koju22 ft. scøøb + weepings (love race x lvnar)

I guess it's less surprising since it happens so consistently, 
I numb the thought with lies that I tell myself prolifically

MessUp! Ft. sendflowrs (prod. Dercept X 80root)

featuring @decksmusic , prod. @jolst (go support them or i will use your kneecaps as shot glasses)

[chorus]
if i had time, i would use it all
tell him that you love him for you lose it all
it was mine, ‘fore i felt the fall
we’re falling into slumber, how unusual
now with every conversation i’ve been feeling kinda lost yeah
tell me how you feeling, we could chalk it up to luck yeah
but i don’t really want to cause this fate’s not pre-ordained yeah
everything you’re saying’s just been feeling all the same yeah

[verse]
cut it off, i feel the same, i’m calling out to that
alcohol, inside my veins, i feel it all
when that floor is soft, passing right out onto the ground, i won’t feel at all
baby just tell me that you don’t care at all
i just needed something that could go and get me by
but every single thing i did was wrong inside your eyes
but you could tolerate that shit when it was other guys
i swear to god i’ll kill you soon, so don’t you act surprised

[bridge]
tearing out my skin inside the middle of the night 
my body fades to darkness, blocking out the fucking light 
girl i know you see me, got you watching from the side
don’t bring it to attention, you ain’t nothing but a sore sight

[verse - @decksmusic]
she watches it happen in front of her eyes
formerly normal now double in size
good things dont happen when everything else points to change
to change
and it was 5 pm now its noon the next day
unexpected vacancies wasn’t ready to change
and now i see myself as a man not a name
reasoning left once she had it her way

[chorus]
if i had time, i would use it all
tell him that you love him for you lose it all
it was mine, ‘fore i felt the fall
we’re falling into slumber, how unusual
now with every conversation i’ve been feeling kinda lost yeah
tell me how you feeling, we could chalk it up to luck yeah
but i don’t really want to cause this fate’s not pre-ordained yeah
everything you’re saying’s just been feeling all the same yeah

fall into slumber (feat. decks) [prod. jolst]

var (pekarot jolst)

mastered by @wokely
Lyrics:

[chorus] 

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

[verse]

slumped on my desk hoping that somebody wakes me up
this ain’t what u want, but that’s okay I always mess it up
haven’t slept for over 5 hours, in 5 years 
maybe it would be better if i could see clear

i been hurting myself for a while
throwing up every single day before a shower
what a disaster, i feel myself losing all of my power
headaches every day cuz i want music louder

hate going in my living room, cuz everybody thinks i wont be living soon
hate my voice so i try my best to cover it up in autotune
hate myself, i hate to loom, when that’s all i know how to do
i hate the way i think, so i hate my attitude 

[verse 2]

going down i know, that you probably hate me
i don’t blame u either, cuz i also hate me
everything i make is garbage and ez
that’s why nobody likes it lately

i been going crazy, i don’t even want to do this anymore it hurts me
yeah, it hurts me, i don’t even want to do this anymore 
it makes me feel weak 
and i can’t even stand this for one more week

it’s really hurting deep
my soul is not cheap, but right now it might be
i really hate this feeling
so can you take it please, can you take it please

[chorus]

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

dry i's (killedmyself)

lyrics: 

its such a fuckin' shame
yeah its such a fuckin' shame
how im killin myself like every fuckin day

its such a fuckin' shame
yeah its such a fuckin' shame
how i cannot get away
from these problems that i face...

and im telling u im telling u
just stay the fuck away
bcuz you dont know what 
im capable of..
and it hurts a little more everytime i push away
somebody that i love
but i know that they dont care for me...
its such a fuckin shame
yeah its such a fuckin shame

oh its such a shame
its such a shame
such a shame...

too much of my time
is spent wondering 
why i am this way 
and i know ill make
the same mistakes.
in this pain machine that i cant escape...

i cant escape...
i cant escape...

im screaming, im screaming
at the top of my lungs....

such a shame [+wisssery & splashgvng]

act up ! w/ lil reign drop (prod. popriff)

honest (prod. recyclebin)

@taylor

twitter.com/1homesickk
www.instagram.com/1homesickk/

board it up keep it fortified
i been tryna get my money right
lames talkin bout me i aint hold it tight
social suicide, dont have to hide
worth the price
red vein 5am
mitragyna make me doze off
tapped at 5am
led in my gut, windows frostin
deep in the cut candle droppin
prints in the snow see me walkin
cold i been froze up
reap no reward like whats the hold up
ghost in the door when i pull up
can i convince
jus let me go just let me
double tap chug on my back
leather seats all black
223 n thats a wrap`
dark net grab a pack
soon as i let go it pull me back
take a hint its not that
snow fall down turn to soot
bring me bad news
i live on an empty street cause i have to
bridge my life to the clouds if i had to
make sure its not me that you're attached to
candle wax dried on the desk like some past dues
pushed me out the nest into destitute

red vein 5am
mitragyna make me doze off
tapped at 5am
led in my gut, windows frostin
deep in the cut candle droppin
prints in the snow see me walkin

soot (taylor morgan)

entirely non-profit.
produced by nilowh
@nilowhbeats

wtf is going on inside my head?
i say im fine but i would rather be dead
i lick a gun and i get turned on
dont question my morals cus im wrong
wtf is going on inside my head?
i say im fine but i would rather be dead
i lick a gun and i get turned on

i broke my clutch in the turn and thats alright
thats a lesson well learned, bounce
i got a problem w talking to people
if im not kinda high
make me your blood, make me your blood
God,
God,
God.

MessUp! Ft. sendflowrs (prod. Dercept X 80root)

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