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all made with my drumkits for sale here: https://traktrain.com/9
main: @1diot
#1 w/ inno
#2 & #3 w/ april21
#4 w/ hakeon & kyuro
#5 w/ soma
#6 solo
#7 w/ kojo
#8 w/ elxnce dax & toba
#9 w/ dax
#10 w/ kyuro
#11 & #12 w/ dax
#13 w/ avit
#14 w/ kyuro
#15 w/ internet joe
#16 w/ fables & soma
#17 w/ dax

happyclips :)

tropes - lose, win, lose (greentop) #us

you dont understand its alright
this aint me this a whole different vibe 
spend a day in my shoes  you wont survive 
all this pain in my heart you wont realise

all this pain in my heart you wouldnt even kno
all this fake luv in the air and it really shows
i dont wanna go through that anymore

idontwannagoback...

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苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ(kurai)

i ask of u to just preeeeteeeeeeeeeeeeendddddd

(lyrics)
she said "baby r u sad again"
idk,  i just feel mad again but its ok
idrc im just brittle idrc its so small i feel little

all the time when i cry ur right there
and when i die will u drop right there?
i hate the way that i feel when im with u
but idrc much when im not with u

my life is a losing battle
and i scream all the things i cant handle
i cant handle much i cant take it
and im sorry for this i wont make it

can u call me, again
i ask of u to just pretend
pretend, pretend, pretend, just pretend 
its ok, i feel fine
dont touch me
just pretend x4

(all the time when i cry ur right there
and when i die will u drop right there?
i hate the way that i feel when im with u
but idrc much when im not with u)

i hate the way u make me feel
im never right its always u
i can never relax, whats ur deal?
and i can never do much without u

can u call me, again
i ask of u to just pretend
pretend, pretend, pretend, just pretend 
its ok, i feel fine
dont touch me
just pretend x4

pretender

pretender (dead yami)

ft. special guest - kimzhel, waifu

(0:00) https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop
(1:03) https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose
(2:00) https://soundcloud.com/kyitsuu
(2:36) https://soundcloud.com/kimzhel + https://soundcloud.com/prodsoma
(3:49) https://soundcloud.com/prodsoma
(4:46) https://soundcloud.com/7lux
(5:51) https://soundcloud.com/xxxg02
(6:48) https://soundcloud.com/7lux
(7:57) https://soundcloud.com/1diot + https://soundcloud.com/inno1k
(8:39) https://soundcloud.com/writerr + https://soundcloud.com/176s
(9:34) https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop
(10:17) https://soundcloud.com/writerr
(11:32) https://soundcloud.com/1diot
(12:16) https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose
(12:57) https://soundcloud.com/xxxg02
(13:36) https://soundcloud.com/suukiiiii
(14:13) https://soundcloud.com/inno1k
(15:19) https://soundcloud.com/kyitsuu
(16:32) https://soundcloud.com/suukiiiii
(17:35) https://soundcloud.com/below32
(18:34) https://soundcloud.com/inno1k

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Coetus Clips Vol. 6 (Ｃｏｌｄ ｓｔａｒｔ ヲボう) FALL

https://soundcloud.com/d3lus0ry

i see u nxt to the stars
ur face in the sky
u make my heart stop
ur makin me cry

im sorry for the past
i cn tell u prtty lies 
i kno it can b hard
i lose all the time

i know its not ur fault
tonight ill come back to u
its cold u keep me close
as long as im nxt2u

im at the gate im waiting
im in the rain no way back
i see the light its fading 
no sense of time complacent

nxt2u (delusory)

lyricssss

swear 2 fckn god im not from here
yeahh u tlk 2 me but its unclear
i dnt wnna die take tha picture yeah
i dnt mean no disrespect

heart is on my sleeve hickeys on ur neck
shadows tlk 2 me its ur silhouette
wlked inside ur room we were drippin sweat
u were on ur knees r we gnna get it on

new dress bby can i take it off?
when i c u in my bed i wnt it all
i jus burned myself cuz i cnt cope wit loss
but ur skirt n ur mini dress

