This song is beautiful. Today is ten months that my other half passed away ... on the couch where we always sat. I miss him so much

lyrics:

you could say i-

you could say i changed, i'm less relatable
i'm always in pain, no time to make it, bro
give me all the pills, and let me take it, bro
just let me know

if you got change for a payphone
cause i have to pay for a way home
i don't want no problems, so just leave me alone
just leave me alone cause i've been by my own, uh

you stabbed me in the back right now
i don't know who to trust right now
am i getting love right now?
or am i getting played again?

you stabbed me in the back right now
i don't know who to trust right now
am i getting love right now?
or am i getting played again?

you could say i changed, i'm less relatable
i'm always in pain, no time to make it, bro
give me all the pills, and let me take it, bro
just let me know

if you got change for a payphone
cause i have to pay for a way home
i don't want no problems, so just leave me alone
just leave me alone cause i've been by my own, uh

on my way home prod. whitecxffin

Laying in my bed,
Staring at the sky while the rain falls red,

And I guess, it wasn't what you meant
but I still fell apart like freshly baked bread

I can't get you out of my head
I can't get the scent of you off of my bed
So lately girl I haven't even slept
I'm dropping everything just to forget why I'm here

I wish that it was more clear
I wish that I could be apart of your life for more time
I know I'm not important
I know I can't afford this pain stuck on my mind

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry


I bought you flowers, 
you left them without water
i hurt for hours you never cared to check up

And your last message, that text i know you meant it
i'm so demented
you're full of lies and evil scented

I bought you flowers, 
you left them without water
i hurt for hours you never cared to check up

And your last message, that text i know you meant it
i'm so demented
you're full of lies and evil scented

you're full of lies and evil scented

you're full of lies and evil scented

I wish that it was more clear
I wish that I could be apart of your life for more time
I know I'm not important
I know I can't afford this pain stuck on my mind

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry

iCry (drma & mcx)

If I’m wasting time on you just say so
Omg I have lost it
If your giving up on me just say so
Oh no 

You filled the hole in my heart
And now it’s bigger than ever
Your silhouette in the dark
I swear to god your the devil

Inside me
Remind me
Why I let you tear me apart?
Redesign me
Define me
Throw me away and restart

It always gets worse at night
Blood pressure too high
Leave me here to dry
Just here for the ride

I never learn my lesson
It happens all the time
I wish they had better intentions 
When they enter my life

It’d be better to forget 
All of your lies
Rip out my heart it’s infected 
Your love is a deathwish

1nfected w/ baynay p. kukyo icey & chris marek

prod me x varsity beats
feat: @elsea98

@heavyballs

(HB Deakin)
1:45 ur calling my phone
n I ask u what u want
u want me to come home
one forty five ur calling my phone
n I ask u what u want
u want me to come home
late night hour you're reaching out to me
pick up the phone n ask u what u need
tell me what do you desire tonight
do you want me by your side holding you tight

(Elsea)
Million different questions
Have you got the answers
Always felt out of sight out of mind
Now I  wanna know , do you want me
Call my line, call my line
out of touch, out of mind 
I don’t wanna waste my time 
I don’t wanna sit around if all we are gonna do is fight 
I don’t wanna be there if thats only when you call
Do you wanna be here If that’s all we’re  good for?

(HB Deakin)
1:45 ur calling my phone
n I ask u what u want
u want me to come home
one forty five ur calling my phone
n I ask u what u want
u want me to come home
late night hour you're reaching out to me
pick up the phone n ask u what u need
tell me what do you desire tonight
do you want me by your side holding you tight

(Elsea)
I don’t wanna go round in circles 
Did you get my flowers they were purple
Cupid shot his arrows and I’ve fallen
Now I wanna know are you all in 
Cupid shot his arrows and I’ve fallen
Love potions where my antidote
Breathing tight feel like im gonna choke
If you want this meet me where the flowers grow

1:45 (Feat. ELSEA)

prod. D. member

raine lyrics:
Staring in the darkroom
I've running on and on
Caught me off guard
Feeling like I'm in a dead zone
Back stab me behind my back
Said you won't do it again
And now you came back hoping that I'm still there waiting for you
But I can never be the one you want me
The one that you want me to be

I thought we were meant to be
No matter how hard I try you'll never notice me
Should I just let it be
Or should I let them free
Why can't you just let go
Cold heart and act so crazy
Ruining my head and my mood
The problem is you not me

Sheap lyrics: 
Stab me in the back and I came back
Said that you would never do it again
And you lied thru your teeth
Cause yk that I could never be without u
And yk that it was all a lie when I said that
I just needed to let u go
Match your breathing I'm breathing slow
Now I never wanted to let u go
I never wanted to let u go

Staring in the darkroom
I've running on and on
Caught me off guard
Feeling like I'm in a dead zone
Back stab me behind my back
Said you won't do it again
And now you came back hoping that I'm still there waiting for you
But I can never be the one you want me
The one that you want me to be

I thought we were meant to be
No matter how hard I try you'll never notice me
Should I just let it be
Or should I let them free
Why can't you just let go
Cold heart and act so crazy
Ruining my head and my mood
The problem is you not me

deadzone w/ sheap

blo0d on my teeth (me)

silence

featuring @liltumblrxo + @k3lyxoxx 
prod. liltumblrxo

Frozen City ⚔ Cbxgang ©

✧✧✧ Vampire ⚔ Gang ✧✧✧

liltumblrxo + yui - broken glass (ft. k3lyxoxx)

prod. Lynn (me)

"from the skies like where these angels fell" ✨⛓️

***lyricz***

I need to ooo love myself 
sometimes I might ask for help
sometimes I'm alone oh well
from the skies where angels fell

now I'm here and I'm like hey 
baby girl my name is slay
woken up another day
and I'm winning through my pain

all of my problems slain
the demons do decay
but dying was their fate
with death they had a date

i feel all the rain
the drops they hit my face
and at the rave tonight 
I'm gonna stay so late 

n with my hand she took
she's giving me that look
n now I'm leaning in
oh yeh we're gonna sin

the chills went down my skin 
like when you touched my hips
I'm gonna part my hair
u go in for a kiss

my lips you didn't miss
cause me n u we mix 

together tonight
maybe forever
I'll see you again



int3rn3t girlz stay up lat3!🖤🍄🍁 (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧prod. @lynn

@artemisonthemoon 💙

lyrics
(Raine)
got that mula got that queso and that bread I’m a real trooper
you ain’t never touching this 
Im on the move huh, middle of the triangle bitch 
call that Bermuda 
she likes when I do my magic tricks

(Dk Shawtyy)
yh im lactose but I'm still gone stack the cheese
yh knocks in my jeans
feel like carts with all this fckin lean
I talk to yeat
he a demon really be in my dreams
eh yh I talk to yeat
yh im lactose but still gone stack stack notes
yh raine tell me what you know 
yh I was chilling in Barkin with not3s
yh that aint the right guy
yh I feel like might guy

(Raine)
feel like carti yeah, i never pulled up in no Ferrari yeah
In my cardigan it’s chilly and I’m blemming in my garden yeah 
I’m running this sliding with no hoes I don’t fuck with body play 
No shenanigans I’m silly when I’m riding with my bros  (slay)

$$$lay +Raine [sxlt]

Hush Now, Wild Heart

I make my music on my phones voice memo app, because the album I was making with a friend fell through.. trying bandlab out but still can't get good recordings until i get a mic and headphones.

silence

becca

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