I Watched Love Walk Away

Never Bow

Ain’t Gonna Break Me

I Only
(c) J. Murdock McInnes Vasey

[instrumental]

There's not a thing I can do
At every turn there's you
Every place that I go
I see you and I know

How could it ever be true
How can it be I lost you
I look around and I see
All those things that could be

But they are no longer real
Things that I only feel
I know they will never be
But you are inside of me

[chorus]
Was not up to me
Not a thing I could do
You have to believe
I only love you

[instrumental]

There was a time when we knew
You and me, me and you
We were always together
Rain or shine, any weather

I don't know about you
How was it that things changed
You were just standing there
Saying you did not care

I could not believe
How could it go right by me
How could I not tell
You were all I could see

[chorus]
Was not up to me
Not a thing I could do
You have to believe
I only love you

[instrumental]

[chorus]
Was not up to me
Not a thing I could do
You have to believe
I only love you

Not a thing I could do
I only love you

I only love you

[outro]

I Only (Island)

When we’re young
Some of us need
A teacher of love
When you don’t
Get it at home
When it comes to love
How would we know
How would we know
That to grow
Means that you care
Or that you share
Outside of yourself
You even dare
To open your heart
But for some of us
It was a tough start
When you think love
Is in your head
And about being smart
When it’s not there at all
Like that girl you
Used to pass in the hall
Hoping she’d be open to you
Even though you knew
The chances were small
If at all
Hell you were lucky
If she even glanced
Your way
And maybe make your day
At least that was 
What you hoped
Love would be dope
If that were to occur
But what if it didn’t
What if you weren’t sure
Maybe she looked
At another guy
And you thought
She was looking into your eyes
And you acted surprised
When she caught you
Looking at her
And those feelings inside
You know the ones 
That got stirred
Made you feel crazy
And made you turn away
Was that love
That you felt that day
Or maybe just getting closer
To that amazing day
When it became real
And there was no doubt
About how it feels
©2025 wr heustis

How It Feels

Probation Chemical

A deep, introspective Cinematic Post-Rock track about confronting and documenting past trauma without being defined by it. The music builds around a vast, ambient soundscape, utilizing layered synth strings, echoing guitar motifs, and a pulsing, patient rhythm to convey the sense of systematically rebuilding one's internal emotional structure.

The Architecture of Memory

After the Fall (Still Got Love)

“The Call in the Rain” is Anders J Holm’s most personal song yet — a blues-rock tribute to a brother, a bandmate, and a friend he lost too soon.

It’s the sound of a man driving through a storm with the weight of a name in his chest…
the sound of headlights on wet pavement…
the sound of a song played one last time under hospital lights.

Raw, cinematic and painfully human, this track carries the kind of honesty you only earn through real loss.
No filter.
No polish.
Just truth.

For everyone who’s ever loved someone they weren’t ready to lose —
this song is for you.

The Call in the Rain

Charme nacional

SET - Black Charme - Dj William - Pegada De negao

🎧 Bartosz | The Recalibration Architect
Hello there! I create Cinematic Alternative music.

My sound is a constant motion across genres—from the heavy sub-bass of Dark Electro-Blues and the ambient space of Post-Rock, to the vibrant rhythm of Afro-Dance Pop.

The Mission: Every style serves a single, focused purpose: Mental Recalibration.

My work is rooted in deep psychology, exploring attachment patterns, healing trauma, and the journey from chaos to clarity. Each track is a deliberate protocol or map designed to guide the listener through a specific phase of this profound transformation.

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Your direct support is essential for transforming these psychological concepts into fully realized audio experiences. Every donation, no matter how small, helps cover the critical costs of production. 😊

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If you value this journey and want to hear the next chapter of the Recalibration, you can buy me a virtual coffee or send any amount you feel comfortable with using the PayPal link in my profile.

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The Architecture of Memory

Bartosz Polak