Fr 😵 (heiho)

lyrics -

I aint rly gettin outa bed 
I been hearin screamin in my head
She aint rly hearing wut i said 
I cant rly seem to get ahead
See me kinda lookin like my dad
But mama take a look at where im at 
Yuh know i shoulda never made you mad 
But ima give you everything we never had

I aint really learn how to help myself 
Yeah i didnt think it hurt thought the drugs might help 
But it only make it worse sayin fuck oh well
Ion love her well but 
Ima show her that its real i dont guess  myself 
I dont fuck with other people i just sesh myself 
You ready to leave and i get my stuff 
Cuz our friends kinda suck

home alone (softbite)

Low Hp + MURRRR(alwaysdead x variant)

are you?? >.< ♡♡♡ prod. https://soundcloud.com/nickp3tro

no reply (prod. p3tro)

lyrics:

got bars on my mind im a xanhead
stars in the sky going by never landed the spaceship, 
you enable erasure
its 2023 how the fuck u still a racist?
effects chain on FL lookin wild 
lil boy you 5'9 why you coming at me crazy
insanely
bitch im gracious 
wait a minute bitch
im grabbing me a 8th but i just spill it on the pavement 
dont play me, im aiming, no safety
like a harsh drink yeah
the way they wanna chase me
bugs in the corner of my eye hallucinations
i just wanna die but i get a little anxious
got my heart sinking to the basement
shoulda never smoke that shit it got me changing locations
now im at the met gala 
now im out in las vegas
fear and loathing doesn't even mention what we taking
drugs got me cooked but the sun got me baking 
shawty got the cake its her birthday daily
impale me
im starting to ache like its heartbreak often 
i just need a break like a kitkat chocolate
got a wonder emporium im dustin hoffman
mr magorium dies, sayonara

backwards [etai s0 + patrick o'neill]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/zuuloh
my verse mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/arcadia-died

shoutout v4nity, arcadia and zuuloh

https://soundcloud.com/sebstixns-funerl

look in the mirror im disgusting,
feeling alright but i dropped it,
pain in my head but i love it,
chilling with twenny ya we on this,
threw it at the window, dont know what to do no more,
i feel super funny i was chilling in the store,
i cannot help you,
like cant you see that?

and do i really know?
i cant do it no more,
my brain is always sore,
im kicking at your door (x2)

https://soundcloud.com/v4nity

yea,
my bodies goin numb,
i think im losin it, 
cuz all the time i feel so dumb,
so much in my system,
been cryin for some help now,
so hard for me to reach out,
but im right here bangin on your door,
like somebody please come help,
been losin my mind,
been losin myself,
my brain always feelin so damn sore,
like what can i do to make it better,
dont know,
why you wanna talk to me,
dont know,
like this aint helpin me,
i know,
i know that i need some help,
i know, i know, know,
look in the mirror im disgusted,
yea yea,
say youre tryna help but i dont trust it,
no no,
livin life like this i know im better on my own,
on my own,
better off yea,
all alone,

_mirror w/ v4nity (p. zuuloh)

all star lineup for the lamest song in history I guess but go off

photo by hundankbar

chorus lyrics:
I don't know my faults
I've been all alone

So fk all that blaming stop hitting my phone
You're a pest and a fiend and you doing the most

Even though you're gone you know ill find another way
Live in your past while I'm worried for another day
Would make you mad and then hate it when you walk away
But since we crashed you should know that it was all a waste

all a waste (prod. drma x jibaorockin x zircron45)

but im awful
i cause all the problems in this novel
i put my pain up and i drink it in this bottle
but im awful
and you don't wanna see my face today
my life is living like a race today
fucking pacing
she looked in my eyes and told me i was amazing
but it was a lie, just for you to get me chasing

i can't let that happen
i can't let you just replace me
hearing all my songs, hearing all the demons facing me
i just want a guide, just to get me from point A to B
i just wanna die cause this world wasn't made for me

but i'm awful
i know that my problems be a handful
if i make it out, will you still be there?
you grabbed my heart by the string and you fucking pulled
i feel just like a fool
but i'm awful
i know that my problems be a handful
if i make it out, will you still be there?
you grabbed my heart by the string and you fucking pulled
i feel just like a fool
but i'm awful

i cant take it anymore
when you showed up to my door
got the body of a whore but the eyes of a angel
i'm not feeling love, bitch im feeling like im tangled
this shit like a horror game, im feeling like im mangle
cause you left me mangled
cause you left me heartbroken
still use my old camera but it still can catch your angle
feeling like kurt angle
all these fucking feelings got me feeling fucking strangled

but im awful
i cause all the problems in this novel
i put my pain up and i drink it in this bottle
but im awful
and you don't wanna see my face today
my life is living like a race today
fucking pacing
she looked in my eyes and told me i was amazing
but it was a lie, just for you to get me chasing

i can't let that happen
i can't let you just replace me
hearing all my songs, hearing all the demons facing me
i just want a guide, just to get me from point A to B
i just wanna die cause this world wasn't made for me

but im awful prod rainn god

prod. me

@heavyballs

you know I think of you in some kind of special way
meant be home but my trip is delayed
and now I'm stuck screaming out your name

eyes bloody red
remember what you said
stuck inside my head
held on by thread

you know I think of you in some kind of special way
meant be home but my trip is delayed
and now I'm stuck screaming out your name
you know I think of you in some kind of special way
meant be home but my trip is delayed
and now I'm stuck screaming out your name

I know you think of me in some kind of special way
but you never came to show it and you know that it's too late

Special (Now on Spotify)

@sopaipillabobilla on insta 

The Weeknd - Reminder (Hyperpop Remix)

Reminder (xtasane)

prod me x varsity beats
feat: @elsea98

@heavyballs

(HB Deakin)
1:45 ur calling my phone
n I ask u what u want
u want me to come home
one forty five ur calling my phone
n I ask u what u want
u want me to come home
late night hour you're reaching out to me
pick up the phone n ask u what u need
tell me what do you desire tonight
do you want me by your side holding you tight

(Elsea)
Million different questions
Have you got the answers
Always felt out of sight out of mind
Now I  wanna know , do you want me
Call my line, call my line
out of touch, out of mind 
I don’t wanna waste my time 
I don’t wanna sit around if all we are gonna do is fight 
I don’t wanna be there if thats only when you call
Do you wanna be here If that’s all we’re  good for?

(HB Deakin)
1:45 ur calling my phone
n I ask u what u want
u want me to come home
one forty five ur calling my phone
n I ask u what u want
u want me to come home
late night hour you're reaching out to me
pick up the phone n ask u what u need
tell me what do you desire tonight
do you want me by your side holding you tight

(Elsea)
I don’t wanna go round in circles 
Did you get my flowers they were purple
Cupid shot his arrows and I’ve fallen
Now I wanna know are you all in 
Cupid shot his arrows and I’ve fallen
Love potions where my antidote
Breathing tight feel like im gonna choke
If you want this meet me where the flowers grow

1:45 (Feat. ELSEA)

|| Heavy Balls Artist & Producer ||

i make experimental digicore hyperpop breakcore something something music and blame the shitty mixes on the experimental part

- dm on insta to collab -

1:45 (Feat. ELSEA)

HB Deakin

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