I listened to this song 6 times today, 7 counting rn. Ilysm @iris day

The Upload

prod me

im scared
i feel odd
you doing some shit thats got me pissed off
but you'll never be like us

im sick, under the weather
ive been waiting for this shit to get better

and ironically, when you're mad at me
i fantasize about what we cld be

***
at that altitude with the attitude
seated in first class bought a glass with you

*i'll have the finest wine offered.
no you fucking wont
***

ok, i wont.

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

i've disappointed myself
i wish i could ask for help
but everytime i see your name i

fuck everything around me i dont care
i wish i wasnt here
i wish i wasnt
i wish i wasnt
(1, 2, 3, 4)

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

aa a aa a aa a Aa
aa a aa a aa a Aa
aaAaAAaa aaAaAAAa
aaAaAAaa aaAaAAAa

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

i'll flaunt it: im down bad
posted on ur story, i cant even get a text back
these riches: nonexistent
skinny dipping in the pool with no distance

down bad ^/#/^

prod by xona(: 

-lyrics-
I still wonder if you watch me 
i sit alone and hoping things that could’ve have helped me 
and I know these things won’t change 
and you don’t care and I’m in my last day

and everything I do it’s so violent! 
everything you do is...
everything I do is- violent! 
but I still love you even if you make me cry..
cause I don’t care at all like why..?
should I try to hide from your eyes?
cause I don’t want no one besides.

(no one, no one oh...
no one, no one---)

everything you do is
everything I-

violent

spotify

i just want some-
one i can talk to
anything that
isn't a bad mood
i might just give up
i might drop it
i'm feeling anxious
but i can't stop it

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

how does it not pain you to see me like this
it's all your fault but i know you will deny it
i could tell you didn't care in the first place
now that its over i'm just stuck in a worse place

i don't regret it
give me a reason to
i'd rather lock myself away than ever speak with you
yeah it's like that
and it'll stay that way
cause i took everything to heart while you just let it play

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

can you teach me how to sleep
it's getting harder every week
i just want some peace of mind
cause i get ruined every night

i get ruined every night (x2)

teach me how to sleep

(know im still dancing with the ghost of you, shadow moving on my wall when im alone inside my room, never got to tell you how i feel)

know im still dancing with the ghost of you
shadow movin on the wall when im alone inside my room
never got to tell you how i feel
when i knew you were the only one that

could heal or save me, im sinking
theres no escaping, we'll all be by ourselves in the end
knife inside my back thought i could call you my friend
always say im ok know its all pretend
focused on the wrong things
pulse been slowing down but still this shit does not alarm me
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave

(know im still dancing with the ghost of you, shadow moving on my wall when im alone inside my room, never got to tell you how i feel, tell you how i feel)

know im still dancing with the ghost of you
shadow movin on the wall when im alone inside my room
never got to tell you how i feel
(tell you how i feel)
never got to tell you how i feel
when i knew you were the only one that

could heal or save me, im sinking
there's no escaping, we'll all be by ourselves in the end
knife inside my back thought i could call you my friend
always say im ok know its all pretend
focused on the wrong things
pulse been slowing down but still this shit does not alarm me
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life) leave

spotify link<3

geíst (31sentinel)

i ask of u to just preeeeteeeeeeeeeeeeendddddd

(lyrics)
she said "baby r u sad again"
idk,  i just feel mad again but its ok
idrc im just brittle idrc its so small i feel little

all the time when i cry ur right there
and when i die will u drop right there?
i hate the way that i feel when im with u
but idrc much when im not with u

my life is a losing battle
and i scream all the things i cant handle
i cant handle much i cant take it
and im sorry for this i wont make it

can u call me, again
i ask of u to just pretend
pretend, pretend, pretend, just pretend 
its ok, i feel fine
dont touch me
just pretend x4

