this is like a year old it never got posted I think it is a good song

look where the time been going (+:: senju)

prod https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
mixed @cpt_sad

all you learned wont help you in the long run
all the times i fucked up on my own
wont teach you what you need to hear
oh my god lets get this clear 
i never wanted to be your hero to see
burn in the ashes of what i became
bite down on my tongue so i wont be one
who fell before the gods
who wouldnt let you pray
without gettin away
from all those sins you committed today
i could be all day
ill take my time when it comes to this

ill take you aside show you what's right I don't mind!
I can tell you what ur doings a waste of time
oh baby lets do this right 
please lets go do this right this time
oh my god lets go
oh my god lets show
the world what we know
yeah lets go lets go!

I always wanted to be the one who did the right thing
but im slowly learning I can never be that
I don't wanna become another stick in the mud
ill let it go to my head
just another way for an honest pay
so I can get away from everything that I thought
I would be the one to become

I never asked for you to believe 
in what I wanted to do
I just wanted you to have faith
that maybe I could pull through 
I started to break started to break
if I cannot give then I will not take
if I can not break I can not break
the bread on my plate then I will not take
I started to break started to break
if I cannot give then I will not take

you always saw the bigger picture
I don't know if ill enjoy the journey there
cause once we pick a place to settle
ill start pulling out all my hair
I can't stay settled down
no I can't stay settled ground
I can't do this by myself 
but something tells me that I will

music video

retry (prod pekarot)

prod. @peteproduction_cz
engineered @IOFmusic

lyrics:
I feel sorry for myself now
so sorry
cause no one wants to listen to my sad sob story
I wrote tons of different drafts
but no one respects my craft
does it just sound like every other sad sob story
I thought I'd at least gain points for the honesty
and vulnerability
but I feel sorry for myself now
so sorry
cause no one wants to listen to my sad sob story
I was promptly made aware that nobody really cares
I guess it sounds like every other sad sob story
that no one is trying to hear
I apologize to all you guys
I'm so sorry
you must be tired of hearing about my sad sob story
I know I don't need coddling but I still hate all this tough love shit
isn't there a middle ground between sympathy and judgment?
I was just trying to be honest
but I feel sorry for myself now
so sorry
cause no one wants to listen to my sad sob story
guess it got repetitive cause it was always the same shit
I know it sounds like every other sad sob story
that no one is trying to hear
nobody wants to listen to my sad sob story
no one wants to listen to my sad sob story
nobody's trying to listen
nobody wants to listen
nobody gives a fuck about my sad sob story
now I'm starting to question if this whole thing's for me
cause I'm kind of tired of listening to my own sob story
I should burn it all in rage
and then turn to a new page
to leave behind the ashes of my old sob story
that no one was trying to hear
no one was trying to listen to my sad sob story
no one was trying to listen to my sad sob story

Stream on Spotify

sob story (prod. pete production)

pain so potent you shouldnt inhale
words hurt more thats why my body's so frail 
i make it all up on the fly
the show must go on
will you atleast try
how can i put out my real truth
when im always lying to myself
these words im screaming back to you
seem like they come from someone else
not living up to the standard i tried to set
itd be the most honorable thing left
i made my mind up
will you do the same
if i leave right now
who else would u  have to blame
not once in these past five years
have i felt threatened by my peers
no they dont pose threat
i say everything with my chest
i got so much damn confidence
that most of yall wont be here in the end
the answers you seek
you will never get them
the ties you cut
those i will never mend
why cant you face it
no it will never leave
take time to change it
some things were made to bleed
they are the problem to an unsolvable tale
i took one look and i bailed
i tried for myself and failed
ill never be the man you wanted me to be but thats okay
id rather be the man i want to be
oh baby youll never understand
where i come from on this plan of mine

unsolvable tale (prod pekarot)

the worlds gone bad *maxxwell q*

visuals

Winter (feat. teddybear)

parking garage (prod. 2001 x jolst)

Artist : Chaotic Comfort
Lead Vocals: Bobby Blate
Background Vocals : Patrick Lykins
Record Label : Bleed Muzik Media
Written By : Nick Lachey
Production: WTM Recording

Chaotic Comfort - What Is Left

bitch say she medusa
i just wanna use her
use her and abuse her
use her and confuse her
i dont really care no more
left her at the front door
parrell we switchin shoes
now you always feelin blue


im always strugglin bitch say she wanna settle in
fuck that Im meddlin
straight scum Im poppin ritilan
seroquill up in my nose
young brash without the bold
young horns im capricorn
sell my soul just for the scorn
Imma say I made it
Imma say Im the greatest
But Im just the latest
Rockstar with a fast car
thinkin bout impressin you
thinkin bout undressin you
no limits no more change the flow
and then some more
hopefully my last song about you
hopefully my last thought about you
give me the women the power the tower the influence
to sit on my throne where I belong
steady watchin zombie arms up in the air without no fear
when I see the lights
that's when ill disappear

trust me
youre nothing
cut deeply
feel something

grab the razor and lock the door
feed the fire that is the lore
sacrifice my fucking soul
just so I can let go
just so I can let go

sell my soul for one deal
sell my soul for a happy meal
looks good and it tastes great
I look good and I taste great
makes you rot inside
fire thru my eyes

it's times like these
that I cant breathe
that I just leave
and I just grieve

SPOTIFY

Soul Cellar [prod. Solsa]

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YungJZAisDead: https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

you worth everything feat. YungJZAisDead (prod. SBANE)

mixing, mastered and made better by the amazing @mvpdyl   :*

pain



lyrics:
You switched up 
but I stayed the same 
you fucked up now I’m betrayed 
no one left for you to blame 
selfishness not no mistake nah 
did you ever care 
we’re you ever there 
stuck inside my fucking head dealing with my fear 
now I stop and stare but there’s no one there 
did you ever care 
were you ever fucking there  
thought I had no clue 
you made me waste my youth 
so I’mma take this pain 
and I bring it in my booth
cause i was there for u
what the fuck you do 
yeah you switch the fuck up on me
(hook)

retry (prod pekarot)

barren

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selfless homage

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