Underwater

iHateMyself prod.downtownsuicide

How can you be kidding me?

◯ Loving ◯ the not real lake / She refused to say

crying roots (drums)

girl it’s true
yeah i’m in love with you
please let me stay with you
we’ll do what lovers do
oh baby let me lay with you
girl how I ache for you
why do you play with me
I wander aimlessly 
oh baby I just want to die
when you look in my eyes
and then I start to cry
inside my head

let me lay with you

things could be different 
but theyre not
im a bug now stuck in amber

my life will be different
but it never was
i dont know what will happen
but it has already happened

just not to me
not yet
someone somewhere knows
not me

they couldve been different
but they never were
not for a bug now stuck in amber

they can see me from all sides
they can see me from all sides
up down left right top bottom front behind

just not yet
someone sees
someone unfettered by earthly chains
someone better than times restraint
someone with probably bigger brains
or a clam... or something in that vein

if one thing please dont forgive me
if one more please just forget about me
i think just one would be enough

if one thing please dont forgive me

bug in amber

Only One (demo)

alison(w/ age recluse)

Wrote this song a week ago today and challenged myself to finish it ASAP. Definitely a gr8 learning experience, super fun woo hoo. Just a little self-critique, particularly aimed at a past self but it can be prominent sometimes today as well. we vibing though ahahah

Chase (2020)

lots of sounds layered together over the years for this #soundcollage
each place & time's spirit energy lives on 4evr
in the internet afterlife
hope u luv it <3

The Cycle

recording artist
new demos + lofi singles
[cut/paste sound collage]/[lo-fi sleepgaze] /[half awake dreampop]

reposting lo-fi, bedroom pop, dreampop, sleepgaze & vibey hazy nostalgia

The Cycle

_beach.moon