Hyper Chronicles 13

daily

prod @manmelter
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slowly come to terms with situations from the past
flooded brain 24/7, i can't relax
can't adress the issue, ill go 'round it, runnin laps
fuck whatever i feel, gotta move on, accept the facts
if i wasn't dumb, none of this would have hapenned to me
conceal my feelings, hide them deep in debris
said you like me? i think i would disagree
i been way too lost, need someone to guide me

haven't felt shit in a while, can't feel at all
stab me where it hurts, in the wound add some salt
play me, do it how you want, im your doll
make me disappear yeah, dissolve
no motivation, no resolve
it gets really hard staying calm
heart froze, it gets really hard staying warm
(it gets really hard staying warm)

slowly come to terms with situations from the past
flooded brain 24/7, i can't relax
can't adress the issue, ill go 'round it, runnin laps
fuck whatever i feel, gotta move on, accept the facts
if i wasn't dumb, none of this would have hapenned to me
conceal my feelings, hide them deep in debris
said you like me? i think i would disagree
i been way too lost, need someone to guide me

spotify

lost (prod. inci0)

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

arrival
all these pills got me suicidal
i dont want one i want like five tho
she want me, she is not my type tho

smoke different drugs we not like you
keep it peaceful, dont want to fight you
i do what i want, what i like to
i dont want one so imma buy two

i just lay in bed cuz i dont want go
i dont wanna talk to you i dont check my phone
move the bar by myself so its low
i cant write shit if im not alone

i just buy shit i dont even know
i just take this cuz i gotta cope
molly got the wall changing colors on its own
ketamine crystals fuckin up my nose

here we are again
i cant walk again
i cant sleep even
i dont want nofriends
she just gimme head
sin bound im not blessed
i cannot confess
lay my head to rest
its just for the best

dont what to do i feel so awful
i want opiates i want a problem
ruin my life i want to fall in
u cant do shit, you cant stop it

i once had a soul but i lost it
if i dont know you imma block it
never leave my room cuz im boxed in
do drugs all day, break a promise

foilsmoke prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i got eyestrain
smoking propane
fucked up my brain
come to my place

do it my way
dont know what day
i just cant stay

by the way
im not okay
can u go away
wanna go away

wanna throw away
i miss snow days
i miss old days
i dont know my name

gas what i smoke yuh
last place, switch the controller
when im sober dont know her
i know we can make it gon go up

afterparty, i aint gon show up
coming up, molly, im gon throw up
push and pull i cant make my mind up
sit in bed imma waste my time up

i think imma die soon
opiates fuck with  my vitals
stay awake breathe this shit vital
dont know what i need imma spiral

oh my fucking godddd i miss you
always fall im always   injured
oh my fucking godddd im with you
favorite person thats an issue

favorite person til i hate you
hate the person that i made you
hate myself so i keep blades too
hate the room that i feel chained to

stay with me and im gon change you
i cant bare to even face you
it dont matter im gon chase you
this is always what it comes to
instant love but with the fake you

propane prod. jolst & taylor morgan

ur infectious
accela its hangin on my necklace
only thing i know is codependence
ask questions im always gon deflect it
been there before so i respect it
redose i gotta get my next hit
i think bout past n not the present
one of these days im gonna end it

life is so precious  
so i always get fucked up and waste it
all this fuckin shit i gotta live with
only feel okay in new places

on the waitlist
im so faded
everfresh, i jus fuckin laced it
i just lit foil and chased it

i wanna give up
i just wanna fall asleep 
i dont wanna wake up
wanna fuck my life up

i decided
i just my made my mind up
ill buy it
i know i fucked up

accela prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

12.07.2024 prod @heartsayako
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we could do it all over again
girl when we’re alone
the way you felt back then
the way you felt back then
you know it felt like home

beauty:beast on my body bitch im flexing professional
pockets fat as hell they cant run no marathon
picked me up, grabbed my hand when i felt terrible
tryna find a shawty who can give me something unforgettable
safe and sound
flying with the clouds
intimate, aroused
(i can still feel you holding onto me)

we could do it all over again
girl when we’re alone
the way you felt back then
the way you felt back then
you know it felt like home

(yeah, we could do it all over again ...)
(girl when we’re alone ...)

all over again (prod. sayako)

02.08.2024 @heartstopmiami @dep4rted
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(kiryu kazuma in the trap fuck drugs im doing real estate ...)
(wide body whip hoe im speeding down the interstate ...)
(one wrong move and them bullets finna penetrate ...)
(made my own swag this some shit that u cant imitate ...)

yasuhiro head to toe, bitch i aint dressing basic
i stay by myself, i dont want to make arrangements
up the fye on ur team, then we leaving no traces
tough on the net but he a pussy, many such cases
dont speak, bitch im ina bad mood
tryna bring me down but its fuck you
why u get involved? this not about u
(why you get involved? ay)

kiryu kazuma in the trap fuck drugs im doing real estate
wide body whip hoe im speeding down the interstate
one wrong move and them bullets finna penetrate
made my own swag this some shit that u cant imitate
cant imitate cant replicate
baby slow pace ukno we got all day
balling like im steph bitch i need a replay
drive it like i stole it bitch i feel like @zzjay

if i said it then i meant it lil bitch i cant rewind
and im staying independent u wont see me getting signed
and they talking yeah they hating but i really do not mind
cant relax, need a vacation, take a minute to unwind
id be a living legend even if i died
pick n choose designer clothes like every day i cant decide
my brain is turning into mush, with every day its getting fried
wont find another one like me, even if u fucking tried

yasuhiro head to toe, bitch i aint dressing basic
i stay by myself, i dont want to make arrangements
up the fye on ur team, then we leaving no traces
tough on the net but he a pussy, many such cases
dont speak, bitch im ina bad mood
tryna bring me down but its fuck you
why u get involved? this not about u
(why you get involved? ay)

bad mood (prod. miami & dep4rted)

prod me N @tropes777

good gas got green i got cotton mouth
new pants dry clean i cant wash em out
hang time hit the blunt i been off the ground
talking crazy he get touched my bro walk him down
lately i been in a rut my twin come in clutch
that bitch hit me say whats up she just wanna fuck
i got hoes in different cities i dont wanna cuff
im a lover but id run it if he wan be tough

im a philanthropist paid 50 for the gram
he been tryna hit me for the issey on my hands
i got Watanabe jeans craig green cargo pants
said she love me cause im sweet but i get cocky with the bands
that hoe dropped me she dont get it ion wanna be her man
told her we too different hit the spot and she wont dance
on a money making mission counting hunnids up in France
police watching take a picture in they office and enhance

im enchanted
my bro in the party serving crystal
hide the tag i treat the marni like the thrift clothes
handsy
shawty said she tryna learn my lingo
tour bus whole gang at the getgo
im antsy
roll it up now im feeling blissful
if he got problems my big sister keep a pistol
im fancy
bitches at the party want my info
she tryna come back to my crib and let the skin show

heartstopmiami - everything that happens to me is my fault (bbyazul + dep4rted)

bbyazul