R039 (2020 RARE)

tonight (prod. x10derrick)

prod. canyouseetheghost x hero <3

Lyrics:

someday
it will be someday
and if i die after you i'll kill you one day
one day
maybe one day
shit'll work out
and life'll hit the right way
you'll lose me someday
it will be someday
and if i die after you i'll kill you one day
one day
maybe one day
shit'll work out
and life'll hit the right way

i'll explain to you
i'll explain to you
i'll explain to you
i'll explain to you

v: yea i have a question

h: no no no

v: i just kinda
it's so hard to get into somebody elses head
shit you might as well only have 4 of your senses 
fuck
or even 3

h: its art
its not music
at least that's how i see it
it's just me in an .mp3 file or .wav or whatever

h: i really don't think you could hurt me
even if you tried i don't think you could
you wouldn't be
you wouldn't be the first person to treat me like this
but i will make sure you're the last

(hero - lust snippet - unreleased as of right now)

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Purple Rain

EverythingsNotOk (prod. dash)

Often I find that I’m lost in my mind
As I clock in and die
Cognitive dissonance as a way to survive
Numbing the senses until I go blind
(x2)

I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
Baby, take my hand
Where do you wanna go?
I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
Where did everybody go
When I was stuck in a hole?
I keep digging like a mole
'Till I’m on the other side

I’ve been chasing shadows in the dark
Looking for a spark
But the fire never starts, it just leaves another mark
Dreams feel distant, fading out of view
Is it me, or the world, that’s too broken to break through?
I’m a ghost in the crowd, screaming out loud
But my echoes drown in the noise all around
Wearing a mask so they don’t see my scars
Inside I’m lost, drifting too far

I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
Baby, take my hand
Where do you wanna go?
I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
Where did everybody go
When I was stuck in a hole?
I keep digging like a mole
'Till I’m on the other side

Heart of Coal (muelsa)

2. I GOT IT (prod tenshi)

I can’t stay any longer (prod.depressedplayboi)

"𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕟"
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lyrics:

[verse 1]
you are perfection ain't nothing less
sundress so tight, you dress to impress
the taste of your lips makes me second guess
if i can commit cause i am depressed
a perfect picture i will burn
drown in the liquor I got her concerned
sunlight is waning so we should return
the stars in the night, an image that is burned
RIGHT IN THE BACK OF MY SKULL
ALONG WITH THE IMAGE OF HER GOING COLD
MY LOVING SWEET EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE KNOWN
TAKE ME INSTEAD, PLEASE GOD LET HER GO HOME
why cant i find what i seek
blacked out, wake up at the top of the peak
drowsily realize she left me again
this time forever, my mental descent

[verse 2]
run back to my house flip through photographs
my mind cannot seem to come and grasp
my angel is dead, will she fall from the heavens to see me again
maybe im dreaming this whole damn event
under my bed i found the red sweater that she has left smells just like perfume she got at celeste
first time i saw her, she stole my heart; theft

[bridge]
i really miss you
i need a tissue
you were perfection 
and this was my fault
I let you hit the asphalt

[hook]
perfect connection i knew
right from the start showed affection to you
i can't believe you're gone what will i do
stay in my bed for 5 months cause im blue
x2

[verse 3]
I seem not at home when
you ain't give me dome bent
i seem not at home when
you aint give me dome bent
why cant i just find what i want
fuck my damn life why cant i restart

[bridge 2]
all this fucking pain in my brain
think ill kill myself just so we can meet again
will i take a bullet or jump in front a train
take some cyanide, or resume being insane

[hook]
perfect connection i knew
right from the start showed affection to you
i can't believe you're gone what will i do
stay in my bed for 5 months cause im blue
x2

[outro]
trapped inside my headspace
coping by just smoking the whole god damn cigarette case
known as the boy who got that damn red face
anxiety building its causeing the fucking headshakes
hope you got your bets placed
cause honestly these people be moving at an intense pace
get up out of bed and get your debts paid
someday you'll escape the pain no matter the intensity

tonight (prod. x10derrick)

eve

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