w/ @etais0

prod number48

mix + master @etais0

scarface w/ etai s0 (number48)

https://soundcloud.com/ray-mat-187817909
https://soundcloud.com/sshinju

medicine (ft. suda) [prod. shinju]

ATF +crowboy

Lyrics:

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“I can’t
 call the ^
And i cannot ever see you
I miss 
The lOws”

I use to wake up every morning 
Almost near 12:00
In the after-
-Noon it was pouring
Not from the rain
But from my eyes /. /. /.
All the drugs couldn’t save me
I couldn’t feel or really felt anything
And I felt deceiving 
I couldn’t help it
I tried to end it 
I tried to stop 
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I tried to kill myself 
It didn’t wrk 
And I told myself 
you can’t stop
don’t tell 
Nobody
Cause they don’t care about
Where you’ll go
They don’t care about
/.. /.
Your soul
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/. I’m gonna do /. it again
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Your leaving now
Your not going again 
I’m leaving now
Your not going again 
Ima leave right now
Don’t kill again!
Leave somehow!


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ihavetokillagain

liketht w riviXP + thinkiexist

nokia2k - crashing w/ keifer moon

MV - https://youtu.be/Z4oApHN6q0c?si=vmH7M7ZB8kHhC1AV

Lassie (prod. dead spyro)

produced with hugs by joysick
art by @stellathepixie
music video soon

lyrics:

lying in the fields with a vision in my brain
and i think it’s gonna rain now
dreaming in the clouds and my head is very loud
and i’d stop it if i knew how
don’t really have a plan, that’s okay though
i can think of something, help your best friend out
life is going slow now, i don’t mind though
these days it’d be okay if i just drop out
the only things that matter are the butterflies in the sky
and the businessmen in the suits are just demons in disguise

sometimes life lets you down and that’s okay
we can find each other’s selves and find out a way
sometimes i just give up but not this time
this time i’ll figure out why i am alive

we can find a meaning and figure it out
i’m swimming with the dolphins and the starfish now
i can breathe underwater
i’m not your daughter, and if i was her
i’d have more fun than her
i’m living in the lisa frank dimension now
ballista letting all of my tension out
not quite a perennial, i’m a late bloomer
not quite a millennial, but barely a zoomer
think about you and me, it’s not like that
have fun with that, and go way back down to the background
don’t wanna fight now, i don’t want you on me now

liketht w riviXP + thinkiexist

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