lyrics: i don’t even like to live the way i fucking do 
hoping the plane crashed but i survived too 
now im begging to sleep til the end of time 
to dream about those days where u were mine 
so 
i just try to find a way to get high 
neglecting my body for the 87th time 
wish that i can vibe with the others but i cant 
so im keeping quiet about my own mind 

please 
change my mind girl 
it’s eating me alive 
i’ve been tryna live just fine 
but i cannot do that shit 

please 
change my mind girl 
it’s eating me alive 
i’ve been tryna live just fine 
but i cannot do that shit 

i’ve been tryna fucking split 
from my fucking mind 
i willl do it all 
even if i fucking die 
learn from my mistakes 
look for brighter lights 
my past will always haunt me 
as long as i’m alive 

sleeping it off 
i don’t really give a fuck bout the cost 
i hate to speak about it but i know in the end it’s gonna be thoughts after thoughts 
like watch the sky 
i hear the stars in your mind 
i would have mofucking died 
if it wasn’t for ur life 

thanking the person who has saved me so many times 
i wish nothing but the best in your life 
you made my life so much more enjoyable 
i hope it doesn’t destroy you when i die 

thanking the person who has saved me so many times 
i wish nothing but the best in your life 
you made my life so much more enjoyable 
i hope it doesn’t destroy you when i die

because of you (prod. slashy)

stop me

DaDon [p.chxsen]

Based Ralf - WindowPain

Why am I suprised...

Lyrics:
Why am i suprised that you picked them first
Why am i suprised that things got worse
I cant feel a thing but it all hurts
Cycle on repeat cause my lifes cursed

I hear a silent melody play inside my head
Then i put it in my songs and i light a cigarette 
Things arent ever changing i just wish that i was dead
I got chains around my neck i feel existential dread

I dont wanna do anything 
I just wanna get high again
Lay in bed, feel depressed and lie again

My eyes close slow
All i feel is low
Numb my pain then go
I sleep in my smoke

I speak to my ghosts
They say im crashing
Ive been on my own
Its the last thing i ever wanted

I CANT FEEL A THING BUT IT ALL HURTS (Prod. IOF)

prod bear

LYRICS
slow down ur goin way too far
youll leave me in the past
but thats ur favorite part
pipe down i know whats goin on
u think im stupid but
i get my paper up
im not afraid im jus alone in this world
i need a bag and my girl
i wanna show u the world
uh uh
but she wont stay 
or gimme time of the day
so i jus stay in my lane
and try to do her the same way
uh