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pressure on my shoulders feels like boulders, I might crumble

sanctuary (shinigami flip) prod. graveplot

prod @rareartpoetry
ft @almxstbrainless

lyrics

graveplot ღ:

Please don’t go
Or I’ll fucking beg you to stay 
I know we’re dealing with some pain
But you know that this is the wrong way
You’re like a goddess in my eyes,
It’s like you’re from another place
You’ve got a halo on and some wings 
Girl, it’s like you’re heaven made

Reiko:
What is love?
Love is just a synonym for stress
The type of stress that like a boulder weighing on your chest
But, 
What is love?
Love is just another term for pain where every day is another day of the same damn thing
But different pain
What is love?
Love is where you both feel happy that you have it,
That same thing that makes you wanna die on the inside sometimes 
What is love?
Love is just another means to the same end
Doesn’t matter if it’s the end that begins with F-R-I or your L-O-V-E-R,
Regardless of boy or girl or whatever it is that you probably had to try to find again and again 
What is love?
Everything I’ve said and neither so maybe I’m wrong if yours is the type where nothing can come between it 
But hey,
What is love?
Truth be told, it’s the only type of love I know so
What is love?
What is love? Is it home? I don’t know, I don’t feel so good
I thought love was supposed to be different but all I ever get is questions that fill me with venom
Maybe I’m sick and twisted, but I never used to be this way

graveplot ღ:

Please don’t go
Or I’ll fucking beg you to stay 
I know we’re dealing with some pain
But you know that this is the wrong way
You’re like a goddess in my eyes,
It’s like you’re from another place
You’ve got a halo on and some wings 
Girl, it’s like you’re heaven made

Reiko:
What is love?
Love is always feeling like you’re nothing, feeling like shit cuz you can’t give the one that you love enough of your love and 
What is love?
Love is being so fucked up from every i-l-y that whenever you hear it you wonder if you’e even worth their time
What is love?
Love is analyzing every single action, present, future, even past tense cuz you won’t let another love ever happen
What is love?
Love is staring in the mirror, wishing that your thoughts would be clearer, wondering why you’re a fucking piece of shit when all you wanna do is just be near em 
But
Whatever’s inside of you never lets you change, you scream at your demons but they remain just the same
You wanna tell em but you can’t cuz they won’t understand so you suffer silently knowing you’ll probably kill every single thing that you both have
The toughest part is this isn’t really you in the slightest, but whoever’s taken over put the real you into hiding
What is love?
Maybe love is hoping someone notices your soul is missing and believes that someday, it’s worth it to find it

graveplot ღ:

Please don’t go
Or I’ll fucking beg you to stay 
I know we’re dealing with some pain
But you know that this is the wrong way
You’re like a goddess in my eyes,
It’s like you’re from another place
You’ve got a halo on and some wings 
Girl, it’s like you’re heaven made

reiko x graveplot - in my eyes (prod. beowulf)

GHOST! w/ BISSI

beautiful ❦ (prod. treetime)

amicrawlingonmyknees?

ft @lilgraveplot
prod @dyslmofficial

fallen [w/ graveplot ღ]

i woke up today just to see if you'd call

co-prod. @unlucky1beats

plscomeback w/ unlucky1

I love you bro, that's on my mom
no homo

ft @lilgraveplot
prod @blatant_music

vøicemails [w/ graveplot ღ]

STR!PCLUB  w/ BISSI (PROD. FATAL-M)

i originally wrote this a year before i posted it but it still fits so here

prod @rareartpoetry
art/mix by @xdespairx

today is a gift (prod. beowulf)

fly away, it's what i know you need to do

prod. @prodsworn
mix @bissiboi

butterfly (prod. swørn)

støries coming soon

feat. @lilmaynofficial
prod. @sapientdream

art: @xandrawhitepnw on IG

cold (if we fight) [prod. sapientdream]

THEDELETEDEP!SØDES

feat @bissiboi
prod. nexx
art: @bxgpapa on ig

HOSTAGE w/ BISSI (PROD. NEXX)

i never planned on releasing this one tbh 
co-written by ursv

prod by @prodsworn
mixed by @noble31 
art: @baileyy_elizabethh on ig

prøtected

I recorded this during one hell of an acid trip

floating (prod. draffish)

your mind is otherworldly and your body's just amazing

we used tø call every day w/ ursv

apocalypse is reoccurring, earth is doomed
there's no returning

yøu can't save her w/ ursv

BITCH I'M BACK
WE SMOKIN JYPSIE PACK ALL WINTER 
SLIDE PUSSY

feat. @lilfuckinpunk
prod. @killforlorn on ig

SMOKE (PROD. FORLORN)

echøes

echoes (prod. hakaisu)

i finally finished this one. so uhhh gang gang and allat

wish you were here (prod. treetime)

floating

young flexedabish x graveplot
existence prod. nekoi

existence

young flexedabish - existence w/ graveplot

Try to imagine nothing. Absolute nothingness. You probably picture a pitch black void, or dark space but even that within itself is a concept of something. I don't think you can imagine true nothingness. The brain cannot comprehend its own nonexistence.

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