(original producer: jack antonoff)
(cameron's producer: sn8kebytez aka me)

more cambytez coming soon :3

down bad x down bad

brakence type beat (unfinished + possible scrap)

fuck you, SETS i hope u shut down!!! :3
btw this isn't gonna be included in the contest! i just wanted to make my own for fun <3
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lyrics:
I said I love you
But I'm really not sure now
I said I want you but I don’t think I'm pure now
Could say I hate you but it really won't work out
So I’ll keep quiet, shout it out through this song now

Lyin' through my teeth
Been trippin' over my feet
Been so stressed that all I focus on’s weed
You say a lot of shit, and it’s never adding up
Tryna get shit through to you’s like taking adderall
I'm sorry, did I say something mean again?
Did I split my tongue and overthink my sentences?
Should I cut myself to apologize to them?
Should I keep my wrists covered up in bandages?

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

My phone never lights up, they never wan’ text
All the people around me say I'm a pain in the ass
I cover my face because they hate me in class
I don’t think I belong here, I'm a talentless mess
Tryna focus on my studies so I graduate
I don’t listen to the gossip cause it’s extra weight
I can’t let bullshit get in my way
I really hate my life but I'll push through it today

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

[interlude]
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh

[new verse]
I hate myself, hate the way that I act
Everybody thinks that I'm a pain in the ass
Now they screenshottin my stories just to send them to SETS
Gambled all my feelings away, and piled them under a deck
Every word that slips out my goddamn mouth turns to cardiac arrest
One-way transactions, I never recieve
Any acts of service except negativity
Locked in a cage of my own self-hatred
And the door's nailed shut
I seem to best carve out the issues i cause when I fuck them up
I seem to best search myself when i don't scope for self-love
And I seem to always shame myself for an unsolicited touch
Maybe it's because the cops said I've made it up
Can't speak my truth so I'll stay silent 'til my body rots
Anxiety haunts me like a stalker driving down my avenue
Tearing at the seams, the side of me
Slips out that you never formerly knew
I question my burdened existence often and why I can't just start anew
So I put my thoughts over a keygen song
And hope that my words don't relate to you
(Relate to you)

raine's other thoughts ^ _ ^ (i like tiddies btw, just thought u should know!!! have a good day)

a song i made out of my stepdad's farts

original: https://soundcloud.com/hereisalden/push-you-away
i'm so happy w how this turned out, i hope you guys enjoy it too! :)

push you away (cover)

this is absolutely horrible bc i'm really sick but happy birthday, cameron! (well, it's on monday but i'm posting it now lmao
here's to another great year of us <3
will def remake this when this stupid ass sickness goes away LMAO
@cambegonefr ilysm, thank you for existing and letting me be one of your best friends <3

lyrics:
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happy birthday to my favourite guy
i hope the big 17 treats you nice
i hope you get the present of a painless life
and you know i’ll always love you to the end of time

always been so close, even though we’re just platonic
we’re nothing more than best friends but it’s ironic
how you’ve treated me better and loved me more
than anyone else who came before
met you back in 2023 and damn
boy, you changed my life
we managed to push through all the gloominess of our stupid fights
everytime i see a message, my soul grins to ear to ear
honestly, i think i’d be a lunatic without you here

commented on your page, and then i hit your DMs
i never thought i’d meet such a perfect man
i went in blind, no intents or plans
now you’re my ride or die until the world ends

happy birthday to my favourite guy
i hope the big 17 treats you nice
i hope you get the present of a painless life
and you know i’ll always love you to the end of time

happy birthday!! (prod. made by maiden)

aka: blame pt. 2
idk if i'll ever finish this, or if it'll ever see the light of day so i'mma upload it here for now :P
prod. @satuk0 and @centrlxx
cover art is from a movie called sweet whip :)

lyrics:
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it's been a month and i'm still dead inside
i went out of my way to read between the lines
i fell victim to the labyrinths in your mind
you always wanted my attention so i left my friends behind
tried to give you the perfect view, faked it to be copacetic for you
forced me to stay awake, that shit's fucking abusive
but i loved you so i never intruded
am i a fucking burden or are you just erratic?
empathy's a foreign concept, you find it fuckin pathetic

i was more mature, i didn't clap back
use my trauma against me, you give me flashbacks
tryna make it out like you've been abused
when i still reflect on my scars and bruises
you're so sadistic, you're so fucked up
you're a manic masochistic with no love
cannabis in your lungs, yeah it makes you throw up
maybe you should just stop being edgy and grow up

i shoulda listened to my parents when they said you were bad news
my mother always had a shitty feeling 'bout you
my stepfather always said you had too many loosened screws
but i brushed em off because i was blindly in love with you

it's been a month and i'm still dead inside
i went out of my way to read between the lines
i fell victim to the labyrinths in your mind
you always wanted my attention so i left my friends behind
tried to give you the perfect view, faked it to be copacetic for you
forced me to stay awake, that shit's fucking abusive
but i loved you so i never intruded
am i a fucking burden or are you just erratic?
empathy's a foreign concept, you find it fuckin pathetic

i wish i could go back in time
to before i ever let you inside of my life

pathetic (rough)

shitty cover i did... 
R.I.P Cyrus, you saved me and many others more than you'd know </3

nope ur too late!

she/they
archive/scrap/unreleased account <3
i do music and shit.
@sn8kebytez is my main, this and @thegayturds are my alts

barbiecorpse :3

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