Prod Valious.
ANXINAUT  - 
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Lyrics:

*Hey sugars, I was just sitting here and something just came to my heart. And at my age when stuff be coming on your heart, you better go'head and be saying it, 'cause you know I got more days behind me than I got in front of me. And I was feeling like some of y'all out there, you got dreams. You got expectations for yourself. But you know? You can do anything you put your mind to.*

[CHORUS]
Sudden realization.
Muddled names and faces.
I'm disassociating.
Reflection puddles, It's raining.

Waters falling from heaven, I'm seeing faces in puddles.
I'm gona drown in the seven seas, just look for the bubbles.
I disassociate from everything, I've figured it out.
I'm in a lucid dream, I'm scrambling, I'm tryna get out.
That sudden realization that no ones real, they're faking.
We're all alone there's no saving us. 
What if death's the true temptation?

[BRIDGE]

I feel the spirits are spying on me
Everybody's lying to me.
Got a couple friends but I hate when they're relying on me.
I got enough on my plate, I got a lot left to eat
And if I break it, If I break it

[VERSE 2]

If I break down, would you stick around?
For a minute or two, there's elephants in the room.
Can we talk it out? I been trapped in the mirror
I'm egotistical, vain and oh so bitter bitter.

Cyanide washing the bitter taste from out my mouth
Why am I locked in a little cage, Just let me out.
Matrix, look in to my eyes they're vacant.
I can still hear voices in my mind, they're saying

Save me, I'm gona meet god, he's waiting
Patient, I'm just a sick fraud who's praying
Put my hand together, I'm asking for a little taste.
Show me all your knowledge, my master, I'mma save the day.

[CHORUS]
Sudden realization.
Muddled names and faces.
I'm disassociating.
Reflection puddles, It's raining.

Waters falling from heaven, I'm seeing faces in puddles.
I'm gona drown in the seven seas, just look for the bubbles.
I disassociate from everything, I've figured it out.
I'm in a lucid dream, I'm scrambling, I'm tryna get out.
That sudden realization that no ones real, they're faking.
We're all alone there's no saving us. 
What if death's the true temptation?

*Alright sugars. Somebody loves you and somebody's praying for you.. me. haha you go on out there and have yourself a good day. I believe in you.*

Sudden Realization

Sudden Realization [prod. johnnyfriend]

MONEY CLEAN BY STARINTHESKY
- lyrics -
Money clean
I’m riding dirty but all my money clean
I just took a 30 if u know what I mean
I’m still hurting so i popped a bean
I been countin hunnits since they was only green

My off-white clean sprite xtra large 
Don’t cross me u won’t make it far
It’s exhausting to hear how u are
I know life’s tough just look at my scars

the cash in the bank came right from the laundry
Just like Marty Byrde wit that clean money on me
Ever since my ex I don’t wanna fuck a blonde thing
I love my new drip and puttin bling on me

All that paper showed up wit a fresh linen scent
Make sure that it’s all wash right down to the cent
I don’t give a fuck about what I’ve spent
Now I pay jeans what I used to pay for rent

I’m riding dirty but all my money clean
I just took a 30 if u know what I mean
I’m still hurting so i popped a bean
I been countin hunnits since they was only green


I been countin up that guap for a long time and I can’t stop b/c it’s always on my mind and I got that shit right on lock and if you think you know me you should come and see just what I got because the things I used to dream about I’ve probably already copped 
Yea I’ve already popped
Yea I’m already cocked
And I don’t need a re-up 
Cuz I’m already stocked
Didn’t get yo text cuz u already blocked 
And I look cleaner than my money in this Louis shop 

My off-white clean sprite xtra large 
Don’t cross me u won’t make it far
It’s exhausting to hear how u are
I know life’s tough just look at my scars

the cash in the bank came right from the laundry
Just like Marty Byrde wit that clean money on me
Ever since my ex I don’t wanna fuck a blonde thing
I love my new drip and puttin bling on me

All that paper showed up wit a fresh linen scent
Make sure that it’s all wash right down to the cent
I don’t give a fuck about what I’ve spent
Now I pay jeans what I used to pay for rent

MONEY CLEAN

MONEY CLEAN [Prod. AIRAVATA]

Wrong (Prod Splashgvng & Jessi Swerve)
Key F Major
Bpm 102

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Jessi Swerve & Splashgvng

Wrong

old track i've had for a while i dont think ima do anything with
prod @4evrgone
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
pull up to the function
and im goin on a bender
i’ve been overdosing on the thought
of you and me together
tell me how and where and why
i’ll buy you things that you like
im using to falling quick for people
who make me feel alright, alright

i been having longer nights
fighting with the light inside my room
hoping that this all pays off when 
i can finally dream of you
baby what i did to you is fucked up
praying that i havent run my luck up
im sorry that i been so fuckin stuck up
i just want another chance between
you and i now
thinkin where my future lies now

everything is passing in color
remember in grayscale
seeing you here but
caught up like a hangnail
used to the past
fading in like the paper
cover my walls and
remember my labor
labor of love
when i had nothing
baby girl u were my something <3

pull up to the function
and im goin on a bender
i’ve been overdosing on the thought
of you and me together
tell me how and where and why
i’ll buy you things that you like
im using to falling quick for people
who make me feel alright, alright

someone like u (4evr)

kill me softly w/ claude (+jolst)

follow me on the gram 4 a free bicycle @blissboyiris

polaroidz

polaroidz ft.laine (prod. genshi + johnnyfriend)

Percocet Percocet make me feel like I’m gliding
what’s the point of living if I feel I’m steady dying  

okay, I’ll bring out the old me hope that I don’t OD saying that you love me then show me heart break season is the worst need codeine 
I don’t wanna take these drugs but pain is overwhelming 

I would give you the world, can I get my heart back? beautiful girl memories stuck in my head she ain’t the one all of her flaws that I looked past, grab me a gun put to my head watch my life flash I’m sick feeling numb been asking god why I’m like this?

is it easy to replace love we were making 
rather die than be without you 
 no hesitation


feeling great in this state high speed on the interstate only way I’m coping with the pain If I self medicate 
money make depression lesson I feel like the head of state
COVID 19 I’m sick and I need her
bleed me till I’m dry just to prove my love realer wheeling and dealing with devil again I can’t take another dose I might die where I stand

I’m letting go… 💔





Standing in the rain  ☔️ while
Im crying
So no one can see me while
Im dying 🦴 
Misjudged the plane
By the pilot
Misjudged my game
With a lion 🦁 

Slit my wrist
My wrist on fire 🔥 
Lost in the wire
Lost in the pain
Lost words make promises grey
Lost hearts make promises fade

SBN we sum sad boys 👦 
Cuts on my wrist cuz I’m sad, boy 👦 

Looking at my blood 🩸 
Drip, Drip, Drip
Looking at my blood
Rip, Rip, Rip
Got blood on my designer 
Fit, Fit, Fit
These cuts look like tatts on a
Witch, Witch, Witch

polaroidz ft.laine (prod. genshi + johnnyfriend)

BBiris