you gon miss me

ft. @scummusic & @youngburial

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

♡ scum ♡
can you tell me who i am
cause i don't know myself at all 
i'm just trying to find my way from here
i'm falling apart in your eyes 
you see me for what i am now no disguise 
i won't hide myself from you now

♡ fats'e ♡
u can blame it all
blame it all on me I don't care
I know what I saw
kill me in my sleep so i don't feel
now that you see me for what i am
I've got nothing left to hide I swear

you can blame it all on me (leave me here now)
no I don't care I don't care (leave me here now)

♡ 93 ♡
just crash in the wave 
let the air take you away
fossilized and disgraced 
pressed in pages misplaced
where is your sun now? 
where can you run now?
nowhere's my home ground
just streets and dirt gowns

srry bout ur shoes ft. scum & fats'e

an album about how i've been feeling lately

bandcamp (physical CDs available here too): bit.ly/2qBSeCp 


credits:
@jvbeats666
@yung-hy
@ihateshinigami
@nothingnowheremusic
@prodmikefrost
@ericnorth
@xchrisvayle
@machinesix

download & physicals

shy - red cap (prod. jay vee + nothing,nowhere. + mike frost)

Ft.
https://soundcloud.com/smrtdeath 
https://twitter.com/smrtdeath

Prod.
https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

Art.
https://twitter.com/disintegr8tion
https://www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

Feeling like shit  Ft. smrtdeath (Prod. 4evr)

prod. @notmorgn

Far away from home, dont you miss me?
I can tell it's love, the way you kiss me
You were something to remember
Forests in December
Are cold but you left me just frozen in the center

Shit, I ain't mean to fall in love
Now I'm just falling out of touch
I can't feel my face
Thoughts keep me awake

You'd rather see me dead in my grave 
How could you say that shit to my face?
Oh fuck, it doesn't matter
I don't think any better
Bones are just breaking
My heart is just shattered

We're far away from okay
We've lost our minds, but you say
You've never felt so close to home
Slept since that day that we met
'Cause we dream to forget
What it feels like to feel so alone

We're far away from okay
We've lost our minds, but you say
You've never felt so close to home
Slept since that day that we met
'Cause we dream to forget
What it feels like to feel so alone

grievingseason. & guccihighwaters - far away from okay (prod. notmorgn)

@guardinmusic
@imnegativezer0

lyrics:
ive been saving this for the weekend
an eighth of spliffs to numb my emotions
my hair is split, im cutting the lose ends
my brain is shit, im tired of trying
im sick of this patience 
logic comes to dying
i knew you were lying but i didnt care
you were something to stop my self hatred
i didnt dare ask a question
you're always on my mind
intervention for loving too many times
did i mention this pain is a way of life?
you learn to live with it
or you let it eat you alive

id kill myself
just to be myself
dont even ask the question
all ill be is a burden

who the fuck am i
just another psychopathic little prick you decide
it's much better here without me cause you're feeling alive
all i ever did was love you but everything dies 

there's a monster in my head that's rippin' me apart 
vacant spaces in the places where we both would start
to separate and every day i blow my candles out
i sit inside but that's not something you  could care about
my heartbeat has grown tired of the wind
if you don't love me anymore than please don't bother to attend 
i'm a waste of energy i'll never see the point in this
arms length, this love is tragic, i'm not something you would miss

i'm so fucking lost without you
they don't really care about you

Follow me <3

before the storm (ft. guardin) [prod. negative zero]

go follow this boi @guccihighwaters
he=god

prod @kryptik_official

lyrics: 
cabe-
I'm sinking to the bottom but my wrist still glisten
talking for a while but you never really listened 
would you really go
girl i aint no Romeo
you aint no Juliet but for you id take bullets yeah
how you still by my side when I'm so dead inside
i aint got nowhere else to hide
ill look you in the eyes i aint gunna tell no lies
vices got me falling I've got nothing to deny that
I'm falling deeper I'm balling daily
im calling no one they call me ignore em
I'm falling 
fuck it I'm falling 

guccihighwaters- 
i’m sinking to the bottom but my wrist still glisten
problems are a problem you’re the only one that listened
i don’t want new friends behind my back always bitching
you can always ask me and i’ll tell you why im distant
new year soon it always brings new faces
but imma keep my distance and just work up on my statements
i’ve been too lost like what the fuck is coming next
im always getting really nervous everytime i get a text
happiness in small doses
so im taking a breath
if im sad for too long then
im takin a rest
happiness in small doses
so im taking a breath
and if im sad for too long
then i’ll run up a check
sinking to the bottom

cabe x guccihighwaters - sinking to the bottom (prod. kryptik)

Produced by Young Taylor
Featuring convolk (@convolk)
https://open.spotify.com/album/5MocJOuiNcuY67zz8w5SaY?si=UvclfgYwRNCFceFWckRKxA
https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/i-cant-feel/1362348385?i=1362348656

Lyrics:
I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel yeah
Nothing real yeah yeah
I can’t feel nothing real yeah
I’m so numb yeah yeah 
I’m so dumb yeah
I’m so young yeah
I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel a thing

Nothing numbing out the pain 
Put that bullet in my brain 
Take the memory in vein
Pour the liquor down the drain
Nowadays don’t feel the same
I could take all of the blame
Shoulda done it from the start
But you tore me right apart 
Put that knife into my heart 
Now all I got is my art 
Ima be superstar girl hop up in my car girl 
I don’t pop no bar I don’t pop no bean yeah
I don’t take no xan I don’t drink no lean yeah
Im just counting bands counting up the green yeah
Sticking to the plan sticking with the team yeah

I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel yeah
Nothing real yeah yeah
I can’t feel nothing real yeah
I’m so numb yeah yeah 
I’m so dumb yeah
I’m so young yeah
I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel a thing

i can't feel a thing
when you hit my phone i let it ring
never gonna never feel the sting
crown of thorns i guess that im a king
money talks, yea yea yeah
baby i just want you to walk away
guess that we should talk, just not today
im busy getting all this fcking guap okay
hit me up, hit me up yeah
guess im never gonna talk yeah 
hit me up, hit me up yeah
guess im never gonna talk yeah
i can't feel a thing
i let it ring
never feel sting
crown of thorns im a king yeah

I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel yeah
Nothing real yeah yeah
I can’t feel nothing real yeah
I’m so numb yeah yeah 
I’m so dumb yeah
I’m so young yeah
I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel a thing

Follow James Colt:
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www.itsjamescolt.bandcamp.com
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I Can't Feel w/ convolk (prod. Young Taylor)

Bae Robins x BasedLordJorffy ~ Lost Love

https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=PhKg76VJE3M

ep dropping december 9th <3

leave me out w the waste
this is not what i do
if im rotting away ill be thinking of you

rotting away like used 2
demons on my back but i move through
you act like you did back in high school
im fighting the tide of this whirlpool
gave you my heart just don't break it 
but i know its fate imma face it
but idk if ill make it
know you'll break me so i stay faded
do you feel like me 
i needa know
every time you leave can't let you go
you don't wanna be me theres things you don't know
i wake up feeling alone
i hate myself 2 the bone
i look in the mirror all i see is a ghost
and i just can't pick up the phone
imma block your number bitch leave alone
soon you'll be gone like the rest of them
you'll fall out of love ill fall apart again 
its true
girl im just a walking skeleton
who knew it would be this hard again
shit i knew