The best fucking song i have heard in years

And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

dye my hair an ocean blue so i can match you
there’s beauty in the falling leaf but i won’t ever catch you
why does it always feel like that i haven’t even met you

if i eat then you eat
if you’re hungry i’m hungry 
this shit ain’t for the weak
you gotta work til it’s sunny
how’d you try and stab my back when all i want was in front of me

(i cannot feel shit) i can see through your lies
i’m never at peace and it’s hard to find
i’m gonna cry would rather just stay inside
if you say that you hate it well so do i


the way that the air changed was it something i said
i can’t keep up with you you’re pacing ahead 
can’t stop being manic you just hang by a thread 
always indecisive i guess i’m screwed in the head

i don’t have the guts anymore
but i still tried to kiss you before i closed the door
i can’t imagine how you would settle the score
the way it slipped through my hands, i’m not ready for war

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head 2 the ground (neck deep cover) [prod. saint tomorrow]

@hammy

yeah i’m speeding 
swerving through my life 
i can’t slow it down 
burnt out 
trynna stack these bands 
till i can’t count 
stack it up 
don’t care if they hate me 
i don’t give a fuck
cause imma keep on doing me 
yeah no matter what 

imma keep on doing me 
burning trees like calories 
buying clothes from overseas 
and we hitting dover street 

bitch i’m geeked can’t go to sleep 
counting blues 
not counting sheep 
stuck up off the ketamine 
i don’t care bout anything

i don’t care at all 
it’s hard to get my heart involved 
cause people do me wrong 
and make me feel like it’s my fault 
don’t wanna see me win 
i know you wanna see me fall 
i see that fake shit all the time 
i can’t fuck with y’all 

don’t want your love 
don’t want your trust 
i know that it’s all a front 
cover me in bleeding cuts 
tell me that i’m not enough 
but imma prove you wrong 
and that’s without a doubt 
keep my head down 
until i make it out

yeah i’m speeding 
swerving through my life 
i can’t slow it down 
burnt out 
trynna stack these bands 
till i can’t count 
stack it up 
don’t care if they hate me 
i don’t give a fuck
cause imma keep on doing me 
yeah no matter what 

imma keep on doing me 
burning trees like calories 
buying clothes from overseas 
and we hitting dover street 

bitch i’m geeked can’t go to sleep 
counting blues 
not counting sheep 
stuck up off the ketamine 
i don’t care bout anything

hamilton - without a doubt [prod. radkoun]

hamilton - the ugly truth

unreleased

vacation

it's nothing new when i tell you that i've been stuck in my mind
where am i
i couldn't turn away the pain when i got stuck on a rhyme
i can't hide

and the bills are stacking as of late but everything is still fine
at least i won't die
who's gonna be there till the end when everything is alright
something i can't find

and there's been countless times i've been cast aside and replaced
i never noticed how my brain took those and tapped erase
and i can't see my growth i think i'm stuck inside my ways
feels like i'm never good enough but that won't ever change

i guess the truth was right in front of me
then it came packaged in my fate
and my whole life i tried to run away
and my whole life i tried to run away
and my whole life i tried to run away

it's nothing new when i tell you that i've been stuck in my mind
where am i
i couldn't turn away the pain when i got stuck on a rhyme
i can't hide

and the bills are stacking as of late but everything is still fine
at least i won't die
who's gonna be there till the end when everything is alright
something i can't find

HIDE

river of blood (prod. brody)

Heartless

neudalos' ^-^ prod@forlez193

+bleeding edge 2k21+

new music + stuff every month all 2021! <3

let go [prod. glxy]

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com

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