how can I find this on Spotify or YouTube?

akayana

you got my heart in a to go cup do you realize all the
all the power that you got over me 
why can’t you see me
mmm
and there’s things I wouldn’t wouldn’t want you to know
but this is none negotiable I can’t hide it anymore from me
mmm
maybe a month or year from now i’ll find my way some how 
back to myself again
any day now
any day now
I know I will
I know I’ll find my way soon
any day now

to go cup demo2

soft core

Surprise Surprise

in the night garden

She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

rachel with birds on new piano

a bit out of tune just like my life rn ! <3

persuasion inst

this girl is aight I guess, listen to her music I guess... 

prod by mimi bay and badboydaye

hi 2 the moon ft mimi bay (demo)

removed my vocals from this track liked it better as an instrumental but I wanted to share the lyrics anyways :))))

lyrics:
I’ll give you space if you need
yes i’ll give you room to breath
I will pretend like I don’t know the scent of your skin so close to me

and I know that we’ll never be
whatever it is that I wish
I won’t let this feeling swallow me whole 
and it’s sad and it’s lonely and awful
but it’s probably in our best interest 

I won’t be sad I won’t weep
I’ll be normal when I see you next week
I promise to not keep my hopes up on us
and It’s fine kinda lonely 
but it’s probably in our best interest 

</3 :)
also if you're gonna go and use my stuff in your stuff please don't be boring & rude and give me some credit / support I really need it to keep on making songzzzz <3

best interest

greet the sun in the hills in the morning 
and the ocean by the shore in the evening  
and the love you lost you gained in a friend
but nights alone you wonder will you ever dare to love like that again

and you knew it would end just didn’t know when
finding peace space finding patience
and you thought it would be sweeter
you thought soon you’ll dare to love like that again

dare 2 love again demo

Wrote/recorded this song in early 2021. 

Was going through my old files and thought I'd share here. <3

a step back

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@Viari1
DeviantArt: https://www.deviantart.com/viarione

Amber Horzion

dontforgetme (prod. michael harrison)

wakeywakey eggs and bakey

caring for you

some days I relate to the past in an awful way and others not so much

Jaime Sacchero @jasauphigh on the tenor saxophone



long since I felt you by my side
oh don't the days feel half as light as they once did
know that I found it hard hard to see
can't take the leaves back to the tree where we waited

oh when you drive back into town
don't wanna let me bring you down, you don't need it
I wont see your headlights flood the ground
not since the fire burnt half the town
you can't save it

oh if we'd met in another time
wonder what'd kept you up at night while you lay there?
all of my demons put to light
now I don't dream through half the night while you lay there

best interest

mimi bay

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