new makeup new face huh dis aint us feel it in my gut
i cnt fall in love again bcuz i h8 truss
now im back we're antideath n bumpin angel dust

rather taste than touch we were layin on my bed she said she likes my cuts
yeahh bby i like it rough i go back n get the stuff
this aint wht u wanted so i think tht ive had enough

make my $$$ jus 2 spend it on expensive drugs
n my coffin mixin tussin n my double cup
dis a nvr endin story n im feelin stuck
ima paint my walls same color as a firetruck

i jus made a bucket list ill give u a sudden hint
they wont miss me when im gone but im sure tht u'll b missed
im like whts tha point of dis i wake up 2 feel like shit
im a fckn narcissist like when will i b free from dis

every nite while my head spins ur with him n ur touchin skin
n i promised u i wouldnt sin but god i wnna rip u limb frm limb

shadows +rush

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0:38 w/ @haveonlyonechance
5:25 w/ @prodluvnote

Autumn2021

i love u

(original)
https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/fridaynite

friday nite (bladee cover)

lyricss

diff color drugs diff kind of pain
heart is made of glass but its wrapped nside a chain
i been smokin gas but i feel tha same 
i jus wnt ur luv bby ur my twin flame

out wit tha hurt out wit tha pain 
put u in my shirt kiss u in tha rain
shawty giv me brain make me go insane
runnin out of time wht do i say?

im okayy may not be
want u by my side bby can u pls stay
want u so bad 4evr wnt last
u r all i hav i jus wanna ask

if u rlly care ab me or do u jus say these things
life without u is so gray buildin up tha courage jus 2 go n say hey

i dnt want 2 b dis way ill b fine bby jus another day
want 2 ask u out on a date met dis girl met dis girllll

had a fun time its jus u n i dancin under blacklights
hit me on my phone like been a long time isa questline 

n i miss tht bby i was stuck 2 u jus like a thumbtack
n i luv tha way tht u would jus look back
im addicted 2 ur touch i dnt evr wanna cutback

o tha times we have i miss u so fckin bad
y u look so sad? bby u should kno ur tha best ive had

twin flames (chronix)

@1zader @prodgreentop

on spotify!
https://open.spotify.com/track/7sMs1ABsUi4Xxj3vU826gy?si=5386bdf8ea16449e

dont cower
ill even prick with the lights on
numbers i cant choose so i rely on my sidearm
walk a day in my shoes its like a scene in die hard
all these rappers yeah  they minor in the pie-chart

all is not what it seems i put up with bigger threats
i stay quiet you know i keep the thoughts up in my head
there something about my past that you wont understand
id rather stand by watch ur life hang by the thread

whoa, non stop but you keep playing my songs
yous a fake but i  trusted you all along 
moving from my expectations
don't call it friendship when you not in my top 10

so many moves I been making,
That I don’t know where to start,
Heard they made me the bad guy,
Don’t be mad when I play the part.
Picasso with it,
Wen I lay the art on this canvas,
Way too many,
yea, I Left the boy stranded,
got my mask  on  we living like bandits 
pull up with evil makin rounds on our hit list
yeah im on top stop whining about it
this the encore more money we countin

Zader

talking on the gang thats a bad move
i didnt want to but i did what i had to
pull up wit a f-ckin beam aim it at you
im not the type that you should get attached to
posted in the back i got 10 bands
b-tch i brought a glock while you only brought 10 friends
make that boy sweat make em wear a headband
take one wrong step you a dead man
turn the lights out, b-tch i kill em in the dark
AK FMJ leave more than a mark
no you aint gettin very far
catch me in one year ill be toppin charts
hop in the whip goin 80
shawty love me yeah she wanna have my baby
she all up on me and you say that your lady
three shots to his head- thats crazy
three beams on his head thats a triplet
when i pick up the steel i dont miss sh-t 
if your track comes on imma skip it
b-tch im posted up with jnny thats some clique sh-t

Non Stop ft. Zader (Greentop)

