Don't know exactly what you want from me, when all I can hear is your cold cold heartbeat

This is the final remixed and remastered version of my original song 'Melatonin'

Insomnia (I Don't want to Let Go)

Literally wrote this song in half a hour to figure out how to record and this is what I came up with so its obviously not great but it's eh :)

Don't Hesitate

Here's a little song I wrote today :) Very rough vocals but it kinda fits the vibe
Lyrics:
Deep down in the valley there's a little black cat 
Who tries not to cross peoples path
He's told he's bad luck but he doesn't get it
Why would the colour of his fur effect anything?

He walked past a little girl singing a song
She smiled and pet his head
He felt so happy he could've died
He sat there for a little while
He finally felt accepted for what he was

Little black cat sang his song with his best friend little girl
They sat there for hours writing tunes 
That would match her vocal range

Little girl’s mother called from afar 
So she smiled and she drifted away
Little black cat watched with his beady eyes
He smiled and he turned to a grave
He finally felt accepted for what he was

Little Black Cat

I am feeling crappy
Just trying to be happy
I love
To laugh

Never be alright
Staying up all night
It wont be better
This is my goodbye letter

I hurt them a ton
I lost everyone
All I do is cry
Thats why I wanna die

I had somebody I loved
I shed for her my blood
Trying to be kind
To mask my sick mind

Life is kinda mess
She was my bless
Beautiful travel
Stopped by tiny pebble

I hurt them a ton
I lost everyone
All I do is cry
Thats why I gonna die

Life has been rough
Sorry for being not enough
I am just helpless
Not making any progress

Sit and listen
Body is souls prison
I dont want to plea
Just let me be free

I hurt them a ton
I lost everyone
All the time I cried
Thats why I died...

I hurt them a ton
I lost everyone
All I do is cry
Thats why I wanna die

Thats why...

Take a minute
Or more
Theres no limit
Just explore

Let out your steam
These moments are rare
This is a dream
Breeze of cold air

Its not gray
Colors blend
Please just stay
Until the end

Just you and me
Under a moonlight
We are free
At beautiful midnight

Bright stars
On a dark sky
Like fireflies
It makes me cry

Look around
How they glow
Without sound
Enjoy the show

This amazing place
Surrounded by mist
With so much space
I just cant resist

Others must be blind
Many galaxies above
With empty mind
Comet flying like dove

Just you and me
Under a moonlight
We are free
At beautiful midnight

Bright stars
On a dark sky
Like fireflies
It makes me cry

Open your eyes
Universe is deep
Unthinkable size
I see it in sleep

Getting lost
Lacking breath
But grass is so soft 
Crickets jumping with stealth

Leaving early would be crime
This wont last forever
I just wanna freeze time
Now lets sing together

Just you and me
Under a moonlight
We are free
At beautiful midnight

Bright stars
On a dark sky
Like fireflies
It makes me cry
It makes me cry

Moonlight

Will you remember this day ?
Because today i will die
I just wanted to say
My last goodbye

I tryed to be happy
But my mood is still snappy
I feel so much pain
Only thing I hope for is bullet to the brain

Your hug and kiss
Your shelter from blizz
Thats what im gonna miss
For many years

Tell me now
How can i laugh again
Tell me how
How can i love again

Now you are not mine
And i dont remember the last time
I had no worries, no stress
Time when my head wasnt mess

I was yours
You were mine
Without your cures
I wont be fine

Your hug and kiss
Your shelter from blizz
Thats what im gonna miss
For many years

Tell me now (Tell me please)
How can i laugh again
Tell me how (Please I beg you)
How can i love again

Tell me how

River flows on
Every day will start with dawn
River flows on
Even when you are gone
River flows on
You will be left alone
River flows on
Every day is like thorn
River flows on
You are just someones pawn
River flows on
Another day somebody is born (You are not special)

Life is like a river
Its fun when it splashes
You wish the splash could be bigger
But it hurts when boat crashes

Losing love
She flew away like a dove
Broken heart
I cant stand being apart

River flows on
Every day will start with dawn
River flows on
Even when you are gone
River flows on
You will be left alone
River flows on
Every day is like thorn
River flows on
You are someones pawn
River flows on
Another day somebody is born (You are not special, no one is special)

Life was full of sunshine
Everything was fine
But now I dont see light anymore
I feel like knocking on heavens door

Answer could be suicide
Shut up, you dont know my side
I am tired of pretending
My life is just ending

River flows on
Every day will start with dawn
River flows on
Even when I am gone
River flows on
I will be left alone
River flows on
Every day is like thorn
River flows on
I am just someones pawn
River flows on
Another day somebody is born (I am not special and thats ok)

River flows on
River flows on
River flows on
Even when I am gone (Gone, gone)

Moonlight

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