crux: a difficult or tormenting issue // the most important point

𝚌𝚛𝚞𝚡

[feat. @s_i_g_i_l // prod. WLVSKY]

LYRICS:
hundro -
ur eyes r prettyy
they’d look prettier rolling back
she always come around like a cul-de-sac
yea, she gon double back
still off the grid but back on the map
still just a kid, dunno how to act
Get me on tilt n I’ll lose balance
mother earth spin me off her axis
so I twist a log n lay flat
reminiscing on Backwoods
when shit wasn’t so backwards
leave it all in the past
everything dissolve, even glass
film it all on camera
non-perishable like canned goods
don’t see no flaws, mascara

damn girl, I’m jealous of your heart
cuz it’s pounding inside u and I’m not !
uu can tell me all your truths in the dark
but when solitude gets solemn
u’ll get swallowed by the shark
iii feel hollow, iii feel carved
they turnt me into art
might not make it to tomorrow
never taken it this far
I can’t wait, my time is borrowed
let my fate fall thru your arms
constellations, it’s all written in the stars
it’s my ticket to Mars

I’m not good with names or faces
soo I don’t talk to people
unless there’s tequila on the table
preferably Casamigos
not a hint of maturity
wish I’d aged like a wine :/
just a figment, obscurity
got me spinning ‘til I’m blind
gotta keep my head on straight
but also on a swivel
cuz the limelight getcha nose wiped
if u sulk; just a sniffle
if u meet me in the middle
where we’re both level-headed
then we’re embedded
like a stone from the steel on the pendant

bread by the loaf and I’m still independent
eyes red as a rose
I’m dead as a ghost
where he went ? nobody knows
up n left, just said “lets go”
hop the fence n hit the road
for residence; no place like home

it’s always the story untold
that tends to unfold
always ends in gun smoke
n skulls, & crossbones >:]
kept on the low, swept over
in hopes that it’s left unknown
don’t forget the lost souls who’ve fallen
gone, but will live on !

I cannot keep calm
like I’ve gotta fucking bomb
ppl think that something’s wrong with me
I’ve been feeling froggy
leap of faith, no bunny hop
on a bridge, I’m jumping off !
on the stage, I’m jumping off !!
rock ‘em sock ‘em, start a moshh

mosh, mosh, mosh, mosh [4x]

$igil -
bitch, like what the fuck?
do u remember what was done ?
uu fucked it up
I’ve got this blood up on my rug
iii count it up
I’m taking all these fucking drugs
So fucking numb ! so fucking numb

look what I’ve become
iii am everything I want
a one of one
they all try to tear me down
like it was fun
I’m looking at ‘em fucking silly
I’ll slap u dumb
yea, cut myself off from the world
I don’t wanna talk to u girl
yeaa, I like it much better this way
nobody hitting me up
or get in my way
I’m doing myself & smoking my haze
making the most out my limited days
and if they don’t understand
then it’s okay
my life is too special to throw it away

crux

𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐚 (feat. $igil)

[prod. broken english]

LYRICS:
life a Ferris
ride it ‘til the wheels fall off of the bearings
really need to speed up
I’m shifting gears
focus on the road ahead
not in the rear
but what if the past is closer than appears ?
how do I let go if I hold onto fear ??
feel like a ghost
I don’t know if I’m here
uu see a hoax
iii don’t show in the mirror

I don’t really speak much, I get embarrassed
whenever I speak up, I come off careless
ur my tequila, u r an Aries
u deserve a carriage, u r the fairest c:
uu let me feel loved, someone iii cherish <3
swear there’s helium in the air
u r my medium, every layer
a masterpiece, way beyond compare

live in a shell
it’s my only sense of shelter
I sit with myself
iii just luvv to feel HELL ON EARTH
my whole life is getting censored
XXX // blurred

fuck my whole life, I’m finna melt
fry my mind, I’m feeling senseless
I gossip bout myself :/
I’m toxic, all my cells
spread toxins like a well
all this water is relentless
finna wash up in the swell

ʜᴏᴀx/xxx

[prod. broken english]

LYRICS:
my life 3D, like in IMAX
why y’all still sleep like an eye mask ?
gotta stay focused, no Vyvanse
my eyes on the prize, get in my bag
fuck it, we ball
southern Thailand, Phuket
we cook it up down to a science
we move with the crowd, in alliance
we blew up in sound n size !

I’ve heard your music, like a thousand times
Do u know every song ? Do uu jot every line ??
iii swear these groupies just gossip n lie
goofy ass critics just blogging for likes
like Pokémon, I’ve got them caught in a bind
behind the bars of the bars that I write !
to be honest, I’ve only seen your ass online
uu should go touch grass outside

my life 3D, like in IMAX
why y’all still sleep like an eye mask ?
gotta stay focused, no Vyvanse
my eyes on the prize, get in my bag
fuck it, we ball
southern Thailand, Phuket
we cook it up down to a science
we move with the crowd, in alliance
we blew up in sound n size !

