lemme see if i can get the lyrics correct off dome

i decided not to cry today
feeling sorry for myself
but ill be okay one day
always online
people posting pictures on my timeline
ispy
with my little eye
something's not right
((not right))
walking home in the dark night
hard to make it home
when you dont recognize the street signs
think i need to rewind
i just need some me time
((i just need some me time))

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

but i do it all over again
flipping different pages
tryna find the shells in the sand
with my head in my hands
tryna figure out what i did wrong
but i cant pretend that i was innocent
tryna build me up 
to break my confidence
didnt give a fuck
and it was evident 
shouldve seen right through the lies
you told me last year

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

i did pretty good ngl

music vid

ispy (ft. swazy*)

mv -> https://youtu.be/qoMaXrBPlSg?si=Mbkm6xOxM0FRyyOz

thats part of the aesthetic nobody cares ab these things but me 

drop dead gorgeous (prod. jaxxee)

Bladee In A Major (prod. recycleBin, 1brknglss)

not this time
not this time
not this time
not this time...

you just wanna dwell on my issues
you just wanna call me out that i cant fix you
i just wanna feel safe within your arms
just when i f*cking thought im past that part

you know i love the rain
you know you saw my face, face
you know i cant take pain
and will you miss me when im down in the grave?

when my head down trying not to break
just to live through my life had to be brave


...
im trying my hardest so just f*cking trust me
no matter where i head i just fall apart
im on these f*cking drugs trynna fix my heart
im nearly given up to delete my part

i thought im past that part + shinigami (evan jolley)

feat https://soundcloud.com/iloveallmydogs
prod https://soundcloud.com/in53ct

y fait chaud ouais je vais mettre la clim
y fait chaud ouais je vais mettre la clim
si il reste juste des rice crispies
je vais pas complain ca reste un ptit delice
i like insects but they scare me
dont put me in the same room as a centipede
yea this rap shi was just made for me
but dont ask me to do a show imma break in tears
its not over yet
tes une basic bitch t'tappelle emmet
jsuis peut etre un sheep yea je ri a 6 et a 7
jdevrais commencer a dire
qumon nom sprononce comme vignette
vous etes des marionettes 
comme on dit jai pas laissé de miette

y fait chaud ouais je vais mettre la clim
y fait chaud ouais je vais mettre la clim
finalement je prefererait une ice cream
bruh il fait tellement chaud quca degouline

clim ft. gunk (in53ct)

produced by me
music video: https://youtu.be/StSh85E8MBI

rainy render (nosg)

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SEMATARY - 4 IN A FAYGO PROD. SEMATARY

prod @mntlhospital

smell like garnier, youre worth it
i was really busy, couldnt focus
ima hit a streak like modern warfare
ima do some shit u wouldnt forget (2x)

if i still wait for u
if i do it for u
if i still wait on u
if i do it for u

used 2 make fun, now ur talking up
used 2 laugh so much wheres the talking now
i just hit 10k but its not enough
i just broke the bank but its not enough

smell like garnier, youre worth it
i was really busy, couldnt focus
ima hit a streak like modern warfare
ima do some shit u wouldnt forget (2x)

if i still wait for u
if i do it for u
if i still wait on u
if i do it for u

drop dead gorgeous (prod. jaxxee)

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