https://soundcloud.com/delto

mix by desmo
https://soundcloud.com/desmoxmusic

My fault 
No it is not my fault
I'll never believe you at all 
Keep being in denial
I know it helps you smile 

doing this off and on 
somethings wrong I won’t be long
before im back fucking it all up
I feel so vile
It’s been like this for a while 

everything that I see 
is flashing right before my eyes
I just want to fantasize 
about a fucking better time
where I didn’t always want to die
i realize if I were to take my own life
that I would not just be taking mine
Ill be taking the ones 
of the people who love me
way more than I can see
relax and try to just breath 
feel like im choking 
thoughts so provoking

my fault 
no it is not my fault
I won’t believe you at all
Keep being in denial
I know it helps you smile 

keep denying what’s in front of your face
seeing people do good is something you hate
can’t feel happy for others if you aint in place 
everything is fake

taking this time to reflect 
on the things I have done
taking this time to reflect on
all the people I have righted and wronged 
thinking where id be if I pushed myself a little more
thinking of who id be If I didnt think that life was a chore 

doing this off and on 
somethings wrong I won’t be long
no its not my fault
i will never believe you at all
keep being in denial 
i hope it helps you smile

oh fuck off!

off and on (prod delto) (+ music video)

barren