🇹🇭𝗣𝗛𝗨𝗞𝗘𝗧🇹🇭

[prod. @newfound_vande x ceejx3 x deucesrk]

LYRICS:
lately, my brain in a cage, like dogs
put my feelings in a pit
then I make ‘em mosh
rub my skin, entertain my thoughts
luv yourself > then take my heart
blood can spill
and still become the faintest scars
this love I feel could paint the stars <3
iii wanna heal but need some help
let’s be honest
numb to everything I feel
I’m filled with Freon
it’s been a lightyear
felt like eons since I’ve seen you
we promised that we’ll ride or die
until infinity, and beyond it <33
it’s what we agreed on
my mind’s eye still got the screenshot

on my hill to die on, dig a hole to die in
under the Earth, where there’s no horizon
left undisturbed like a polar climate
kept well preserved
idk where time went
broke the ice n now the freeze thaw
but the Northern Lights still glow in neon
no gorgeous skies for those who sing songs
just hopeless cries from those who think thoughts

lately, my brain in a cage, like dogs
put my feelings in a pit
then I make ‘em mosh
rub my skin, entertain my thoughts
luv yourself > then take my heart
blood can spill
and still become the faintest scars
this love I feel could paint the stars <3
iii wanna heal but need some help
let’s be honest
numb to everything I feel
I’m filled with Freon

❄️ＦＲＥＯＮ❄️

[prod. @newfound_vande]

LYRICS:
don’t be afraid
uu can call me when life’s hard
okayy, u can fall asleep in my arms
hop on a wave
bb I can be your lifeguard
iii apply aid, but u’ll still feel pain
it gone sting you like a jellyfish
but it will go away
lessons from Rosetta S.
so I can speak your language
tryna weave up in your lane
read your mind, see where your head is at
the sequence in your brain
tell me feelings had to change
can’t stay the same for the bettor

embrace the unfamiliar
remain raw and vulnerable
it’s okay if it’s vanilla <3
it don’t have to be an Audemar
the plain still gotta glimmer
big ol’ numbers out your ballpark
gon create a new dilemma
what don’t depreciate in value
will amount to something bigger (:

molt up outchea old skin
butterfly from caterpillar
come alive, define the culture
prior life was way too sheltered
every grain sift through a filter
everything was getting censored

now I got revenge on the agenda
rocking VV’s for vendetta >:]
offset diamonds, crazy textures !
in a maze like MC Escher
fuck the plain, I’ll pay the extra
upgrade to the next echelon
ball of flames straight out the ether
for whoever puts pressure on
not one to empty the clip
for that’s a heavenly sin
but like caution signs in a restaurant
watch your step or u’ll slip
I keep calm amongst these sweaty-palmed pessimists
ring up the registrar
y’all miss some y’all prerequisites
don’t let depression in

call me when life’s hard
okayy, u can fall asleep in my arms
hop on a wave
bb I can be your lifeguard
iii apply aid, but u’ll still feel pain
it gone sting you like a jellyfish
but it will go away
lessons from Rosetta S.
so I can speak your language
tryna weave up in your lane
read your mind, see where your head is at
the sequence in your brain
tell me feelings had to change
can’t stay the same for the bettor

ok (prod. ok)

[prod. SKUNK! x kolibri x @newfound_vande]

LYRICS:
ain’t got enough drive
finna crash out, Mulholland
another soldier fallen
see u in Valhalla
only reason I ain’t gone yet
is just pure luck
beat me to a pulp
fuck it, I would bleed for yer luvv <3

can iii do a toast?
I’d like to celebrate the host:
“to the virus inside
that’s tryna eat my soul”
still fly with both wings tied
my mind be like a crow’s
quote Elsa from Frozen
time to ‘Let it Go’

but I can’t let my dreams die
tryna achieve my goals
imma dedicate my all
tryna renovate a home
only one I could buy
only one I could own
and even if I sign
then I gotta get a loan :/
it’s nice uu stopped by
while I’m living with my folks
it’s a place where flowers die
& my grammy’s getting old
I’m strung out like power lines
when they fall into the road
all my wires will erode
causing tires to explode !

ain’t got enough drive
finna crash out, Mulholland
another soldier fallen
see u in Valhalla
only reason I ain’t gone yet
is just pure luck
beat me to a pulp
fuck it, I would bleed for yer luvv <3

get it from the source
if ur looking for it
I’ll be your thesaurus
can’t find the words to say
cuz I’ve been getting sauced :/
iii want the Mercayyy
fuck the cost, drop the ceiling
y’know I <3 the feeling
it’s freeing to sing
iii see what uu mean
but u seem to scream

this the hardest part, it always is
feel like withdrawals, mixed-up grogginess
time to divulge to the audience
that my heart’s no longer in it anymore
another artist callin’ quits
hundro does not exist
cut my losses in lapses of common sense
constantly snag on the fabric of reality
tried to hop but caught on the fence
plot got too dense, time to stop the suspense

for example:
last album I put all my eggs in a basket
iii tried to make it a classic
the outcome was that my wave was collapsing
n I simply cannot catch a break from it crashing
the downfall predictable
how it cause chain of reactions
a bottomless pit so unstable
it’ll probably go radioactive
uu r my angel; my fatal attraction <3
I’ll be back …

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒

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