if ur lonely today, hope you feel better

ch2rms - bashing my head in 4 u (dk + feardorian)

enjoy! (live, laugh, love)

crucified (vcl1)

i say i wanna get better i'm sick of my hypocrisy
nobody fucking cares but it feels like they're all mocking me
i'm in your possession call me your name with an apostrophe
white snot with blood ion wanna explain 

i can see their disdain 
you jus struck a chord i can still hear it sustain 
i hate all these fucking drugs i jus wish i could abstain 
i'm scared of the afterlife something i can't ascertain

savant syndrome i got one thing that i'm good for 
looking in the mirror i'm the person that i abhor
don't shoot yourself I've been fighting all my thoughts it's a damn war
you gave me a living death now waking up has been a chore 

you jus got a castle i was torn up in your moat
i hate myself more with everything i do to fucking cope 
i feel like im crazy looking back at things i wrote
i feel like sayori i pray i don't end up on a rope 

i cried to this sample hope I've worthy to be using it 
you lit me with gas n fire i'm so used to all your fibs 
I've been chasing spyro I've been fucking losing it 
grabbed a fuckin knife but i'm way too scared to forfeit 

i told the dare officer i wouldn't do drugs when i'm older 
wish i kept that promise cuz when i break it i get colder 
you can tell i got crazy jus by the way I've been living 
you left me up in hell i got things that i'm reliving 

unreliable narrator can't tell if it's better or for worse
cuz my brain's shielding me from things that really fucking hurt 
if it were up to me they would pay for every skin cell that died 
i saw the same pits i was held i was crucified

i say i wanna get better i'm sick of my hypocrisy
nobody fucking cares but it feels like they're all mocking me
i'm in your possession call me your name with an apostrophe
white snot with blood ion wanna explain 

i can see their disdain 
you jus struck a chord i can still hear it sustain 
i hate all these fucking drugs i jus wish i could abstain 
i'm scared of the afterlife something i can't ascertain

savant syndrome i got one thing that i'm good for 
looking in the mirror i'm the person that i abhor
don't shoot yourself I've been fighting all my thoughts it's a damn war
you gave me a living death now waking up has been a chore 

don't shoot yourself I've been fighting all my thoughts it's a damn war
don't shoot yourself I've been fighting all my thoughts it's a damn war
don't shoot yourself I've been fighting all my thoughts it's a damn war

don’t shoot urself (mercyyy)

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from: late night broadcast

uh yea uh oh oh whats the answer
a cross a dance a pastor
a village and a castle
a soul a ranch a hoe and a cute petite lil dancer
i feel it in my chest so 
the music and my crest oh
a witch jus in disguise wont kill me not a fuckin chance oh
maan she want me for my body and jus for casual sex no
if i got my sword my armor and my staff im set oh
and if i win this battle imma take my time advance oh

click click click mag is empty whatchu do
a faggot walks into a bar and everybody boos
what the fuck is wrong with yall cuz thats highkey me too
if u do that shit for real imma strangle till you blue
fuck all of you transphobes you can suck on my tick too
all of yall can shut up until i can pull the 2
12 knocking on my door like im gonna kiss their boo
if you dare look at me wrong then jus know were thru

and i know that youre wrong
and i know that youre wrong

bitch im here whats the chance oh
this bitchass in my body jus dont make no fucking sense oh 
and if u didnt know but u hating just again so
ion wanna see your fucking petty face again so

whats the answer
a cross a dance a pastor
a village and a castle
a soul a ranch a hoe and a cute petite lil dancer
i feel it in my chest so 
the music and my crest oh
a witch jus in disguise wont kill me not a fuckin chance oh
maan she want me for my body and jus for casual sex no
if i got my sword my armor and my staff im set oh
and if i win this battle imma take my time advance oh

whats the answer @michimani @congress

the distruction of ones mind prod sochi

a song about self loathing and needing to be saved from oneself

world's best sacrificial lamb

Cidden

“Wabi Sabi” est une invitation à ralentir. Co‑composé et interprété par Anita Barbereau au violoncelle, ce titre explore la beauté de l’imperfection et la douceur du moment présent.

Porté par des sonorités asiatiques, une ambiance spa et une sérénité enveloppante, Wabi Sabi crée un espace intérieur où l’on respire, où l’on se recentre, où l’on voyage dans son âme.

Parfait pour la méditation, la relaxation, le yoga ou simplement pour s’offrir une parenthèse de calme dans le tumulte du quotidien.

Un morceau pour se retrouver. Un souffle. Une lumière. Une paix.

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Wabi sabi

Wabi Sabi

This album is my personal "fanmade" tribute to Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End – fully inspired by the anime Frieren world, with emotion, magic, and epic fantasy vibes.
As NC Kawaii Music (aka. Nezuki_chan) I composed 10 orchestral and choral tracks that capture the atmosphere of Frieren’s world: from ruthless duels to quiet, melancholic moments.

🎵 What to expect:

Celtic orchestral vibes

Staccato strings & aggressive brass stabs

Intense, martial percussion & duel energy

Hypnotic motifs & fast, driving rhythms

Ethereal choir pads & shimmering synth textures

Mystical, warm choral passages & slow harmonic shifts

Large-scale, cinematic production with lots of dynamic changes

With these pieces, I wanted to capture the feeling of:

old memories that never fade

battles that leave you stronger

the loneliness of long journeys

the magic hidden between the lines of Frieren

💫 Credits
Music composed, arranged & produced by NC Kawaii Music aka. Nezuki_chan
Inspired by Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End (unofficial fan soundtrack, non-profit fan work).

⚠️ Disclaimer:
This project is pure fan music and is not officially affiliated with the creators or rights holders of Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End. All rights to the original song creator. Also with Suno AI made.

🙏 If you enjoy the music,
please like, comment, and subscribe to my channel for more anime-inspired orchestral & kawaii music!

world's best sacrificial lamb

holy enough to save you