from the lost mixtape

artwork by @crclrthots on twitter

gone so long (prod. Taylor Morgan + Brody)

on the spot (prod goyxrd)

i think im starting to believe
everything that i see
is all apart of a dream
i can never be proud of
i try to build my case
gotta give it straight 
theres no way to get out of
the endless motion of going and going
in the one direction that keeps pulling and pulling and pulling
i know theres nowhere to go
but down with this shit
imma go down with the shit
to the bottom of the mf ground w this shit
imma clown on ur bitch
imma take this thing over 
and get down with this shit
i could let you ruin my life
and have ur spirit haunt me
why dont u take mine
im just another copy
what doesn’t kill you 
pits you deeper inside
from all the vices you can’t 
run from or hide
you won’t save me from an early grave stone
no baby you know that i can’t go
i would rather be all alone
i think I’ve said that all before

it goes (prod wstdyth)

double back (prod madias)

im not feeling like myself 
unless im in this chair and fucking recording
i dont wanna get out of the house
unless im back out fucking touring
not a thing in this world 
that i find more fuckin important
every single song that i heard by you
is so fucking boring 
baby girl ur body look like a whole new world
and im trynna explore it
all the features bout you 
that something in me cant really ignore man
baby wont you tell me what ur thinking
and ill let you know if i feel the same way
please dont make me guess
you know i hate when i put my feelings on my chest
and you break in with no warrant
why cant you be what i am to you?
just another person i went and fooled
but instead i went and caught so many feelings
i never knew how to process them and let them be open
hurtin you on the inside but now everyone realize 
to get through this day i must pull myself together
with two hands that are broken
yeah im cooling myself down
baby u know id go back to the same route
where i fuckin crashed that whip that i came out
its kinda insane how i dont feel like myself 
unless im on that stage and fucking performing
imma say this right now as my one and only warning
if i dont get my shit together soon imma be 
flooring this whip
off of the edge of that cliff
what did it mean when i told you i loved you
and you said the same to me
then the very next day i never heard a word from you
not even a ring!

im not feeling like myself 
unless im in this chair and fucking recording
i dont wanna get out of the house
unless im back out fucking touring
not a thing in this world 
that i find more fuckin important
every single song that i heard by you
is so fucking boring 

you got no substance
you got no worth
you got no value
you just a curse

nothing more important (prod 30nickk)

im trynna fuck! (prod madias)

My Blood Your Hands (feat. Fantasy Camp)

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living like a king (prod rubbish x michaelwarren)

feel your pulse kid 
your life's not over
you just lost an angel
trying to get closer
padlock choker
feel your pulse
like a padlock choker

I redirect the light
to make a rainbow like a prism
I don't wanna hang around with them
I'm staying in
I'm a lost boy
I don't even get a mention
but I do it for me
you don't even gotta listen
my life is taking on a new direction
make my problems disappear
just like a magician
I had to make it work for me
I didn't have an option
love's a sacrifice
and there's blood on the alter 

shadow of a doubt
like a sundial
being followed by a specter
from way down
in a house of mirrors
and there's no way out
he thought he was cured
but it was a fake out
this is a eulogy
for the old me
before I got better
vikings funeral
put the arrow to flame
and I rose up from the embers
there's a piece of my heart
that remembers

I'm in the studio with paper rose </3


(mixed and mastered by Brody)

im trynna fuck! (prod madias)

barren

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