stressed out </3
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u dont ever put ur hair down
dont know how to chill
baby u been stressed out
dont know how to feel
yeah girl i understand u
i forget about the world when im round u
but i dont know a single thing about u
and i dont really care who say they had u
if its money that u want 
i guess it found u
if its love that we want
i got some bad news
all the pain in the world is hurtin me too

but i cant let that girl see my face
im stressed out
but i cant let that girl see my face 
im stressed out

and i cant let that girl know that we the same 
got a bullet with her name going to my brain
and i know that she like me 
but do she even like me
dont wanna stress her out anymore 
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<3

-emo fruits aka yung burnout baby im BURNT OUT

STRESSED OUT (PROD. LIL SP00K)

dont let me up </3 
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Something in the water
Baby let me drown
It's getting darker
I can't hear a sound
Think I lost her
Think I let her down
I'm a goner
Yeah I'm a goner

Yeah all this pain
Yeah it's all hers
I can feel the hurt between all your words
Look me in the eyes
And yeah I can't move
Look me in the eyes
I swear it gets worse
Baby you're poison to all of my thoughts in my head
Maybe I'm better off dead with the ghost in my bed

Something in the water
Baby let me drown
It's getting darker
I can't hear a sound
Think I lost her
Think I let her down
I'm a goner
Yeah I'm a goner

Yeah I've fallen enough
Don't let me up
Yeah I'm fallin in love
Don't let me up
Yeah I've fallen enough
Don't let me up
Yeah I've fallen enough
Fallen enough
Yeah I've fallen enough
Don't let me up
Yeah I've fallen enough
Don't let me up
Yeah I've fallen enough
Don't let me up
Yeah I've fallen enough
Fallen enough

Something in the water
Baby let me drown
It's getting darker
I can't hear a sound
Think I lost her
Think I let her down
I'm a goner
Yeah I'm a goner

Yeah all this pain
Yeah it's all hers
I can feel the hurt between all your words
Look me in the eyes
And yeah I can't move
Look me in the eyes
I swear it gets worse
Baby you're poison to all of my thoughts in my head
Maybe I'm better off dead with the ghost in my bed

Something in the water
Baby let me drown
It's getting darker
I can't hear a sound
Think I lost her
Think I let her down
I'm a goner
Yeah I'm a goner

Yeah I've fallen enough
Don't let me up
Yeah I'm fallin in love
Don't let me up
Yeah I've fallen enough
Don't let me up
Yeah I've fallen enough
Fallen enough
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<3

DONT LET ME UP (prod. youforia)

There I stand with shaky hands
Tip over an hourglass
The seconds and the hours pass
But it takes too long
I give way too much too fast
Cus mama said good things don’t last
Enjoy it while it’s in your grasp
She said
If you set something free
And it returns, it’s yours to keep
Take me with, wherever you go
When you’re not here, I lose control
Too depressed to leave my bed
I’ve constructed a rats nest
Of loneliness and bitterness 
But I carry on
Secrets that don’t need confessed
Tearing at my wounded flesh
Bottle up this emptiness
Like truth
If you set something free
And it returns, it’s yours to keep
Take me with, wherever you go
When you’re not here, I lose control
Take me with, wherever you go
When you’re not here, I lose control

Written, recorded, mixed, & performed by Steven Pryce JR [07/08/23]
With love, from me to you
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takemewith?losecontrol

(Uh, I feel, I feel, I feel like)
(Uh, I feel like, uh)
(I feel like, uh)

I
Feel like I should be on top of the world
Feel like I shouldn’t be struggling with drugs
Feel like I should go up more everyday
Feel like I’m ‘posed to be the role model
‘Posed to be the first to make it
‘Posed to put my brothers on
I put loyalty over everything (uh, put it on God)
Uh, bitch I swear I hope my brothers make it further than me
And I say this shit so much, ain’t no fakin’ in me
Ain’t no snake up in my veins
But you know blood don’t mean shit
All my brothers from the mud
Yeah, that mean we mudd bruddas
Yeah, what Rino say

I feel like I’m ‘posed to be the one
That’s making a way
I feel like I’m ‘posed to be the one
That’s not stuck up in his ways
I feel like I’m ‘posed to be the one
That’s makes it all fair
That shows my people there’s a way
‘Posed to never hesitate
‘Posed to carry all the weight
‘Posed to make a way
‘Posed to make a way
I hate how I’m feelin’ today
Feel like a failure I can’t show it
Supposed to be the one giving my brothers confidence
‘Posed to tell ‘em “believe in yourself, everything is possible”
But I don’t even believe in myself
So how the fuck could I tell ‘em that?
Struggling with insecurities everyday
How can I just kill ‘em off?

