fuck a party

Cheatin' on Us (Remix)

Haunted Days

empty shell ft. n0legs (prod. trxpicvl)

thank you https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself  https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus https://soundcloud.com/scummusic https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty 

TRACKLIST:

00:12 - Cant sleep w/ Lil Lotus

02:26 - Walk away interlude

03:45 - Make me numb w/ lil happy lil sad

05.58 - Staying home interlude

06.40 - Honest w/ scum

09.25 - Dose

11:27 - Blink 182 interlude

12:15 - Crying on the phone

14:00 - Black Skies w/ YungJZAisDead

17:15 - The End

20:03 - BONUS TRACK - 40 years from now by Lowly God

22:51 - Outro - Moe suicide skit

✧ ♡ ✧  ♡ ✧

NEVERMIND EP (prod. killedmyself)- w/ lil lotus, scum, lil happy lil sad, YungJZAisDead & Lowly

FT: https://soundcloud.com/lilzubin
 https://twitter.com/lilzubin

PROD: https://soundcloud.com/charlieshuffler
 https://twitter.com/CharlieShuffler

ART: https://soundcloud.com/wolf_drawn
 https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN
 
MIX/MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/nick_colletti
 https://twitter.com/nick_colletti

amphetaminez ft. lil zubin (prod. charlie shuffler)

game of fate (prod. nick mira)

Mixed by IOF & Bangss
Mastered by Bangss

bangss:

In my bed i feel you wide awake
In my head i hear you everyday
But i cant wait till it all fades away
And i cant make out what your trying to say

I see monsters in my room at night
I put my mattress on floor so theres nowhere to hide
I keep my closet doors open with a light inside
The thing about all of these monsters is we look alike

Are you the one who sits behind my eyes at night rewatching all my memories like my heads a big movie screen inside
Are you the one who likes to take their precious time devising every line i write and speak
Are you the one who makes assumptions about other people and how they lead their lives. 
Are you the one who keeps me bothered
Ill wake up and check my phone screen one more time x3

Are you the one who takes my hand so frequently and tells me how its easily avoidable being beat up and used again
Are you the one who says that im your everything and nothing with a sudden change breath. 
Are you the one whos so self conscious lets be honest with ourselves for just one time
Are you the one whos so hypnotic make me forget all the trouble in my life, in my life, end my life

monsters (+ shattered)

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Monsters (+ shattered)

@smrtdeath - "you could bust out my heart if you want to" is the 21st track on “SOUND BITES,” a limited-edition CD compilation released with Blackhouse Records on December 17th, 2018 in support of the RAINN Foundation, a non-profit which carries out programs to prevent sexual violence, help survivors, and ensure that perpetrators are brought to justice

Limited to only 250 copies available, this CD compilation features 26 previously unreleased songs from some vital and prolific underground artists.

100% of the proceeds from CD sales will be donated to RAINN. Limited copies still available at: https://blackhouseinc.storenvy.com/products/25203801-underground-underdogs-sound-bites-cd-a-benefit-compilation-for-rainn

SOUND BITES

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smrtdeath - you could bust out my heart if you want to (prod. yung flex)

green eyed grl *p. nejdos*

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

empty shell ft. n0legs (prod. trxpicvl)

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