Old Rap Shit

"uhh, I been dealing with so much it’s like life’s been eating at me
everyday starts with a smile and eventually im unhappy

domesticated, complicated sinking in thoughts, I hate it
would anyone out there listen if I had courage to say it?

they never do, claim its some booboo like im gastric reflex 
after a couple tums been chewed and ya stomach sets.

solid like feces 
but the worst in the species
I wanna let the kids know that I suck and its just not cool to be me

forgive me ma it’s been a while since I had felt this way
no one knows when it’s gonna be our time to fade away
I try not to worry but I just don’t know what to else say
I guess I didnt expect to reach the very end today


confined in solace cause the cats got my tongue, I didn’t want to say this but to know you dying is fun.

I lose a fuck every time i look at the clock 
cause I can die at any moment and know that time will not stop.

third son to a mother who scared he’ll die in a ditch
cause he been hurt so many times that he feels his life is a bitch


can’t remember how many times praying has helped in his life
Always been let down and considered doing things with a knife

forgive me ma it’s been a while since I had felt this way
no one knows when it’s gonna be our time to fade away
I try not to worry but I just don’t know what to else say
I guess I didnt expect to reach the very end today."


Very End [rough] (@jaythecorruptor)

life.

Lyrics:

im thinkin I should stick it
stick it to the vein let it flow out
profusely but making the most of the last bit of blood that I got
on the ground waiting for my heart to stop;
dead wrong and I know it
cuts to the point; spewing fine red lead let it keep going
my vision grows hazy, it’s crazy
pics on the wall; eyes of a long gone eradicates me


here we go
here we go
here we go 
here we go

take a shot to ease my mind
three breaths of regret
there’s no turning back
I wanna end it all
and my minds set

Razor to the vein, a feeling I need
so much left unsaid 
I could stop it but I'd rather let it bleed


drop everything
after all I’ve done; I hope they never find my body
drowning in the blood of my own
no one could save me
I made this my fate
now it’s my turn to die

self inflicted pain, it’s real when alone. 
it’s a part of the game
I’ve not been the same
i know that I’ve I changed
feeling so deranged 
im not growing up
im just growing away
ever since

since I realized the bullshit
how you expect a fuckin push when
everyone you once loved in ya life is long gone and dead
and you searching but you cannot find the answer to your questions?

always meet dead ends when given guidance
can’t do it anymore, no longer will I try to hide it
put a smile on; how could you not see that I was lyin?
I gave it all and nothing changed 
I still feel like im dying

Let It Bleed

$37 dollas 
and you cannot afford that?
you could write a fool a check 
then make it bounce back
make that ass clap
clip and grip a presale
no one got the money, make my life a livin hell

$37 dollas 
and you cannot afford that?
you could write a fool a check 
then make it bounce back
make that ass clap
whip and grip a presale
no one got the money, make my life a livin hell

they asking but saying they out of the loot
lookin for cheaper
who roll with the Ü?

wait til the last week to hit up ya crew
act like they broke like never knew you

was asking they asses months in advance
you hoe ima flame up ya pants
ruin ya life like I did in Japan
don’t even say shit like you been a fan

I been sellin from the Ü to Tx
achin for checks
postin on IG 
you know that we tryna finesse
overseein to the best
yo fuck all the rest

drop a mixtape
and then rock out the fest
gotta keep them bills straight
guess what? we payin them late
all that you fools gotta say
is “yo homeboy I might gotta wait”


you think we hustlin it just for the fun?
droppin a ticket or two
going from city to city
half don’t even reply
wastin our gas just cause you shy

day of the show
you up on the page
lookin for tickets that’s priced in your range
some of us frontin the money just to make sure you get one, so we payin ya way

you little boxhead kids shame on you
better ask ya granny next time or its gonna be I O U
but what you owe me gonna be a titty understand? ya feel me

so pick up ya tickets to night of unsilent
Unity-TX got them tickets
two days after Christmas December 27th
Don’t ignore the message it’s a part of our promotion

but if you do that’s some straight up hoe shit
ima rub it in like some fuckin lotion
but don’t be that dude
ignoring this hitta cause you just too cool for it

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