I
Feel like I should be on top of the world
Feel like I shouldn’t be struggling with drugs
Feel like I should go up more everyday
Feel like I’m ‘posed to be the role model
‘Posed to be the first to make it
‘Posed to put my brothers on
I put loyalty over everything (uh, put it on God)
Uh, bitch I swear I hope my brothers make it further than me
And I say this shit so much, ain’t no fakin’ in me
Ain’t no snake up in my veins
But you know blood don’t mean shit
All my brothers from the mud
Yeah, that mean we mudd bruddas
Yeah what Rino say

1. Loyalty O℣ER Everything [prod. noah808 + cardo & waster]

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

u can kill me, it's our secret. (+ hallowsdeath)

spotify/apple music

U Can Kill Me, It's Our Secret. (+ｔ ｅｅｎ ｐｒｅｇｎａｎｃｙ. )

Are you happy?
Sorry, im just asking for a friend
You were pointing and laughing
When you made fun of that poor kid

Lemme ask you think hes happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Cause he dont really know what really happened
Hes the butt of the joke not your friend

Now lemme ask Are you happy
When the world is crashing
Are you lookin up to god to make amends
Do you think hes laughing
While your ass is gasping for the last breath you can share with your friends

Are you happy
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause aint nobody really ask me
And as of late i felt like shit

everyday he wants to call it a quits
He thinks of all the ways he can off and commit
Says He lost hope hes all alone he doesnt know where to go 
He locks himself inside his room when hes home

But is he happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Because everyone is acting
To impress some stupid bitch

So lemme ask you are you happy?
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause she can make you happy
Ruin your life all over again

Im scared to admit it
Im so committed
Dont be offended
I know i wont be forgiven
My reach is overextended
Im so demented
Im so inventive
I think of ways to get through to you but i dont ever get it

Dont think ill ever get it

No i wont understand it
I swear its like you had planned it
Lemme ask are you finished?

Like are you completed

Is everything supersuceeded
Cause i feel so damn defeated
And i dont know why i need it

Now im feelin replinshed
And everything so diminished
Like Are we really deleted

I cant believe it

we don't often ask for much (+ sonya36)

We Don't Often Ask for Much (+ sonya36)

PRODUCED BY ME,  lyrics : 
stay alive baby trynna stay alive
I don't wanna tho im calling it a night
how you really  bout to leave over a fight

how you gonna feel when I just die 
ive ben hiding how im feeling now im not
fucking evil I just call this all to stop now
I just miss all of our dinners but that stops now
im gone stare down the barrel of my glock now
fuck ay im stuck ay just want to run ay I cant tho,
im fucked, im so fucked, im so done, all my fans,
claim they love me, do they really fucking love me? give me money, they give me something, is that really fucking something? I want her,
only her, almost bought this bitch a purse, I don spent up every check to make her happy not reverse
she don't care that im alone, I don't got nowhere to turn
I swear I do it to myself and I aint never fucking learn
I got glocks, I got beans, guess that's all the fuck I need,
I cry please I cry please, broke my life with fucking ease
im gon do it to myself I swear to god (repeated )
running from my problems for a bag now
stay alive trynna stay a fucking live now,
I don't wanna tho im calling it a night now
how you really bout to leave over a fight now
how you gonna feel when I just die now, yea ugh,how the fuck you feel when I just die now
ive ben hiding how im feeling now im not
fucking evil I just called it you can stop now
I just miss all of our dinners but that stops now

yea all that stops now, all that stops (repeated )
all that stops, now , now, all that stops, now, now

sad song i made when i was super depressed, its rough but the bass goes crazy i guess

jay roll, emo fruits, & john solo - phases (prod. User67)

brevik - @ungothafucka
IG - @brevikclark
TWITTER - @brevikc10

far from over it <///3
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(brevik)

get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
i was playin wit my life like i always do
bad bitch asked me what im gunna do
i said im gunna end it
she said fuckin send it
i was at the counter waitin for u
all black nails with the red shoes
all black nails and the cigarettes
pressed on me against the bed
there i lay until the end
until the end
but i think i need a new bitch
and i think i need a new script
cuz this addy got me restless
and im far from over it

(emo fruits)

far from over it 
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it

baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this 
baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this

lookin so right yeah
gettin so high yeah
needa get higher
i needa feel the fire
baby it hurts too much to see ur face right now
baby it hurts too much with all this space right now
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far from over it w/ brevik (prod. kcaaz x christian)

After over a year its finally here thank you for your patience, love, and support. Here is a piece of me for you. -✦✦

producers:
1. @808gila
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2a4MbzmNLr59O7ryeFLf-Q/videos?view_as=subscriber

2. @jtpark
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4r-CQERjH2Yf3z8OZ0qxQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjtpark/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodjtpark

2, 3, & 13. @user67beats
TT: https://traktrain.com/user67
IG: https://www.instagram.com/user67beats/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodbyuser67

4, 5, & 15: @prodby2k6
TT: https://traktrain.com/2k6#398704
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodby2k6/
TW: https://twitter.com/ProdBy2k6

6, 7, 10, & 11: @Kcaaz
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXAzzCItZ91iCEUJbWqrAgA
IG: https://www.instagram.com/kcaaznc/?hl=en
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5evZsbAa7rBuUzmrrSyBIe?si=iUEGtukVT_mLxO_UvHJ7DQ

8. @wavkid90
WEB: https://wavekid.infinity.airbit.com
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCePpyk8hUD8NjwnuDXtHmYQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/liltutur/

9: @lilbearshawty
IG: https://www.instagram.com/lilbearshawty/
TW: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7hkeWsaD98uWlpKLukw0qK

12: @young-enzo
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVEQ2aSgBXJUVcaK-W-VBcA

14. @shanikai
IG: https://www.instagram.com/shanikai/

sad song i made when i was super depressed, its rough but the bass goes crazy i guess

BasedLordJorffy