(all the time when i cry ur right there
and when i die will u drop right there?
i hate the way that i feel when im with u
but idrc much when im not with u)

i hate the way u make me feel
im never right its always u
i can never relax, whats ur deal?
and i can never do much without u

can u call me, again
i ask of u to just pretend
pretend, pretend, pretend, just pretend 
its ok, i feel fine
dont touch me
just pretend x4

pretender

pretender (dead yami)

lyricssss

swear 2 fckn god im not from here
yeahh u tlk 2 me but its unclear
i dnt wnna die take tha picture yeah
i dnt mean no disrespect

heart is on my sleeve hickeys on ur neck
shadows tlk 2 me its ur silhouette
wlked inside ur room we were drippin sweat
u were on ur knees r we gnna get it on

new dress bby can i take it off?
when i c u in my bed i wnt it all
i jus burned myself cuz i cnt cope wit loss
but ur skirt n ur mini dress

new makeup new face huh dis aint us feel it in my gut
i cnt fall in love again bcuz i h8 truss
now im back we're antideath n bumpin angel dust

rather taste than touch we were layin on my bed she said she likes my cuts
yeahh bby i like it rough i go back n get the stuff
this aint wht u wanted so i think tht ive had enough

make my $$$ jus 2 spend it on expensive drugs
n my coffin mixin tussin n my double cup
dis a nvr endin story n im feelin stuck
ima paint my walls same color as a firetruck

i jus made a bucket list ill give u a sudden hint
they wont miss me when im gone but im sure tht u'll b missed
im like whts tha point of dis i wake up 2 feel like shit
im a fckn narcissist like when will i b free from dis

every nite while my head spins ur with him n ur touchin skin
n i promised u i wouldnt sin but god i wnna rip u limb frm limb

shadows +rush

i love u

(original)
https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/fridaynite

friday nite (bladee cover)

ﾟ+｡:.(*･ω･)o旦　旦o(･ω･*).:｡+ﾟ luv ya 

♪♥♪♥

[taro]
js tk a sec2stop i dnt wna do it (－‸ლ)	
mb im nt fluent u dnt gta prov it  
i gt wht ur sayn iv also bn thru it 
so lets nt wast time fixn sum alrdy ruined (＿ ＿*) 	

dnt start,, cuz i cnt mk it bacc
i gt1 <<#33 sry thts2bad ♥
cz i ws so far,, goin off tha tracc
gtn more scars ## cn u let me pass ? o.x,

ooo u js wna wna tlk aroundd ._.
ik,, whts tha prblm go say it outloud
oo think im gtn stuck i nd an out,, ://
im givn it my all jus evry oz,,

x_X we cnt tell u wht we did
i dnt wna turn arnd n hv2deal wit it agn
noo,, all thes prblms i cnt rid ! 
its nt any diff nw,, shutmy eyes i tried my best

gt this feeln in my chest
its nt tha rightpath ok nxt
u gt me in a net (°)#))<<	
think its sum time i gt sum rest

so go ahed n say it nw
eitherway im on tha fence 
ab this,, u n me,,  ⛰️⛰️
dnt evn try2mk amends

i cnt c u thru this lens
im a buhg but u a pest 
drinkn taro im a mess  ◎⃝⃘
i cross tha path i hold my breath
4,, 5times its2much 4me 2cope 

wtchn tha time pass bt i dnt wnt it2go
is it luvv or its lust,, idrrk
all thes words closn up,, 
closn closn up my throat

taro .. 旦♪♥♥ p. mitsu yugen waifu

prod meee yep
@ogpichu
@veezuh
@victxrw
#us

ive been thinkin that ive been an asshole
i thought u was gang but you turn into a foe
how could i think that youre my bro?
i guess thats your problem u gon find urself alone
u broke my world, when u said i werent the same anymore
i tried to change but i couldnt anymore
hate my brain hit my head on a wall

talking shit now
hurt my feelings
u say love now
i cant feel it
used2it now 
used2it now
need to face it
i can take it
2x

veezuh:
yeah im used to it
everybody means more to me than i mean to them
and im looking clueless
cuz everybody look at me like im not their friend
is it really that easy just to put me to the side?
sometimes i wonder if you'd even care if i died
you cant even fucking count all the nights that i've cried 
yeah i felt so weak
yeah i felt weak inside
i cant face the facts
i just wanna go back
felt like i wasn't enough, u turned ur back 
now im way too attached, i cant turn my back :(

victxrw:
rewrite, all the memories
said ill be fine when ur not next to me
and i know i act so selfishly
but u never saw my apathy
turn back the clock to a different time when i was fine
i cant explain why i cant think straight im stuck in my mind