ﾟ+｡:.(*･ω･)o旦　旦o(･ω･*).:｡+ﾟ luv ya 

♪♥♪♥

[taro]
js tk a sec2stop i dnt wna do it (－‸ლ)	
mb im nt fluent u dnt gta prov it  
i gt wht ur sayn iv also bn thru it 
so lets nt wast time fixn sum alrdy ruined (＿ ＿*) 	

dnt start,, cuz i cnt mk it bacc
i gt1 <<#33 sry thts2bad ♥
cz i ws so far,, goin off tha tracc
gtn more scars ## cn u let me pass ? o.x,

ooo u js wna wna tlk aroundd ._.
ik,, whts tha prblm go say it outloud
oo think im gtn stuck i nd an out,, ://
im givn it my all jus evry oz,,

x_X we cnt tell u wht we did
i dnt wna turn arnd n hv2deal wit it agn
noo,, all thes prblms i cnt rid ! 
its nt any diff nw,, shutmy eyes i tried my best

gt this feeln in my chest
its nt tha rightpath ok nxt
u gt me in a net (°)#))<<	
think its sum time i gt sum rest

so go ahed n say it nw
eitherway im on tha fence 
ab this,, u n me,,  ⛰️⛰️
dnt evn try2mk amends

i cnt c u thru this lens
im a buhg but u a pest 
drinkn taro im a mess  ◎⃝⃘
i cross tha path i hold my breath
4,, 5times its2much 4me 2cope 

wtchn tha time pass bt i dnt wnt it2go
is it luvv or its lust,, idrrk
all thes words closn up,, 
closn closn up my throat

taro .. 旦♪♥♥ p. mitsu yugen waifu

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@ogpichu
@veezuh
@victxrw
#us

ive been thinkin that ive been an asshole
i thought u was gang but you turn into a foe
how could i think that youre my bro?
i guess thats your problem u gon find urself alone
u broke my world, when u said i werent the same anymore
i tried to change but i couldnt anymore
hate my brain hit my head on a wall

talking shit now
hurt my feelings
u say love now
i cant feel it
used2it now 
used2it now
need to face it
i can take it
2x

veezuh:
yeah im used to it
everybody means more to me than i mean to them
and im looking clueless
cuz everybody look at me like im not their friend
is it really that easy just to put me to the side?
sometimes i wonder if you'd even care if i died
you cant even fucking count all the nights that i've cried 
yeah i felt so weak
yeah i felt weak inside
i cant face the facts
i just wanna go back
felt like i wasn't enough, u turned ur back 
now im way too attached, i cant turn my back :(

victxrw:
rewrite, all the memories
said ill be fine when ur not next to me
and i know i act so selfishly
but u never saw my apathy
turn back the clock to a different time when i was fine
i cant explain why i cant think straight im stuck in my mind

hook repeats yep

used2it ft. veezuh, victxrw

ill never see light of day 
i wish the pain away 
and i seem to fade away
my hearts starting to decay 
i can’t hide the pain 
i won’t live today 
i wont live today 
i can’t go i can’t go i can’t goooo
my heart starts to break 
and your to blame 
yeah you’re to blame
ohhhhhh
my heart starts to break
and you’re to blame

I won't live today (lovbug x karasu)

goonncity + u can't get in

artwork by @/2013yearold
second single from spirit obession

brain rot (prod. jeremyy)

@0arid
prod me
lyrics 
we can work it out for everything to change
(but i don't understand)
but it seems by now you'd like to stay the same
(help me figure it out)
don't wanna talk
i can't be bothered
tear me apart
you'll do the honors

tell me how to change
i can tell you're dishonest 
i'm bleeding through my skin
who said there's room to be modest?

i should've known from the first time
don't know why you said that i'll be "just fine"
and only after then did i realize
i can't make amends if they´ll waste my time.
(waste my time)

arid
and its all coming back to me
dont piece it all its make belief
i put it off and off again
dont talk to me dont talk to friends
never wanted anything move on
no i never said im done
always said i was the one
leave it all behind just run

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