please not again w/ blackwinterwells

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

https://youtu.be/jLVbEYUUFBU

stream the song everywhere - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/fijimar/i-know

lyrics: 
We were so in love but in the end it didn’t matter
Pull my heart straight out my chest Nothing is left together

Ya
So Why you gatta treat me like that
Nothing is left for us baby leave me at the tarmac
Ya
You know I hate but u love that
It doesn’t matter I’m only good at getting laughed at
Ya
I know
I’m a fucking piece of shit but it don’t matter that I’m like that
Let
Me know
Is it funny that I’m dying because you looking like a mole-rat

I be feeling sick i be feeling really icky
Fell in love with drugs at 15 because I’m empty
They ever help but make me think that you were with me
Maybe if I didn’t feel that I’d be happy
I know
I know
I know it’s hard to feel
The pain
It grows
And nothings ever real
I know
I know
I know it’s hard to feel
The pain
It grows
And nothings ever real

Ya
So Why you gatta treat me like that
Nothing is left for us baby leave me at the tarmac
Ya
You know I hate but u love that
It doesn’t matter I’m only good at getting laughed at
Ya
I know
I’m a fucking piece of shit but it don’t matter that I’m like that
Let
Me know
Is it funny that I’m dying because you looking like a mole-rat

i know

all plats

i know [dercept] *mv in desc*

tell me anything you could give me everything
all i ever wanted was to go back home into your arms
the weight on my shoulders put me on my back
the way you cut me off gave me a heart attack
time i won’t get back
care for yourself like how you care for me
(well don’t you know)
it’s not as easy it seems
you brought me down to my knees

back in my room and i cry
worried i’m losing my time
i tally my vices sick and tired of numbing all function
got me losing my mind
there’s no reason or rhyme
only took you an hour to say sum
say goodbye i don’t wanna but i move on

too many red signs i’m taking the high road
sick of the story where nights drag on
and something just might go wrong 

there never was anything you could be saved from 
can’t imagine if i were to say sum

anything, everything

downwards spiral

life goes on [prod. shinju]

even an angel couldn't save me (prod. HXRXKILLER)

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fU28WqbVibE

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001/sets/private-playlist/s-HOot2SSDTyk

private playlist (p. drosh) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

far w/ bedhead [+ remghost & sanctuary]

☆+please dont evr give back my sweater!+☆

[Producer]
https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth

[Artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/ihatekamisama

please not again w/ blackwinterwells

barren

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