Thx polearm this song saved my life last February

love this so much thank you so fucking much

I gues s the shrooms were not meant for me

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

dye my hair an ocean blue so i can match you
there’s beauty in the falling leaf but i won’t ever catch you
why does it always feel like that i haven’t even met you

if i eat then you eat
if you’re hungry i’m hungry 
this shit ain’t for the weak
you gotta work til it’s sunny
how’d you try and stab my back when all i want was in front of me

(i cannot feel shit) i can see through your lies
i’m never at peace and it’s hard to find
i’m gonna cry would rather just stay inside
if you say that you hate it well so do i


the way that the air changed was it something i said
i can’t keep up with you you’re pacing ahead 
can’t stop being manic you just hang by a thread 
always indecisive i guess i’m screwed in the head

i don’t have the guts anymore
but i still tried to kiss you before i closed the door
i can’t imagine how you would settle the score
the way it slipped through my hands, i’m not ready for war

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why????? (all my angels cry)

tears fall from my eyes
look to the sky and plead
for an answer
why was i dealt this hand?
ink will fade to gray
as i dissipate

i’ll lay down my weapons
this battle just isn’t worth fighting for
our story is over
but i’ll never forget what you mean to me

i had a dream last night that i woke up to you
opened my eyes just to see there’s nothing left
look to the sky
why do i feel like im dying?
breathe into me and i’ll never forget you

i’ll lay down my weapons
this battle just isn’t worth fighting for
our story is over
but i’ll never forget what you mean to me

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sore loser (prod. holy mountain)

говорим базарим

i dont wanna talk about it
life isnt about who screams and shouts the loudest
long ago i lost my heart aint found it
i guess mabye i can live with out it
oh
i would tell u how i feel but you know
life it goes too fast and too slow
lot of things that id like to know
to know

its getting late i should go now
thats all i wanted to say
ill be your heat when its cold out 
because god knows that the cold goes my way
ill lift you up when ur low down
because god knows that ive been felt that way

too fast and too slow [prod. lil soda boi]

lyrics:

nothing is staying the same
why do i feel this way
i just wanna say what i think
but ur gonna think im insane 
u know ive been smoking a lot
u know im in love with the change
u dont ever leave from my mind
under a spell like a mage

girl u keep me in a lock box
always make the time stop
wish u needed me but u dont
cuz ur hearts locked
i guess that im good on my own
cuz baby u dont hit my phone 
but u know ur keeping me up at night
need u in my bed and ill be alright

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

and the moonlight seeping in my bedroom 
wont let me forget u
tell me is the nighttime getting to ur head too
i just need a minute cuz i dont wanna regret u

and ur only in my head but i miss u
baby i just wish u 
knew what i was feeling so i dont have to admit to
being scared of finding someone this soon

fill my lungs makin sure i feel alright
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
chasin bands cuz i know im livin right
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might
come around u know u can spend the night
want ur love since i saw u in the starlight
takin drugs makin sure i feel alright 
im still waiting for u cuz i know that u might

starlight

insomnia

i don’t care about that fake shit 
all these bitches so basic 
off white all on my waist bitch 
off white all on my waist bitch
i know u know i’m gonna make it 
i don’t sleep bitch i make hits
fake friends tryna take shit 
white kicks on my asics 

keep me safe 
when we rolling up 
i can’t get these bitches out my face 
im like goin up 
that lil bitch she want me be erased 
i don’t give a fuck 
silver drip it’s like i’m 
2nd place 
u can’t hit my place 

on a flight
now i’m in LA
but i can not stay 
i’m like will u please just keep real with me 
smoking too much gas 
now i’m waking planes 
i got too much pride 
i can’t play your games 


baby tell me it’s the right time 
i promise i’m trying i just want us to be fine 
i can feel the blood dripping down my spine 
i been out of line 
staying fucking high 
i been out of time

keep me safe

MUSIC VIDEO <3

CAST SPELLS w/ henny

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com

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