this new barren amazing 🔥❤️‍🩹

Been stuck in my head since the first day i heard this song. Listen to it everyday on my way to class <3

look into my eyes

life goes on [prod. shinju]

CALL IT KARMA [DJ DATA XXXCLUSIVE REMIX] #vibes 🔊🔊🔊

https://soundcloud.com/delto

mix by desmo
https://soundcloud.com/desmoxmusic

My fault 
No it is not my fault
I'll never believe you at all 
Keep being in denial
I know it helps you smile 

doing this off and on 
somethings wrong I won’t be long
before im back fucking it all up
I feel so vile
It’s been like this for a while 

everything that I see 
is flashing right before my eyes
I just want to fantasize 
about a fucking better time
where I didn’t always want to die
i realize if I were to take my own life
that I would not just be taking mine
Ill be taking the ones 
of the people who love me
way more than I can see
relax and try to just breath 
feel like im choking 
thoughts so provoking

my fault 
no it is not my fault
I won’t believe you at all
Keep being in denial
I know it helps you smile 

keep denying what’s in front of your face
seeing people do good is something you hate
can’t feel happy for others if you aint in place 
everything is fake

taking this time to reflect 
on the things I have done
taking this time to reflect on
all the people I have righted and wronged 
thinking where id be if I pushed myself a little more
thinking of who id be If I didnt think that life was a chore 

doing this off and on 
somethings wrong I won’t be long
no its not my fault
i will never believe you at all
keep being in denial 
i hope it helps you smile

oh fuck off!

music video

off and on (prod delto) (+ music video)

prod @youngburial

LYRICS
i just lost myself
inside a moment
for a moment
let's be honest

i just found
an ancient
polaroid of us
inside my broken wallet

i have found
forgiveness and
the past no longer
haunts me every moment

i just hope that you
have found your peace
because I know
that you deserve it

i reminisce
hope that-
hope that
i can find it
i reminisce
you were so-
you were so-
you were so perfect

i just found myself
in mixing medicines
i'm sleep deprived
and nauseous

i just found
a glimmer of
my sanity inside
a broken promise

i have found
forgiveness and
the things you did
in retrospect are harmless
i just hope that you
have found your peace
because I know
that you deserve it

reminisce

@prodbybrody x @taylor

lyrics:

we fall asleep while on the phone 
a couple times before we meet 
i see u staring at the wall
i hear you talking in ur sleep
i didn’t mean to blow you off
that day i ruined everything 

cuz i know how the story goes 
i remember when i stayed with u up north 
i admit you caught me lacking, its my fault   
i was faded out my skull on that tour 
(for most that year)

time has accelerated 
pour one out for the ones who didn’t make it
pour my heart out to you lying in your bed 
i’m sorry i never texted 

i see you pacing ‘round ur room 
there’s something that u wanna say 
boy u don’t know me very well
but you can tell me anything 
i didn’t mean to blow you off
that day i ruined everything

im sorry i never texted u back (prod brody x taylor morgan)

https://youtu.be/qNYFO-eWwkE?si=t5QtzMRAoePx2gyv
lyrics :D
She said I’m not perfect
I said yeah, I know
I’ll ask am I worth it?
She said she don’t know

But I think that I met the girl that’s gonna save me from death
When I’m with you, I get the feeling like my hearts out my chest
No I was fucked up in the past but now I’m trying my best
To make me worth it and show you that I’m not like the rest
I’ve never been so scared to fuck something up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love
It’s 5 AM in my bed we still up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love no

You can tell me my love doesn’t mean shit
I’ve heard it all before
Hide my pain you know you’ll never see it
Kill me and beg for more
Tell me that I don’t mean shit to you
You could tear apart my heart, beat it black and blue
Still standing, somehow, after all that you put me through
I’m doing drugs because they help me with your abuse

But I think that I met the girl that’s gonna save me from death
When I’m with you, I get the feeling like my hearts out my chest
No I was fucked up in the past but now I’m trying my best
To make me worth it and show you that I’m not like the rest
I’ve never been so scared to fuck something up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love
It’s 5 AM in my bed we still up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love no

fijimar 5am

stream

5am [dercept x jolst] mv in desc

I carry this pain
Underneath my eyelids
Spitting out my teeth

Searching for somewhere to place the blame

A river tainted
With the blood that i have lost

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Looking in the mirror
I dont know what i see
Disconnected 

Stressing over things i cant control

This cant be the end
I have to find a better way

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Here i lay broken
The crows pick at my bones
As im rotting away
Theres nothing left here to say
Thats how the story goes (x2)

The rain is pouring 
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Im sick of hiding
And crawling in my skin

This is no way to live
I feel it in my chest

downpour

.... my wounds cauterized.... my wounds caught her eyes

Wounds (Prod. Shade08)

lil shadow - recon (prod. deliverthecrush x gin$eng)

(LYRICS) @hammy     cover @with3rx mix @buffalobang
can u say a word pls talk
she dont wanna know what i be off
gave it all away i think it was enough
swear i was a fool for her i just wanted us

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

one last time everything went over my head x3

fading out 
yeah im nothing to see
i don't know what happened to me
nowadays nothing matters to me
burning up 
im 1000 degrees

they avoid me like a disease
on my own wearing raf simons sleeves
bags on me like a pharmacy 
remember when they used to hate on me

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

i can never sleep at night u can never save me
laying here wide awake i be going crazy
swear that my heart just stop when u call me baby
didnt mean break her heart i just been so lazy

geeking on a saturday she want me to come home
all i ever need was love where has all the love gone
only wanna check on me when they see where the song goes
walking round my oldtown walking round w rick owens

off and on (prod delto) (+ music video)

barren

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