Chris Patrick

Someone to call my lover (Janet Jackson remix)

This album is dedicated to the functions that lie within the construct of my anatomy, I touch on these that build me as a person and confront my contradictions. This project is to show no one is perfect and we all flawed humans who can find a way to cope this cursed world.
I'm also a fan of Kendrick Lamar don't be shocked by the influence.

Saya_-_I'm Saya

IAMNOTHING

dont go (flip)

substance abuse

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

swallow your pride 
for just a while 
and lemme see 
how things would play out 
not allowed to understand yet 
so ill just sit here and wait now 
just smoking all my problems down 
circling myself around 
trying my best to drown my concious out 
the only time to write is when im 
smoking now 

looking for a place 
to hang my head down 
for the good of everyone around 
no end in mind 
will give me time to think of 
how ill let you down 
circling right back around 

nothings changed 
feeling strange 
when will you 
talk to me 
and tell me whats 
behind the things you say

nothing ever changed, only you

BIRTH DEATH REBIRTH
EVOLVE EMERGE 
OUR PATHS CONVERGE
THEN CURVE AND IT HURTS
LOCKED IN A DARK ROOM
SAD SONGS PLAY ON LOOP
NO ONE TO TALK TO 
STUCK IN THOUGHTS OF YOU 
AND WHAT YOU DO 
ITS NOTHIN NEW
TO BE ABUSED
IM USED TO IT 
IM JUST YOUR VOODOO DOLL

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - voodoo doll

prod. https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx
mix/mast. https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
art by https://www.instagram.com/collabcarts/

[lyrics]
Sometimes I crave the dirt
Sometimes I wanna feel low
Sometimes I crave the hurt
Sometimes I wanna let go

Cause on sunny days 
All I see is the rain 
I know that this warmth cannot last
And these doctors wanna put a name 
To my feelings, to my brain
Before they’ve ever lived my past 

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
I’m feeling so empty 
I’m thinking these drinks can fill me up and I’m wrong again 
Singing these songs again
Lost in my mind 
The end is near I can feel it 
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
I know you're hurting too 
Can we just accept the truth
That we're not here for any good reason
Just remind me to breathe in
I'll remind you to breathe in

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Crave The Dirt (prod. gin$eng)

Demons Ft. My Doubt (Prod. by Unknown 757)

H.O.M.E. Ft. Unashamed (Prod. by Hakym Aqua)

Alone [Bonus] (Prod. by Luck)

You're Mine (Prod. by PARISVVS)

Pay Off (Prod. by Victor)

all guitar played by me <3 
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theres a white oak on a hidden land, wondering why the leaves are dull again. searching for the answers nothing shows within. no one knows her danger shes in love with the damned. white stands for purity she knows shes the leaves. falling rapidly shes the poison seed. white oaks are the gateway to her misery. shes the contradictory of the purity. shes the contradictory of the sanity.

northern lights (ft. lil bo weep) [prod. lunar vision]

old bear grieves songs

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