hook repeats yep

used2it ft. veezuh, victxrw

goonncity + u can't get in

artwork by @/2013yearold
second single from spirit obession

brain rot (prod. jeremyy)

prod utaqqa
lyrics:

nothing ever seems to change
is it me or is it you ? (ohhh)
maybe im the one to blame
whys it hard to say ur name
i like you better when it rains
lets drown our egos in the lake

hands shaking 
cant let go
kill my ego
arms might leak tho
keep ur cool
they might ask questions
watch ur back
might end up missing
x2

maybe im the villian after all
ill stay quiet ill stay hidden ill stay still in ur walls
yea im crying in a bathroom stall
dont act like you care now
i know that you never did
wait
hold up
i think that im
never enough
runnin out of luck 
need a re up

hey ! wait up, i think i still need ur touch

ego (utaqqa)

turn your heart into stone.

Lyrics:
every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

girl i know i shouldnt lose my temper trying real hard
girl i miss when you would sit and show your favorite scars
im tryna let you go i feel like ive been losin control
im tryna let you go intrusive thoughts are taking their toll

ahh i fuckin hate the fact im livin each day
i smoke my weed and never sleep i only wish you would stay
ahh im fuckin scared to close my eyes before bed
cause i dont wanna see you there youre stuck up inside my head

every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

i need someone else that feels this way
i just know that you cannot relate 

every time that i try to hard it dont work
you know that im the only one getting hurt
she put a spell on my mind 
shes always stuck up inside
shes never gettin her sleep 
nor the day light

night time night life
drugs im takin feel right
wishin you were still mine 
were caught up under night lights

im hopin you wont forget me now
my love for you was more than you could ever give back

i turn my heart into stone
i watched that bitch move along
dont tend to pick up my phone

you know i dont 
unless its you thatll call
layin down on the floor 
im puttin pills on my tongue

were gettin dizzy feelin harder to run
conflicted feelins that im gettin 
i wish that we could restart
i'll over dose x5
for you girl

SPOTIFY

stone heart (michael harrison)

✦hope u enjoy :) song is gonna be on all sites in the next couple days! i really appreciate everyone listening to my music & supporting me, love you guys <3✦

lyrics
--------
u been dead to me
it's been a couple weeks since
we last talked
i still think about you often
you went too far
i told you that
i played my cards
you've never been good to me

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

u were always pushing me down
but now it's payback time
i do not care about you
you're not by my side
anymore
you were always just fucking around
it turned true
i told you it would
but u just said "stay cool"
"let me stay"
but you can't
cause you're not even here
it's all in my head
i cant face these fears
she doesn't want me to keep my smile
she just wanna see me cry
i should've just gotten by
fuck, why did i.. why?

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

NEVER HERE

biteki amv <3

NEVER HERE (what?boy)

plastic

im trapped in seperation feat claude (king theta)

✦happy new year :) i'll try my best to post a new song every 2-3 weeks from now on!! i hope u enjoy this song, it's gonna be on all plats in the next couple days i love u guys✦

lyrics
--------
and i faint
watch me bleed i don't wanna stay awake
comprehend i don't wanna stay the same
used me up then u wanted me to change
i'm so done i don't think i'll be ok

i don't think i'll be ok i told u i don't wanna die
u said that it's ok and then u told me close ur eyes
i'm lost in my head cause now i know it's do or die
stay drunk in my bed u told me u won't suicide

then i fled
i've been dead in my head there's a mess
i've been fighting all these demons yeah i bled
i don't think u would've ever even said
no you could've never said

fuck u did it again u done changed me
to much in my head i feel like breaking
on my own again i feel forsaken
guess i picked the prize and now i'm racing

what'd they say about me again
i know u don't like me anyways
never wanted me to stay
now i'm gone and you'll never see me
again
no don't worry i'm dead
u fed
me up with your lies then i fled

through the dark night i feel dead inside
gotta fly by, there's a storm outside
it don't matter how hard i try
it's gon be all gone, all gone on the count to five

Stay Awake

amv <3

Stay Awake (strivebeats + jkeiloops)

iris day, hexcaster , spiritual guide
@irisday2

pretender (dead yami)

iris day

Recent comments

IRISH CAR BOMB

TRUH3AVEN

phixel

ksp

Related tracks